There are organ meat supplements that you can take , to help with this . I don’t like eating alot of meat, but know my body needs it . I start researching alternatives, and started on supplements a year ago. It helped me alot.
I am looking for a combination of fields that can potentially help me with this goal:-
Blessing water with the energy of a particular time-space configuration ensuring that it holds the structure for at least 24 hours.
As an example- I want to bless/embed my water at home with the energy/ information of Nile Water near Luxor from the year 2898 March 9th.
I have used some of the YouTube content and think I’ve had some mild results. It feels like a strong and valid path to help with things I want to achieve and who I want to become. Just what I’ve been looking for.
Yet, I have a lot to heal. I’ve spent much of my life to this point very broken and believing all kinds of broken things about myself.
I’d like to ‘clear the decks,’ start clean by clearing away the scars and junk and darkness.
Areas I feel moved to address are ancestral generational wounds, curses, blockages, false beliefs, as well as some neglect and abuse issues that seem at the root of false beliefs of unworthiness and ‘it can’t work or doesn’t apply to me,’ ‘I’m too broken, too far gone, don’t deserve it, would only rise a bit to make the ultimate fall more painful and fatal.’ ‘I deserve what has happened, what I’ve received, what’s been done. Or I wanted it, created it all. Agreed to it. Brought it on myself and will just continue to receive and experience the same.” That kind of junk.
The other area to address is health, which has become serious enough that I’m actively seeking help and healing. I’m dealing with some serious neurological and physical health issues and the medical team I work with hasn’t been able to do much beyond arrest further acute episodes and injury.
With the health issues also I know healing is possible. I’ve seen it and participated in it, yet have that same block that, ‘It does work, but not for me. I’m somehow defective, beyond help, cursed, not worthy, not deserving, or I’ll just get my hopes up again only to have them crushed and shattered.’
Finally is financial, material environment, career, mission, purpose. Again, I feel opportunity come, yet I don’t see how to allow it or take hold of it, and feel it would work for someone else, but not me. Too broken, too far gone, too many scars. Money comes, yet also quickly goes as a disaster arrives right on its heels to devour any gains or progress.
Looking for where to start. What to begin with to clear away the blocks, the limiting beliefs, the junk, the dark and open the windows and doors. Clean and clear so there is room and space and light and resource for the new, for real healing and then growth beyond just the removal of the scars and the healing.
@Maitreya I am thinking to create affirmations using my own voice with your audio field plays in the background. Is this a good idea? If it is, could you suggest any audio field for this? What I have in mind is either Higher Self of Christ Consciousness audio.
Our audio files must not be modified.
Ok, got it.
Consultation: Recommend combinations that can assist with channeling, connecting with deities, linking to higher dimensions, enhancing manifestation, and maximizing the accuracy of divination and prediction.
Dear @Maitreya , I’ll take a risk and ask for your help once more. It’s still the same issue for me. I’ve cautiously added 1-2 fields every other day to my emitter and everything was great with QFB. I’ve felt better and better and I’m still keeping lots of positive results. I’ve ordered remote consultation via voice message with one guy to help me with my issue and just yesterday when we spoke my “whatever” went crazy. All my spine starting from a back of a head squeezed so much like I haven’t experienced for a long time. And it did like this for 24hr. Now I’m feeling broke, in pain and with a feeling like I was beaten with a giant stick. It’s not the first time when it strikes so hard, but after 5+ years of this happens I’m really tired… As it happens every day more or less strong along with other “features”. I don’t want to dig too deep here and invite anyone in to my rabbit hole. I just want a solution of this issue on all levels at it’s root. There are moments when me is me and I feel so good, thanks to your fields and wonderful QFB, which made a huge difference for me for the last two weeks. So confident, relaxed and positive. And it allowed me to finally use fields without worry of overload, due to my past negative experiences. But this issue is still there and usually strikes that hard when I try to fix it and find solution or when I take serious action toward it and it can ruin all my gained positive results in just one day. It also interferes and overrides the effect of the fields, when it wants to do so. I think it could be some ancestral stuff of my mothers line, because it’s the left side of my neck/spine. Or it’s created by myself to keep me “safe”, or it’s just a deep negative program, but it feels like external demon or something. Or it’s a compilation. I’m tired of guessing and searching for 5+ years. You said it could be some ancestral creature who has more power than it should have. How do you feel at the moment which field can help me with this now ? Servitor Destroyer ? I thought about to get Autonomous Self field. At least try to maximally nullify this interference and it’s power. I don’t have money at the moment anyway and will wait for the next sale to get some field which you can advise me. I don’t know where else I can ask for a help so I’m going to be very grateful to you if you can advise me based on your feelings at the moment. I know that I have a great power inside of me. I’ve felt it few times in my life and it was really big. To say honestly I don’t have much passion and energy after so hard attacks (poor sleep and almost no relaxation every day because of “this thing”) but I want to find a solution, to live my life and not to suffer like this, feeling like I’m some kind of a puppet or a blind stray cat.
P.S. - By the way, music that is constantly playing at the back of my head went completely away for an hour on the third day of using QFB. It came back later but at least I’ve experienced an hour of silence in my head for the first time after 5 years.
I cannot suggest you a field, but I send you heavenly blessings. May all that is take care of you and free you from your pain. May you find the fastest, best and smoothest solution 
I got a thought while reading your message, don’t know if that fits but:
What you resist, persists
Thank you very much for your words!
Yes, it’s true. I can’t fully accept it and I’m working on it. Acceptance makes it better for a little moment but it doesn’t change it.
That is a little light view and you are here in a community where always is someone to take care and willing to help 
you will make it
I don‘t know what kind of Pain you have but I can at least relate for what you are going through.
One Day being high up on the Horse and everything is going great and all of a sudden it all goes to shit.
Happened to me quite often, and the Pain Free Periods never lasted more than a day.
For me it‘s back Pain, Hemmorhoids and Shoulder Pain.
The Hemmorhoids are the worst. The Pain is unspeakable and just thinking about the Toilet gave me such Anxiety
And Pain everyday.
When I tried accepting it, it worked for like 5 Minutes but I couldn‘t just let it be.
I don‘t take Medications, so no Pain Pills. Sometimes I would be at work with this Pain, but still keep it to myself. Just enduring it.
Right now I‘m feeling good, better than usual. And my Body aswell.
I haven‘t had Hemmorhoid Issues for a week. And my Back Pain is just Pain now, it doesn‘t mess with my Movement too much.
My Shoulder Blade is still tight, but I believe I am releasing my Issues in my Dreams right now.
I believe it‘s thanks to the Secondary Gains Field.
For now I will just enjoy this feeling of not having Pain, and this time feels different from the other times, I can‘t explain it.
It‘s like my Body is ready to heal now.
I have let go of many Beliefs.
So in my Case it was myself who was causing this Pain, not an Entity.
If it‘s an Entity for you I can‘t help you too much, but 5 Years is enough.
5 YEARS IS ENOUGH. Rage can help sometimes.
Speak with your Body. You and your Body are one. If you have Problems, the Body will have them aswell.
Hang in there Brother, you will find your Solution.
People who can endure 5+ Years of Pain are strong af.
And you are right. You have it inside of you.
Potential. Power. Might. Will.
Claim this Power, for it is yours and you deserve it. You have endured long enough.
Don‘t be scared of yourself.
Thanks to you and everyone here for the support. I really like this forum and people around here. Of course the root is inside me and I somehow gave my agreement to this or created this. But honestly I can’t handle it anymore. My body craves for a deep and prolonged rest but thanks to psyche or whatever it is it’s not happening. It mocks me. When I want to relax it squeezes, when I need to go do some work it can relax me. Now I have thoughts about passing away. I feel like someone wants me to do it. Or maybe I just want to die somewhere deep inside. I don’t know. I know it’s not an option and I know it won’t change anything but I can’t handle it anymore. I know that I enjoy those little moments of silence, pain and psychic mockery free and in those moments I want to live. My body is not made from steel unfortunately and I feel really sorry for my body as it was through so much pain because of “whatever” it is. I try not to fall into victimhood now as much as I can and there are still some little piece of hope in me, I believe fields help with this a lot at the moment. But after so many years and despaired tryouts I just feeling so broken in general.
Very often, associated thoughts, feelings, and emotions either belong to personalities from our past lives or come from the ancestral system.
I don’t know why, but I immediately thought about ancestral work through a course. Уet you seem to have a real resistance to work through it.
Universal Clearing field also popped up my mind
Just a coincidence, probably.
I also feel that this is ancestral coming from my mother’s line as she has similar issues. She also had lots of pain in this area and some demon was haunting her down few years ago so she was drinking very heavy. One day it stopped but my condition became worse, perhaps I took something from her. I was struggling with this all my life it just became stronger for the last 5 years or I became weaker due to my experiments and experiences. And I’ve tried everything, literally everything to fix it for so many years. Thank you for your contribution!
P.S. - past life personalities also resonates…
Don’t give up man! Spoken from a man, that had this type of thoughts and feelings for a decade, with long periods where I daily wanted to leave. Free from that since 4 months now.. Sometimes there are older versions craving to die, for the new to begin. But one has to let them fall.
Glad you made it. For me in the first place is physiology in this case as my body is really tired and exhausted from all of this. When this happens it affects all my body. The man I was working with said that my head was so squeezed that it almost didn’t have any air in there. And these conditions creates lots of toxins inside what I see on my face and mostly chest, my skin burns because of they coming out. So it’s tough unfortunately. Body has limits. Mental and emotional exhaustion comes next.
I wish you success brother. I have grown up with a mother who frequently spoke of dying and taking her life. I have battled with thoughts of offing myself till 4 years back. These things are definitely not yours, it is caused by something that has persisted through your lineage, and weakened you at all levels with incessant attacks. Keep your will to love yourself stronger.
Puuhh, that is extreme. Didn’t understood at first. Never heard of somewhat, I’m very sorry for you and wish you all the best from the heart!
Thank you guys, really. I didn’t have any support for a long time as nobody knows what I experience. And I really don’t want to bother anyone as I have already wasted a lot of other people time trying to find a solution. But to say honestly I just want to give up. No more searching, analyzing, thinking about this. It’s not even about the pain. It blocks everything that is related to evolution, being strong and feeling good. I can’t live like average Joe doing nothing, watching Instagram or useless movies. I’ve wasted all my life before but when I tried to fix it and live better nothing worked for me. It got even worse after my experiments as this thing was pushing me through my limits and I ignored my intuition. I couldn’t even think back then where I will end because of this. Only when it became critical I started to seek help from the outside. No matter how it ends I’m really grateful to all you for your kind words and assistance! I’m glad there are people who genuinely willing to help! Gratitude, guys and ladies!!!