I guess i’ll give this a go for more ideas.
I’m currently working on these goals with a subliminal I made as I couldn’t find other things that really suited what I wanted.
But 5 weeks of listening to it, i’m not noticing much, the quantum booster is making my dreams more noticable and making it feel more powerful, but i’m not sure this will achieve the goals still. It looks like a field from another creator on Masculinity was actually what was giving me the results I thought was the subliminal. Since stopping that i’m not noticing too much.
So i’m thinking if I need to keep the same goals, but find another way to work on them.
- Masculinity. Being deeply and strongly connected with my masculine core. Strong, confident, grounded.
The receiving the father audio stands out the most for this currently. And soul reunification also sounds useful with my own intent for this.
- Physique. To be able to get back into good shape again which i’ve struggled with since dealing with a chronic illness. Not bodybuilder size, but strong and functional which naturally reflects in my physique. Also healing low testosterone issues, which has been low since chronic illness. I believe if it was at a naturally high level it would also help more with almost all the goals i’m listing here.
Both 1 and 2 could probably be helped with Greek God v2, but I have issues in that i’ve seen way too much mention of ‘beauty’ around that field and other masculinity fields. Beauty is on the exact opposite side of masculinity. Alot of the description of Greek God v2 sounds very good, but this is the main concern.
Think Jason Statham, he embodies masculinity, strength, groundedness, cool under pressure (i’m thinking about his movie characters, haven’t seen much of how he is in real life) and can deal with things when needed. With a vibe of ‘i’m a good guy, but don’t fuck with me’ but not in a crazy, fake way. I’m much more about ‘quiet confidence’ and groundedness. Not these fake tough guys walking around with carpets under their arms.
As opposed to some pretty boy, metrosexual type which is the impression I get when I hear ‘beauty’. I guess that might have been catering to what guys have said they want, and the requests have obviously come from young guys who do not know what masculinity is.
A comprehensive masculinity audio without facial shifting stuff (I feel this just takes away the focus on getting to the core of masculinity) that has confidence, mindset, deep healing of what’s in the way of expressing real masculinity at the deepest levels, at your core. Groundedness, calm under pressure, but that does include the physique and testosterone/male hormone stuff and mindset. The social, charisma, leadership stuff sounds good though and some of the mindsets in Greek good v2 sound good such as “real masculinity is composed, assertive not reactive”.
But ‘beauty’ is inherently a feminine polarity. Nobody would consider Jason Statham ‘beautiful’ but he has a real masculine vibe and appeal to women since he projects that strongly. That masculine polarity is what will connect with feminine women, not a man with a ‘pretty face’.
The receiving the father audio doesn’t seem to have any of that stuff, and seems to go more to the core. I realized after a process earlier in the week i’m chasing the physique, girls and similar things hoping that if I get those i’ll finally give myself permission to be masculine at my core, but that I could have all of those and still not feel that.. so I need to instead goto the core. But imagine first going to the core and developing that at the deeper level and THEN going for those other goals. It’s coming from a whole new place.
I’m after more traditional masculine (think what masculnity is at the core, not what those wanting to control and weaken us try to convince us that it is) being genuinely secure and comfortable in myself. Not the new false thoughts around masculinity, and not the ‘divine masculinity’ concept which is a weak spiritual knockoff that really turns me off.
Apollo has alot of good concepts and mostly sounds awesome with alot of things I want, but still this focus on ‘beauty’.
- Moving out of home and independence.
This is a fairly deep issue for me due to abandonment, parents trying to keep me dependent and such. I’ve tried other programs hoping it would help indirectly such as programs to deal with fear and it hasn’t really helped. I’ve not been able to find anything at all focused on this which is why it’s part of the subliminal I made.
Would include dealing with money issues to earn enough to move out, be self reliant, self sufficient, and finding the ideal place/town/whatever to move to so I can be who I want to be and do the things I really want to do.
- Money, business, abundance.
The motivation to work on my business, I leave it for a long time then finally do something, spend time on it and it ends up nowhere. I make posts for classes and such and get no answers or dodgy people I refuse to teach what i’m offering.
Nothing has really helped me with this motivation and to actually deal with this, havne’t used a specific money program for a long time. But I don’t care about being rich for the sake of it, just for what I can do, being independent and such.
- Attracting the girls I really want. Instead of just ‘settling’ for who comes along and then never being happy with it, because I was too fearful to go for who I want. Would include dealing with deep fears around this.
The intent in the end is a girlfriend, but not just ‘a girlfriend’ who just shows up and I just go “eh ok I have no other options” but one who I am really inspired by and genuinely want to be with.
Also would include dealing with deep insecurities, neediness, feeling like i’m not attractive, not good enough, not worthy, nobody wants me and such. Issues with feeling invisible and being invisible.
I am doing other things around manifesting a girlfriend, but I noticed since stopping the Masculinity field I mentioned that i’m not getting too much. And 1 month full on with 1 field trying to manifest every day and not noticing much, i’ve gone to a method that used to work well for me but after nearly another month very little.
- Dealing with a deep self-sabotage. This ruins almost every change I try to make.
I read the whole reality shifter thread last night and it stands out as useful for some of these, but it’s a big investment before i’ve proven what these fields can do for me, especially after trying so many different things.
Sorry about the long post, but even after so many things i’m still not giving up. I’m not quite as lost as a while ago, but still feel pretty lost in achieving these things. The funny thing is at a point in my life I had most of these, say my early to mid 20s. But things really went wrong in the meantime.