Do a muscle test:
“My symptoms are being caused by beings from Venus.”
“My symptoms are being caused by beings from Saturn.”
“Beings from Venus/Saturn are stealing my energy.”
“There are energetic implants in my mental body.”
And any other statements that come to mind. Your body will tell you what the exact issue is. There may be more than one—make a list and test them.
Unfortunately muscle test never works for me properly 
it can give yes and no answers to the same question. But I will try.
Take 1 liter of water, add a pinch of salt, and drink it—after 10 minutes, it will work.
I will try, thank you! 
Which fields of yours you can recommend to use for this issue ?
My motivation and drive has always been tied to battling something.
I started with battling assumptions of weakness and timidness from the outside world for the first and second half of my life.
Now those people are gone because i cut them all off.
But so is the motivation and drive, Any suggestions?
Body response bro Free DM: Body Response
Thank you for reminding me about existence of this field
Ok bro, I had the same issue that you had,that dellusions and music keeps running back on my head and later I was diagonsed with mental health condition.
Will send you PM!
What are some good fields for sexual trauma and learning to feel safe in the body/being vulnerable with folks?
Take a look at the Muladhara, Svadhishthana, Manipura and Anahata Chakra Release Vows DMs + audios
Also, pay attention to the virtues: trust, courage, acceptance, honesty, humility, forgiveness, pleasure, confidence
To get back your sense of safety, you first need to understand why you don’t feel safe.
It could come from your family lineage, your parents, or things that happened in your childhood. And then you just need to work on it in a focused way.
Thanks very much!
What are the best fields for gently restoring and healing psyche from all psychic attacks, traumas, stressors etc, besides blueprint of mental health and nervous system / brain fields ?
Do you already have a field that helps with vegans developing anemia? It was hot out and I was super cold all day and I think I may be developing anemia, currently listening to vitamin c from sapien medicine, I realized drinking green tea and coffee was stopping my iron consumption 
I think if this field doesn’t already exist it would sell a lot bc a lot of the supplements are filled with fungus and heavy metals
As far as I know, one of the reasons why vegans suffer from anemia is because of parasites. When someone becomes a vegan, parasites that were previously eating only meat starts to suck that persons blood because they lack “their” food.
I don’t like eating meat I haven’t since I think 2016ish? But if I have to I will.. I know being judgmental is a far lower vibration than eating meat lol @Maitreya what are your thoughts on veganism? I just trust you and I don’t trust a lot of people lol
I was a vegetarian for many years—and even before that I ate very little meat; my body rarely craved it. Unfortunately, this led to deficiencies in many vitamins and minerals, low energy levels, insulin resistance, and weight gain. When I started eating meat again, my body recovered very quickly. I mainly eat meat during the winter and autumn, while in spring and summer I focus more on fruits, vegetables, nuts, and similar foods. I don’t think our bodies are designed for vegetarianism, unfortunately.
Another thing I noticed during the last period when I was vegetarian is that many people seemed to try to take advantage of me, to “feed off” my energy, and to push or test my boundaries. I think this may be connected to a decrease in our inner fire—when it drops, we start facing these kinds of challenges.
Thank you, yeah I’m dealing with th same problems so I think you may be right.. before going vegan I never remember dealing with people draining my energy all the time and I’m always having chronic fatigue..I had a third eye vision the other day of me eating a hamburger lol maybe it was divine source now that I have a stronger Connection from the quantum booster/optimizer 
your response is confirmation I need to start adding some meats back into my diet and see if that helps.. I think it will