I’m so slow brain motion, but I feel strong need to share this with you guys, in case you’re going through this as well.
I went through extreme mental training and energetic upgrades, and I broke many patterns in different areas of my life. I’m a maniac tbh when it comes to mind and subconscious and I downloaded all the knowledge from past and future where I mastered this topic. That led me to 4 dark nights of the soul one by one because of shadow work on the multiverse level (go big or go home, lol). I pushed myself to the limits and then I got to the point when I felt “my god, the storm is over, I’m going to have life of my dreams now. I can relax”.
And then it started. First, I got tested on romantic life. Suddenly, there was no one in my life. Even when I texted my ex (he always replied so far) he ignored me. Twice (because I like to double-check 
). Then honestly, I was even trying to Tinder. I had matches, no one talked to me. No one 
So I had a moment of complaining “Whyyyyyyyy I did that inner work, now I’m confident, beautiful inside and out (thanks to MFCosmetics btw), I am high-value woman, no drama, healed, cleared. And no one is here on that level.” That was a test I almost failed, lol. I focused on work and I said to the Universe “you pick the guy for me. I detach myself. I put all my energy to work, now.”
What is the moral of this story? When you change beliefs, you need to act differently. Opposite. So instead of feeling lonely, rejected and ignored, I’ve decided to let go because I no longer operate on those beliefs.
I was so proud of myself, but test no2 was brutal.
I’ve spent a long time to clear beliefs related to money. When I reach that point, where I felt deeply in bones, that now everything is going to be great. Money will come, love will come. Life is good. Bum!
Suddenly, I had so many expenses and financial losses, and I ended up with no money for bills and, at the very end, almost no food. I knew I could borrow something from my family, but this time, I was 100% sure it was a test. I’ve been through financial hardship many times before, but I always had food. This time, I needed to improvise.
Normally, I would be ashamed (defo I would never share it on the forum), I would cry and couldn’t sleep, my stomach would hurt. I would blame myself. I would blame my ancestors, lol. I would feel low and scared. I would wait for that day when I was supposed to get money, like for Liberation Day or Money Saviour.
I was too busy for any of that. I detached myself. I looked at this as another experience. I didn’t die the last time, and I won’t die this time. Instead, I asked myself questions: What can I learn from that? This is just a temporary lesson. Then, I directed my attention to energy work and pushed myself again to level up. I allowed curiosity to lead me instead of wasting time for fear. And it was wow. This set the foundation for upcoming years. I did more shadow work, unlocked more power, and … all beliefs that I was installing using Connector and Reprogrammer clicked. I prove to my mind and subconscious that I take different actions, so now I am integrated and old beliefs bye-bye forever.
Ironically, when I finally got money on my account, it didn’t feel differently. Because it was never about money, it was about the power of your mind. When you prove to the Universe that you’re happy regardless of circumstances (no one talked to me, no money on my account) then you can use the Law of Assumption - I passed the test, thank you for the upgrade, now I expect reward but I am detached. I’m too busy with exploring to sit and wait, but I know I will get everything I want.
More tests? Sure, go on. I will turn everything into power. I’m an alchemist. Believe it or not, that is the mindset of my soul. And my soul actively participated in all disasters that have happened to me so I could reach my true core.
Things that helped me the most during that time:
Awakening the God series and this is going to surprise you:
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A few weeks ago, I cut my hair short during one of the dark nights of the soul. The hairdresser did it so wrong that I used this oil every day before sleep, begging my hair to grow faster. Really, the worse haircut of my life and I can’t fix it That removed a lot of stored emotions and I am sure it helped me to stay strong during tests. So, nothing happens without reason. You can have beautiful hair and an unbreakable personality.
