Why the Universe Tests You Before a Huge Change

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I’m so slow brain motion, but I feel strong need to share this with you guys, in case you’re going through this as well.

I went through extreme mental training and energetic upgrades, and I broke many patterns in different areas of my life. I’m a maniac tbh when it comes to mind and subconscious and I downloaded all the knowledge from past and future where I mastered this topic. That led me to 4 dark nights of the soul one by one because of shadow work on the multiverse level (go big or go home, lol). I pushed myself to the limits and then I got to the point when I felt “my god, the storm is over, I’m going to have life of my dreams now. I can relax”.

And then it started. First, I got tested on romantic life. Suddenly, there was no one in my life. Even when I texted my ex (he always replied so far) he ignored me. Twice (because I like to double-check :pleading_face:). Then honestly, I was even trying to Tinder. I had matches, no one talked to me. No one :rofl: So I had a moment of complaining “Whyyyyyyyy I did that inner work, now I’m confident, beautiful inside and out (thanks to MFCosmetics btw), I am high-value woman, no drama, healed, cleared. And no one is here on that level.” That was a test I almost failed, lol. I focused on work and I said to the Universe “you pick the guy for me. I detach myself. I put all my energy to work, now.”

What is the moral of this story? When you change beliefs, you need to act differently. Opposite. So instead of feeling lonely, rejected and ignored, I’ve decided to let go because I no longer operate on those beliefs.

I was so proud of myself, but test no2 was brutal.
I’ve spent a long time to clear beliefs related to money. When I reach that point, where I felt deeply in bones, that now everything is going to be great. Money will come, love will come. Life is good. Bum!
Suddenly, I had so many expenses and financial losses, and I ended up with no money for bills and, at the very end, almost no food. I knew I could borrow something from my family, but this time, I was 100% sure it was a test. I’ve been through financial hardship many times before, but I always had food. This time, I needed to improvise.
Normally, I would be ashamed (defo I would never share it on the forum), I would cry and couldn’t sleep, my stomach would hurt. I would blame myself. I would blame my ancestors, lol. I would feel low and scared. I would wait for that day when I was supposed to get money, like for Liberation Day or Money Saviour.
I was too busy for any of that. I detached myself. I looked at this as another experience. I didn’t die the last time, and I won’t die this time. Instead, I asked myself questions: What can I learn from that? This is just a temporary lesson. Then, I directed my attention to energy work and pushed myself again to level up. I allowed curiosity to lead me instead of wasting time for fear. And it was wow. This set the foundation for upcoming years. I did more shadow work, unlocked more power, and … all beliefs that I was installing using Connector and Reprogrammer clicked. I prove to my mind and subconscious that I take different actions, so now I am integrated and old beliefs bye-bye forever.
Ironically, when I finally got money on my account, it didn’t feel differently. Because it was never about money, it was about the power of your mind. When you prove to the Universe that you’re happy regardless of circumstances (no one talked to me, no money on my account) then you can use the Law of Assumption - I passed the test, thank you for the upgrade, now I expect reward but I am detached. I’m too busy with exploring to sit and wait, but I know I will get everything I want.
More tests? Sure, go on. I will turn everything into power. I’m an alchemist. Believe it or not, that is the mindset of my soul. And my soul actively participated in all disasters that have happened to me so I could reach my true core.
Things that helped me the most during that time:
Awakening the God series and this is going to surprise you:

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A few weeks ago, I cut my hair short during one of the dark nights of the soul. The hairdresser did it so wrong that I used this oil every day before sleep, begging my hair to grow faster. Really, the worse haircut of my life and I can’t fix it :rofl: That removed a lot of stored emotions and I am sure it helped me to stay strong during tests. So, nothing happens without reason. You can have beautiful hair and an unbreakable personality.

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Thank you Polaris for writing this out. It definitely is a soothing balm for my aching soul and a pointer towards how to work through certain things. The hair serum tip is a real shocker, have to give it a go. It’s funny how seemingly unrelated things leads to beauty and progress. :pray:t3::cherry_blossom:

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Thanks for sharing Polaris.
Besides the fact that sharing gives strength and relief that you are not the only one who has difficulties :slight_smile:
It shows that you have tremendous endurance and even greater willpower.
It reminds me that you don’t die when you have downfalls…

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Many people are going through this :slight_smile: Because this lifetime is different than others. We can speak, we can wake up our gifts, heal people, and teach them, and we cannot get killed because of that. They can’t stop it. The Earth is raising vibration thanks to us all.

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When @Polaris drops a post, she drops gold! Glad you made it through those hard times ok!

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ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ I don’t know if I should laugh or cry. I guess Universe is testing me now, but I won’t let it break me.

My HS turned the direction of my aim. I was just bomarbed with events and insights that being an Author is not my true career path but a side career ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ. My true career path is some civil service, govt official job, I’ll excel in that more than currently what I have.

But I’m not afraid nor would be in rebellious mode anymore. I accept and surrender myself and will experience every lesson and pay off the karmas I have to in this life. Atleast I’m happy I get to keep writer as a sideline career but I have to stop for a year to concentrate on job exams now :smiling_face_with_tear: but it’s okay, I have no fear since I have Mai fields :grin: also I’m not that stupid either, I’ll definitely pass for sure :fist: atleast with energy fields…I hope.

Also plus point is my mindset have shifted to very great extent since I jumped into working with energy fields seriously recently, I have stopped dwelling on things that didn’t go right anymore. Even if I had shed bucket of tears 2 days ago for a family conflict, the complaint “why it happens only to me, universe hates me, or fields doesn’t work for me” never striked me, instead I accepted it as a lesson, my karma and let it go. And went back to working on energy fields, on myself even if the events were mind shattering. I believe it’s a positive change compared to my old self.

I’m happy I’m taking steps and making small small progresses. I know I have lot to learn more but I’m happy, I’m evolving ✧⁠◝⁠(⁠⁰⁠▿⁠⁰⁠)⁠◜⁠✧, late than never at all. Also I feel like Universe is finally pushing me to my real path. @Polaris you inspire me a lot and I learnt a lot from you. Your this post and that big confession post changed my mindset a lot and started seeing my life differently. Thank you so much :bouquet:, you don’t know how much grateful I’m to you​:heartpulse::heartpulse::heartpulse::heartpulse:

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It is never to break you, but to check if you’re ready to level up.
There is a difference between being tested and attacked. When you change your beliefs and work on different life, you will be tested.
See, the thing that most people forget is that you need to become someone else to get that life you dream about. For example, someone wants to become a millionaire (who wouldn’t, lol), but they have a victim mentality, blame everything and everyone for their current state and play the lottery to hit the jackpot. Or the opposite, they feel that they need to hustle hard, they’re not worthy of becoming a millionaire in one day, low self-esteem and they try to prove the Universe they’re worthy.
Both can become millionaires! Both start to work on their beliefs and change their thoughts and behaviours. This journey is full of ups and downs.

Not everything is karmic. Sometimes, our own limitations and beliefs attract certain situations because our soul wants to evolve and leave it behind.
You’ve done huge inner work. Give yourself credit, @Lian. You see triggers as an opportunity to grow. This is a leadership gene, and not every leader has to speak to the public. Sometimes, they can write books that will touch hearts, not minds.

What if this is a test? What does your heart tell you?
Which career is most challenging and impactful?

I’ve never wanted to become an influential person at all. I’ve never wanted to do what I am meant to do. I asked my HS for mercy, lol. It didn’t help. I feel so much pressure on myself that I cry often. I wanted to be a wife, create a cosy and warm home, and raise children wisely, write fantasy books and stay away from social media. Instead, I went through brutal training after training, and my soul’s mission scared the sh… out of me. But this is how I am going to have an impact on this world. What does your soul want?

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@Polaris What my soul wants…I dont know, I’m confused if this an insight or not. Multiple events shattered my aim. Actually I never had taken energy works or inner works seriously nor had proper mindset until this November end, so I don’t know which events to consider. On a serious note everything triggered from your posts, and slowly other incidents too, I started becoming aware of what wrongs I was doing. Also I started working actively than passive with no blame games, no victim mindset and then I noticed the sudden shift of events.

One event was I worked actively with consciousness of money field, interacted with energy, the voice flashed in my mind saying create multiple stream, one is not enough, author is not the one. I ignored the insight, taking lightly because I thought I’m not perfect yet with energy works.

Next one was bizzare, it had took me years to meet the respected astrologer priest my family visits, I had repeatedly asked mom to give my natal chart to let him check which career is suitable but never happened these years, my mom always took either my brother or elder sister’s, I never got a chance…not until this December, I personally had a chance to visit him in his house, face to face, I guess all in divine timing.

And he said since my 7th house Jupiter in Capricorn is debilitated, Author career will be at disadvantage, other people will benifit more than me who has worked hard, get less paid than actual amount or someone or the other will come up crushing me, since Guru is debilitated. But then my Sun in Aries 10th house is exalted I should try govt related jobs, I will get it and come up and climb higher posts eventually. I just need to try. He said I can keep author career but as a sideline, my main career should be Govt jobs.

I was baffled since energy I interacted also hinted this few days ago but I ignored it. I started putting more attention on energy works, many insights and information follwed by like veil being lifted up. I also experienced mind wrecking events and emotions trying to pull me down but I stood by the ground since I realized my faults and my weakness little by little. Also I’m a girl who strongly believes in astrology, and I feel since for the first time I have seriously worked with energy fields I should give it a shot and welcome all the insights and turn of events. I should surrender myself without complaining, I can atleast invest 1 year and crack that exam the Universe is directing.

Since you said energy is dense right now, relax and set a plan and work in next year, I’m making a sketch now, will take action in 2025. Also I’m not cowering away since I have Author DM too, I’ll not give up on my dream career. If Universe wants me to handle 2 careers I’ll do it. I’ll definitely excel in both :fist:. I’m ready to do hardwork and do energy works whole heartedly at the same time, not be a half-baked bean anymore.

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It seems like you have a lot of synchronicities, and your plan sounds very reasonable. Surrendering is hard. You can’t see the whole picture yet, so you learn to trust the Creator. There is one belief that I worked on recently.
"I am always at the right time, at the right place. I am exactly where I should be, doing what I should do. "
We need Light in governments, too. Maybe, something or someone is waiting for you there. Thank you for sharing your turbulences.

This made me smile :slight_smile: Your determination and adaptability are great assets.

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