For those who practice meditation or work as a healer, what aspects of your practice do you find most challenging? Whether it’s maintaining focus, dealing with emotional blocks, or balancing your energy, share your experiences and insights. Let’s discuss strategies and support each other in overcoming these hurdles on our journey to deeper healing and self-awareness.
When I work with unconditional love on myself everything is great and awesome, but there is something within myself that really hates that and compells me to do things that are the polar opposite of working with unconditional love.
I guess it is an entity of some sort, that is not compatible to the vibaration of unconditional love.
It’s same here as it seems. And also much insecurity and lack of trust in my perception.
For me working against fear of failure, fear of taking action on myself. I be positive and all, work on myself but in few days, mental game takes place, my mind always waver off, anxiety develops in making me difficult to maintain my positivity. And I see myself back to square one, not knowing what to do amd start doubting everything.
I have the Impostor Syndrome all the time. I’m in the loop of constant progress to the point of burnout and overloading 3x a week. I still feel like I don’t know enough and should master my skills better. I know we have the Ending Point field, but didn’t find enough common sense to use it.
For negative thoughts, this field is great: DM: Mind Control. I use ‘Cancel’ all the time. It is a habit now. When I notice something that I don’t like I think about this field and think ‘Cancel’.
It may be an entity, or it may also be a subconscious program about how we receive love from our parents. They have conditions, rules, rewards, punishments, etc. Then our partners, as well as ourselves, follow the notion: “If I achieve this, I will deserve it…” A person is not accustomed to unconditional love, and that is normal, because it comes solely from God. It is only necessary that we do not reject it and cleanse ourselves of the belief that we must earn love.
One thing I have a very hard time when meditating or chanting is holding my breath for a long time. I have worked up to 30 second tempos (30 sec breathing in, 30 sec holding, 30 sec breathing out) but it takes forever to get that conditioning and just a couple lazy weeks to lose it. I notice long breaths make me to go to deeper states easily.
I also wish I was better about meditating looking at a small object but it’s so tiring.
It’s also difficult to find good practices as spiritual knoweldge is not always easy to come by.
As far as working on myself I had a lot of negative beliefs instilled in childhood that I am trying to get rid of. I have had some clearing fields on for several months now and will continue cleaning my head until.it’s resolved.
Never thought about that. But I am still more leaning towards it being an entity of some kind, that pushes back to the higher vibration of unconditional love.Because it does not seem to happen only when I am working with unconditional love, but often release something, that there seems something to be triggered.