Thank you Polaris. I read your reply multiple times, and i have tried to practise a few days before reply.
I still feel nothing for Part 1, except maybe occasionally some drizziness.
May I know what do you mean less resilence in subconscious mind at your last reply?
You might have less resilience in your subconscious mind.
resilience / noun /
- The ability to recover quickly from illness, change, or misfortune; buoyancy.
- The property of a material that enables it to resume its original shape or position after being bent, stretched, or compressed; elasticity.
- The act of springing back, rebounding, or resiling.
Part 1 is a connection with the Higher Self and ancestors. And here you might have more blocks, maybe contracts, maybe vows from past lives. I think you will feel deeply which one is the case. You can set the intention to the field to focus all the energy on what you feel might be the biggest blockage.
Yes, i barely feel my intuition…needless to say about higher self. I tried higher self connection that track for many times, but just felt nothing. My master said i am a frog in a well…very low realm. I felt heart broken when he said that, but my reality is that i spent a lot of effort but is fruitless.
I know there is a series of new chakra mandala that also clears vows, but i have trouble to connect with field through mandala (i am still improving on my visualization)(also i have a very tight budget as i am on debt, but luckily i finally get a labour job in a warehouse. Hence finance may improve soon). besides that series, is there any track you can recommend on my case?
I have tried ’ Releasing Vows and Old Soul Contracts That No Longer Serve You’
but again i felt nothing.
sorry to bother you even though you gave me so much hints. But it seems like vows or contracts are not something i can remove based on universal cleansers or eternal cleaners.
Thank you so much!