All my long-reported situation has been resolved, but I can’t say I’m 100% recovered, I’ve been obsessed and sucked in for so long that I can’t fully recover just by kicking out the entities. Permanent damage has already been done to my physical body, I’ve always been motivated when I really wanted to achieve something, like working out 3 hours a day or working many hours a day to create an audio, but all of that has disappeared in the last 3 years. . I can’t put a lot of effort into something anymore, I don’t have the motivation to really do something that takes time and is neat, but it’s not about laziness, I really can’t, I’m sure my brain and kidneys are compromised, I don’t I can’t focus on prolonged visualizations, I can’t focus even 30 minutes on concentrated manifestation work, I also can’t put in many hours a day on grueling bodywork, something that should be normal for a young man if I trying to get over the limit I can handle the brain strain this causes is so great and my stress soars to such high levels that it feels like I’m just going to go crazy, I just want to let go of everything when that happens and I’m always living on the edge, that can’t Continue. I’m only using 10 audios, only the most essential ones like protection and some cures etc, so I don’t think the problem is overdose of fields. I’m thinking of using ginseng for my recovery.
I would suggest that you focus on resting, healing, & recovery. Get out in nature, get grounded, get sunlight. You were subjected to some pretty intense spiritual traumas. You can & will heal from them.
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What do you think about healing itself causing these issues for Mr DarkMatter?
Well, I don’t have much time to rest, the bills won’t pay themselves.
You can rest more ways than just physically.
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I can’t stand working anymore, not even one more day, everything will be in God’s hands.