First of all, I truly appreciate that you’ve decided to open up in our forum. We aim for this space to become a place where we are like a real community, so we share burdens, successes, hopes and fears just like we would live in a small tribe.
I’m sorry that your family is tangled, and no one knows how to take care of each other. Old souls often incarnate in bloodlines like this to bring light. It might be your case if you feel the need. This path is often called “black sheep path” no one will understand what you’re doing, they don’t have to.
When you heal yourself, you heal your family. When you become strong, your ancestors and future generations, too.
You have the Close Portal, which is a very powerful entity removal tool that works on your ancestors to. Sit with it. Use visualisation. Imagine many doors and beings trying to walk through them. Imagine like energy of the field closes the doors, seals them with light. Do it every day.
Diamond Aura is enough for protection.
I think you should build yourself up.
As for other options, we have an expansive series for ancestral healing
I am not going to suggest you which field, I feel that you should follow your heart. Which one would create a deep longing? Would this be the Sense of Belonging, or perhaps Receiving the Father?
I’ve been healing my ancestral line for years now, and my family at some stage turned against me. Everyone except for my mum and my bestie and I am so grateful that I had them in my darkest moments. I had so many conflicts with everyone, some family members actively hated me, some didn’t talk to me, even my dad had a moment of punishing me with a silence, but I didn’t stop. Right now, I can easily say I am the star that shows the way, and the sun that warms everyone’s heart. I receive a lot of love and support, and admiration from my family. I feel loved and accepted.
So don’t be afraid of being the black sheep for a while
Black is a colour of protection and mystery.