Kind of forgot to follow up.
I fell asleep lol but it was a very good sleep.
Also had a dream involving me being with someone (like, together) who was my last like, actual crush, but for reasons, we are out of contact with a low to tiny percentage of a chance of anything actually happening or anything involving this person.
So… that was a bit unexpected. I rarely have the type of dream I want, that being one, so that was rare enough a type of thing for me that I think there’s a correlation. (Also, I just don’t dream much)
From tonight - decided to do my whole energy body (chakras, meridians, three treasures and such) and this
Still nothing crazy (one of these days I’ll have a field or combination of fields available in which I’ll have a trippy psychedelic or just out there kind of experience. Ooone daaay) but theres a definite difference from when I do that but minus kundalini.
Still nothing I’ve managed to put my finger on beyond “I really like how this energy feels.”
Idk what it is about the way it feels but I could see myself buying the mandala and to keep it on my person for a good amount of time
I just wish I knew what exactly was happening and being affected. Like I have a mild to moderate grasp of chi, jing, shen and ojas but that’s it, and definitely not something I would say is close to having a really good understanding of it (but that’ll come in time)
And like the three treasures have a process that involves a usually slow transformation/transmutation/whatever trans-word-tickles-your-fancy into ojas and I also have a rudimentary understanding of dan tiens
But I dont really know how kundalini fits in and interacts with things and stuff
But it feels cool and nice so I’ll enjoy having this new variable in my “try to see what energies are doing what” science