So I began using fields again, not so long ago.
I’m kinda sensitive to energy. And i often feel the energy from the audios, and now from the printouts. Pretty sure i felt it when I accidentally left my page of printouts behind my pillow the day i printed them and woke up feeling kind of overcharged and feeling significantly unrested.
I’ve been very ill and depressed. I have very weird symptoms, coming from a very peculiar health problem. And even when my depression had increased, it had a big increase after starting the fields again.
I field like a kind of oppression that drags me down in a physical way. a depression so intense that is physical and drags me from my chest and stomach. (curiously this is also where i carry my mandalas). i had never felt such depression before. I’ve been completely inactive these days. Barely doing stuff.
As I said it really restarted after I began using fields again. For the first couple of days as audios, and now with mandalas.
I began using and i’m currently using just 3 fields:
masculine enhancement v2
sexual magnetism for men.
apollo masculine beauty
Sometimes I listen to sapien masculine energy too. And that’s it.
these i use curiously for my health issue mostly, as i’ve said.
but i find like the energy is doing something weird or something? i thought it might be detox symptoms. But i don’t know. Could someone tell me what’s going on and what could I do? Is it something else? Can the fields give like detox depression and so on? Sometimes they feel too intense I think.
About my health problem, I’d rather discuss that only in private if you want to know.
Thank you.
Edit: so I went to take a walk and I feel so much better. Like much more than I should. Very fast. I feel intensely the energy of the fields in a good way now.
So was it some temporary overcharge/detox? What’s going on?