This will be a rare long post by me but I need to explain my problem
In the last few weeks, everything I manifest has come true with this!! My family is more peaceful, people are nicer to me, and I even manifested a new friend that gives me the feeling of real happiness when I spend time with them.
One thing I notice though is when I manifest and receive something that I want, negative events follow that make my happiness turn to sadness. A month ago, my mom was really sick and she could hardly get out of bed. After 10 days she was not getting better so I asked Reality Shifter to put me in a reality where my mom is healthy and strong. Within a week she was back to great health! I was very happy, but then a few days later something happened [don’t want to share] and I was instantly brought down, very sad and it hit me very hard to the point I didn’t sleep for 2 days.
So I asked RS to shift me to a reality where that issue was fixed, and next morning an great idea popped in my head of how to fix the problem. I followed my heart and acted on the idea and a few days later [this past Tuesday] everything was fixed, I was very happy!!
But then the very next day, Wednesday, we get a call from my dad’s doctor that his results from brain scan showed he has Lewy Body dimentia and I went way down emotionally. Thursday, yesterday, we get a letter in the mail saying his license has been suspended due to his illness. I got very depressed, to the point I wanted to give up. I’ve been through depression and suicidal thoughts many times in my life but I never was a quitter [obviously l’m still here lol] and so I would not allow myself to keep feeling like this. I have to find a way to make everything better
So last night I asked RS to shift me to a reality where my all of my family’s health is strong and vibrant. Wake up this morning with a strong thought that I should give him the Brain mandala from the The Book of Health - System Blueprint.
I’m a bit worried giving this to my dad and something else happens.
Why are these negative things happening right after getting what I want? It’s like I’m being forced to trade 1 thing to get another. I don’t think RS is causing this, it’s a different force in action, but what is it? And why?
In the description it says
Will work only if you have proper nice intentions
It will not work to influences other people
I am ensuring in my intentions that I shift to a reality where [my desire] is true. Are the negative things attracting because I am manifesting changes to others? I’m not trying to change people in my reality [because that goes against free will], I want to shift to reality where those changes are true.