It’s probably mad at you for some reason maybe that’s why it’s aggressive lol
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Lol. My communication of my HS is usually like one of an older brother. It’s not shy about asserting itself. This mandala though has it take on the role of a “father” though where its authority goes from being shared with other aspects of myself, to its authority and power becoming absolute. I also get a feeling like my ego has been forcefully “locked out” of anything I say, do or think. Kind of like my HS telling it that it’s ignorant and knows no better so it doesn’t have the authority to give any input on my life. My inner dialogue I admit does feel more fluid and smooth than normal, seeing as how only the highest aspect of myself is now in the driver’s seat.
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@anon21115996 lol that is cruel mann haha
@davismai hey if we want to take a break from our HS,we just put our mandala away from 30 cm right?or does our HS has fully integrated inside us so we do not need the mandala? @Maitreya
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No I decided I needed a break. HS didn’t fight me on it and I deactivated the mandala by changing my phone wallpaper. I still felt the strengthened connection for 20 minutes afterwards though. I must say however that now I feel more of a “willingness” to make choices in line with my higher self though. Maybe this mandala helps build up that willingness over time.
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@Davismai oh i see.that is good if we can take a break for awhile.Hey did you ask your HS what is the best path for you?what should you do in life?
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Not yet, just trying to dip my toe in the water before I go swimming. This experience feels more like a jest stream instead of a pool though lol.
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@Davismai hahaha well i think the experience is very good.Because the mandala connect you direct to your higher self,things that hard to do for some people.Did you read about the Dimensonal Being Mandala aswell?but it is just for communicating with our higher self.I wonder what the difference between that mandala with this one.(because this mandala can also talk to higher self)
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Lol not gonna lie I’ve fought it quite hard on quite a few things. I’d probably be mad at me too if I had to deal with someone as rebellious as me on a regular basis.
I’ve always wondered if each being has just one higher self, or if each aspect of us in other dimensions also have their own.
@Davismai i think we only has one higher self,but because of the mandala you choose,your higher self quite aggresive with you because his TASK is to help you.If you buy another mandala (DIMENSIONAL BEING),maybe your higher self will be like friend because it is only for communicating.That is just my opinion. @Maitreya @Samurai @Genius
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Don’t get me wrong, HS wasn’t saying anything mean to belittle me or aggressive in the sense that I was afraid while using the mandala but it really was that feeling of, you’re being helped whether you like it or not. I’ve actually have had similar experiences with women going above and beyond to help me solve certain problems. So I know that feeling, and although in the end I’m grateful, I’m also annoyed the whole time because it feels more like interference than assistance.
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what happen if you do not follow his advice?will he keep telling you over and over to do it?or forcing you phsically to do it?
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Both. Keeps repeating the same suggestion and then fills me with the energy and will to do what it suggests, or sets the conditions for it to happen. For instance, when I didn’t want to go to sleep, it somehow guided me to set the conditions make me have a good rest, before I knew it I was knocked out although I had a good deal of energy lol.
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Not going to lie, I can still feel my HS urging me to do things although the mandala isn’t active right now. I’m still getting the same type of communication but not the feeling of that spiritual pressure I spoke about earlier. @Maitreya is the mandala meant to make this type of connection and effect permanent over time or is it just a potential side effect?
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Lol thank you. Btw I’m back to using the mandala again. After about 2 to 3 hours I found myself slipping back further into egocentric habits. Nothing too bad but of course not for my highest good in the grand scheme of things. Here’s another update. To put this mandala to the test I just gave my HS intentional push-back on something it told me to do which is correct my posture by sitting up straight in bed. Sometimes I like to slouch a bit since I work remotely and I literally work in my bed. After about 15 seconds, my HS got quiet. About 5 seconds later before I knew it, my subconscious took over with the directions it got from my HS and I sat up anyway.
There is no escaping this. It HAS to be a journey you’re ready for, seems if you don’t consciously accept guidance, then the HS will just bypass your conscious mind and ego and just work with the subconscious to force changes. You surrender to the leadership of your HS in every single way it seems whether you make that submission intentional or not. Yes means yes, and no means no with this one. You can still communicate with your HS however you please but it’ll do what it wants. Lmao this must be how my HS felt all those times I ignored it. how ironic karma can be.
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Well, I’ve already had the mandala with me for almost 33 hours. However, I envy you for your great results. I can’t report anything like that. It almost feels like I don’t have a higher self at all. At least it hasn’t bothered about me until now. I also have the Higher Self Mandala from Sapien stuck under my watch for about 2 months, no result either. Looks like I’m a different form of life without a higher self, maybe an Android that’s programmed to think he’s a person who knows.
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Well you need to be energy Sensitive at a certain level to feel it. I suggest you to use maitryas energy Sensitivity mandala and sapiens energy Sensitivity audio for a month or more if possible. Beacuse we do recive lots of psychic info even average joes does that but they can’t catch it or it gets blocked by ego. I think ego mandala and energy Sensitivity mandala will definitely help…and no everyone has one lol it’s not possible not to have one. You’ll get signal sooner or later if you work on it…
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Same for me, I don’t like moving without a purpose most times. The only reason even before now that I’ve followed my intuition is because time and time again, when I didn’t, it not me in the ass. I had to learn to follow higher guidance the hard way.
I will admit though that I still wonder what lies ahead now that I’m completely choosing to surrender to it.
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Communication in time will get stronger and after some time you won’t need the mandala. If your are fighting your higher self, that means you have work to do. 
You can use “Subconsciousness Beliefs Clearing” so your process can pass more easily.
Anyway, you don’t have to listen to HS always, because his job is to make your soul more advanced and can put you in situations you don’t like, so you can learn some tough lessons.
Try to communicate with him more, ask questions, you can even say those things that he makes you feel tough and let him give a reason for that answer.
If you already have high integration with HS, you won’t feel much as it’s something “normal” or huge part of yourself already.
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That’s also true. If someone is very connected to it he won’t feel anything. However…at first stage it should feel uncomfortable tho or bit strange as if something is happening…for me it felt like some nuke explosions in my crown and heart lol
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