Whenever an attractive fair-skinned woman talks to me, especially during a first meeting, I freeze up and become awkward. Afterward, I often get the feeling that she dislikes me, which makes me even more self-conscious and uncomfortable around her. Why am I like this?
Back when I was in 4th grade, a friend publicly humiliated me about this. Could that childhood experience be the reason I’m still reacting this way today?
I cant explain correctly with words how messy this situations are 
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Which field will help with this?