Hi, to start with, I’m looking for anyone that can help with my situation or spread the word to find someone that can help. Also this is to see If I can find anybody else that dealt with this or if they found a way to fix themselves.
It started last year when I noticed a morphic field by Truly Supreme Subs called Playlist Copycat which lets you energetically listen to your playlist at the same time. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RYkIxkcWxXY&t=3s I tested it out and it seemed to work and I realized there was a stronger premium version of it and bought it too and put all the subs that I used in it and others subs I put into the playlist that were related to my love life/relationships were the king of attraction and desired persons by https://www.youtube.com/@SoapsFields and https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OckFaCcMDWA by Kabus.
A weird thing that I noticed was that I started getting dreams about women I thought were attractive getting with and flirting with other men infront of me. At first I thought nothing of it and was using an attraction subs I previously used to attract this girl I had a crush on and it seemed to be going great. (Also before I was using the KOAv1 as a standalone but later added KOAv2 in the playlist as it came out around the same time). But when I started using playlist copycat with these, she started ignoring me and she then went on to hook up with another guy infront of me. It wasn’t just her but by some magic it seemed like every girl I found attractive would instantly find someone else attractive and I would be forced to witness it happen infront of me.
I knew something was wrong but I was not sure and this led to a pattern where I was switching videos in the playlist to find the culprit just to deal with the same thing. But it kept on happening and it got to the point where I put only Truly Supreme Videos in the playlist and the effect was getting worse as no matter what I did it still kept on happening. But something was weird, it was like I had a compulsion to still use it even though I would have dreams of women I liked or had some form of relation with cheating on me or getting with another guy and it would happen in real life.
Long story short was somehow able to get in a relationship with this one girl and at first it started good then she started showing signs of the problem and I had a dream of her cheating on me and the next day she broke things off. I decided to create my own attract ex sub for her and it seemed to be working and like she was coming back. I had a dream of her texting me she missed me and the next day it happened so I thought I had fixed everything.
Later on for some reason I was compelled to use the overload Playlist Copycat with 11th power https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m88zAsob0iQ and when I used it it felt like my entire nerves and energetic body were being ruined and when I tried to listen to the dub I made for her, it sent me into a panic and I would have images of her with other men going through my head. Even though I had these negative effects I was compelled to keep on using it and had dreams of her with other men and she left me again. For a while I went into psychosis and it seemed like I was dealing with curses, entity possession, negative cording, anti manifestatoins, etc. but got a little better now. Speaking on the anti manifestation effect, it was weird and whenever I tried to use the law of assumption sometimes, it’s like the exact opposite happens no matter what, and I’ve tested it so many times for it to be a coincidence.
What the effect has been is that my energetic body/nerves feel overloaded and ruined and it seems constantly active like I’m still listening to the morphic field even though I stopped. I still have the dreams and paranoia about the situation and have tried flushes but they don’t seem to work. I was also able to find other guys who went through the same/similar problem and they said they had either used playlist copycat or one of Soap’s subs and while some were able to flush it out, I’m the only one that use 11th power so I’ve been stuck with the effect no matter how I try to flush and before the 11th power I used the overload version of the playlist copycat field for almost a year.
Now I’ve tested it multiple times a day on my college campus, at parties, and just in general and it seems no matter what, if I find a girl attractive she goes to someone else. I’ve used subs for general attraction and when it looks like a girl is attracted to me and I try to work with it, the moment I focus on her being attracted to me, she goes to another guy. Using subs to attract a specific person just leads to pain and panic over it so I stopped those a while back. Have this tingle/ringing in my head like I’m constantly listening to a quiet sub. Before whenever I used subs I’d get a ringing/tingling sound in my head and I’ve had it active 24/7 when it would only sound when I listened to subs. Have anxiety when it comes to relationships.
I need help and just want this stop so I can be normal again.