I’ve overtime developed a curse that affects my relationship with those that I am either sexually or romantically attracted to. It all started last year when I started listening to https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RYkIxkcWxXY&t=2s which is a morphic that lets you listen to multiple audios at the same time if you put them in the same playlist and https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nbUpSwQ4uC0 which is an attraction sub that also focuses on attracting those you are romantically/sexually attracted to by putting it in the playlist for the first video and also Kabus’ Casanova(can only put two links as a new user)
I first noticed that I would have dreams where I would see women that I was attracted to would be with other man right in front of my face. I noticed then noticed a weird pattern where women that I thought were attractive or had a sexual fantasy about seemed to start entering relationships. I thought it was just coincidence until it kept on happening and I noticed it was happening to women I’d have sexual fantasies about. Then it kept happening in ways that were too overt consistently both in real life and online to the point where I couldn’t deny it and I tried experimentations that proved it wasn’t just a coincidence. I would change the videos in the playlist because I was wondering what video could be in the playlist but it just kept on continuing even when some other results would flush away and I removed the two attraction 2-3 months after starting but still used playlist copycat for 8ish months and still kept dealing with the problem. Even though I’ve stopped using it from 2 months, the problem is still there along with some other issues I noticed while I was using the copycat besides the relationship curse.
For the past two months I was dealing with energetic overload problems and nervous system pain, stress, anxiety to such a point I was considering suicide. When it came to using other subs or fields, the energy felt corrosive and like my energetic body was being shredded for lack of better words. When I would try to manifest a specific person(sp) through sats they looked so blurry and my mind would automatically picture them with other men. When I tried affirmations in my head, it felt like something was actively fighting against the affirmations. I would have anxiety and panic attacks whenever I would think anything related to my sp. I stopped having dreams of women I found attractive being with other men but I would have some form of light sleep paralysis where where images of women I found attractive being with other men would flash through my head for a minute before I fully woke up. When I tried to picture myself with my sp, I would be picturing myself from the perspective of other men instead of my own perspective. I tried a self made subliminal using my sp’s name and it felt like my mind was rejecting the affirmations and I would feel anxiety and panic as I listened to it. I noticed all these problems when I was using copycat but, I was able to focus more and realize them more once I stopped using the playlist copycat. I also used the copycat’s creator video that makes one automatically absorb energy to boost results, and they had a servitor you could write a healing request to that I used.
I’m not pointing fingers or trying to start a witch hunt but simply explaining patterns that I noticed and now my main goal is healing myself. At first I thought I was just overloaded and my nerves were fried and tried sapien’s and maitreya’s grounding and nerve healing and those barely helped. 3 weeks ago I bout sapiens curse/spell removal and at first I was purging the emotions I’ve held in and I broke down and started crying but after, I felt some form of relief and felt better, then bought bhoots and finally deinhbaiter combo and while listening to the audios and after reaching the negative entity bad spirit removal, the sp that I’ve been try to manifest for months messaged and we had a conversation about how I’m doing and she is. For some reason I noticed my results from other fields may have possibly been getting flushed so I stopped listening to the audios and then the overload, panic, blur, flashes, my sp stopped responding, and the curse came back.
I wanted to pinpoint the exact problem so I started with curse/spell remover and it was making me purge again but feeling better later and once I started the deinhabiter combo was when I truly felt relief and my sp liked one of my messages. Which leads me do believe I have been possessed by an entity. Right now I don’t feel overloaded, can visualize sp without a blur or with other men, using the sub about her feels right instead of my mind rejecting it and other reasons. But the problem is still that after a while of using the curse removal, deinhabiter, and bhoots, I feel my energetic system lightly get activated even if im not listening to anything but I mostly feel it in my heart specifically and if left alone without using sapiens audio I start getting the symptoms again and I noticed the relationship curse thing with two women I was talking to yesterday which is why I’m writing this post. Maybe because I used the morphic for so long I have to flush for a while before I’m fully cleared but I’m begging for help at this point, thank you to anyone who tries.
Welcome to our forum, and thank you for sharing this with us. I bet it wasn’t easy.
I’ve heard a lot about the side effects of using subliminals/energy work that are not good. Not every creator has good intentions, unfortunately. But this is how we learn.
I strongly recommend seeing your GP if this does not stop. Medications are not natural remedies, yes, but they can give you a bit of time to sort things out. Homeopathy has been suggested by Maitreya to someone with similar issues.
You are currently at the stage of trying to set yourself free, which might cause more intense attacks from those beings - “If we can’t own you, no one will.” If you feel that you need to talk privately, DM me.
I don’t use Sapien’s work, so I can’t tell what fields you’ve mentioned are meant to do. With symptoms like you have, I suggest clearing and contract revocation. DM: Soul Contract Revocation
Maitreya has created an energetically programmed post here:
I think you might use everything that this thread has to offer and go with the full power.
It’s going to be unpleasant. This field with the intention and meditation can help DM: Saint Basil the Great’s Exorcism Prayers
Thank you for your response. The energetic overload system seems to have stopped but I’m still dealing with the curse thing, feel like my energy body is always kinda activated with my heart being the main focus. An update news is that now instead of my heart, it’s moved a little to the right of my heart but I dont know what that means. I can tell the curse is still there because I go to a college and go to a party and using other stuff for attraction. Had 3 girls start flirting with me and the moment that I started flirting back or entertained it, they started flirting with other men. Very possible I could have a soul contract thing but I am not aware. It might take while to get all of those but I’ll try and also I would love to DM you. I tried looking for where to dm but I am new and could not find it.
Contracts are really nasty thing. You watch a video on YT that has hidden program/subliminal in it, that you are not even aware of and it is an agreement.
If the creator is getting help from lower beings or dark entities, by watching this you make a deal with them. Not fair at all, that’s why every time you use any sort of energy work, check how you feel after and observe your life.
With removals/ clearing you will experience healing crisis, but after a few days you feel brand new, fresh and light. What I would suggest is to not use anything and go with reset DM: Revision - Full Restart
If entities attached to the channel are powerful, then this mandala won’t help. St Basil might do the job, and I recommend meditate to it. But again all depending on the level of that being.
I will detail my recent experiences. Using Boosted Bhoots by Sapien seems to help somewhat. Curse/Spell removal makes me start purging and going to a stage where I had some tears about the situation and I believe it’s due to the “curse” being removed. But the one thing I noticed the most was the de inhabiter. It felt like some was actively fighting inside of me and I started actively crying but I was not crying due to sadness, just felt some pain in me and like something was being pulled out. I think it might be working but the problem is that I do not know and it may be it has to be a longer process because I was using the videos that may have potentially caused these problems for over 8 months.
From some speculation, my highest hypothesis is that an entity became attached to me that automatically repeats a subliminal that causes the relationship curse in my mind. That even if I do remove the entity I need to have counter programming to fix it maybe? Another speculation is that I have found other users on discord that seem to have went through the same thing from the 2nd video I posted in regarding dreams of those they were attracted to being with someone else and people they liked leaving them for someone else. I also notice that general attraction subs work and I made a sub to affect specific dps and it seemed to work in the sense they were showing me signs of attraction but it was like the moment I reciprocated or tried to flirt back thats when they left to others.
Also my reaction to situations regarding the curse has been different since using curse/spell because usually I would panic or start having anxiety attacks in relation to it but now I seemed to have accepted it and even yesterday when the girls left, my reaction was more womp womp and I went back to parting instead of breaking down like I used to in the past
Unfortunately I feel identified with your story, I hope you recover soon, it’s strange that… Let’s all share very similar experiences. Personally I also feel that it affected my relationships, but I think what affected me the most was thinking about fixing the problems that I got with fields, with more fields, forget everything, meditate on god, Seek professional help, psychiatrist, psychologist, doctor or guide, it will help, sometimes you have to go back to the simple, maybe I stopped all the things I used, I am in the healing process.If you don’t mind, you could tell more about your experience, I personally recommend leaving everything, the paranoia and energy are transmitted with attention, stop paying attention to what you used.
Could you go into more details on your experiences and what specific fields you used. The fields that im using to fix it that seem to kinda be working are sapien’s curse/spell removal, deinhabitor combo, and boosted bhoots
I tried that before but it didn’t seem to makes thing better, using other fields was making things worse like there was a blockage that was converting the info of other audios I was using into something negative. Had to use flushes and the curse removals and it feels a whole lot better now. I also used Clear all negative energy and entity removal, energy blockage removal, subconscious limits removal, and the last is subconcious limits removal from binaural nutrition.
Some people will focus on removal and clearing, and this path is good. I did so many different detoxes and clearings, that could be enough for the next 3 incarnations. At some stage, I think I got obsessed with removing old and preventing new.
Another path, and I like this one better tbh, is to focus on your inner light and your connection with the Divine. Instead of fighting with demons, use all your time and energy to activate your own potential.
Imagine for a second that you are a dark being. You need low vibrations to survive, you feed on fear and all negative emotions. This is delicious, and you will force humans to make it for you.
When you try to possess a human that is highly vibrational, how are you gonna feed on them? Feed on love, live in a body that is full of compassion? Of course not.
The best way to fight with darkness is to generate love. Starting from the inside. Is it easy? Not at all. It takes practice, hard work, and making a conscious choice to choose light and repeat this process every day.
Love is highly vibrational; unconditional is the purest form of love, so from their perspective, it is the hardest hit and will be considered as an attack.
Exactly, that’s why when you master loving yourself and others, accept everything as it is, then you shine bright.
Yes I know I remember reading about a legend, I think here from a field where supposedly somebody sent some demons uncondtional love and converted them to the light
I’m not sure there’s no darkness.
Of course you can define darkness as the absence of light but I think the other way around is also true, we could define the light as the absence of darkness too.
They are opposite forces.
I agree all about the love, bright and light
I don’t want to fight anyone.
Just a hypotetical question.
It seems whatever way you fight them, be it with light or darkness they react.
Although I would send them to the light though.
I wonder how they would feel there when they are sent to the light.
Maybe they transform completely with the light.
