I arrived at fields when I was at a point of absolute chaos and terrible low. I did not know up from down, was severely devoid of energy, totally depressed and scattered. I was isolated too and whatever I could grab onto as helpful advice on the internet, I grabbed onto it.
Initially, I scoured reiki and subliminals, both were helpful but I could see adverse effects after a few days. One being severe headaches, the other obsession towards particular creators despite seeing mixed results. It felt like a draining pull.
I tried talk therapy, IFS, Family Constellations but could not stay put. And talk therapy was absolute shit for me.
I also used transmissions, activations and clearings through skulls and dragons for a while. Great temporary sensations, not so great long term results.
I veered into BM for a while and then moved to White Magic. Got exposed to tarot, pendulum, channeling, Akashic records reading, intuitive practices development and ancestral veneration after that. These were extremely helpful for me as it developed my ability to understand where voices were coming from.
With more mixed results, I started to use frequencies and morphogenetic fields. These helped me for a while, but with frequencies sometimes I couldn’t see good results and was confused on what to use for which end because of conflicting information. Morphogenetic fields worked great and the good ones are really good, but after a while I started to doubt the creators. Also, there was too much paranoia in some of these communities that I felt I was under constant threat. I read energetic reports, read on solar flares Schumann resonance but was left more confused than illumined.
I kind of lost hope, since despite small positive results and good internal change nothing in my physical life was moving and I was deeply uncomfortable most of the time. I started reading scriptures, chanting and pure praying. This really helped my internal state, but I was still feeling dispersed and unfocused. But these did lead me to cutting out crappy shit and knowing which field creators to use and what modalities to focus on. I also simultaneously went into Pranic healing, Theta healing, and color puncture which were really helpful but slow yielding. I tried Ayurveda, TCM and decided to stick to one and it helps me to this day because the physical foundation needs to be strong for any long term energy work.
With Maitreya, I never felt unsafe or obsessive and a deep faith from the very start-June 2023. These fields were putting me back together and I could feel wholeness returning to me. I was too eager for results and wanted to use everything. I was greedy and impatient and inconsistent. I listened to fields whole day on various things and did not dedicate myself in one direction. I could field heaviness in my energy, a heavyweight block sitting on my head l, denseness in my movements. I reduced field usage but still was not consistent and jumpy. I was clearing, shielding, healing, manifesting, learning all at the same time. I wanted it all and wanted it fast. Then I think I got hit with Divine grace and started using fields more systematiclly. I divied up my life into priority sections under broad categories- health, wealth, relationships, spirituality. And focused on a few fields in each area.
But for a long time my focus was health, restoration and then relationships. I understood these were all interconnected but going after everything was not the way to go. I saw that even with narrowed focus, I was hitting all strings.
I developed my vigilance towards understanding how the fields were impacting me, by using some in isolation and journaling and then combining. I tweaked them by asking the fields to magnify effects for a few hours and test the response of others towards me. I went deep into belief work, revision and rewiring using both fields and journalling, affirming. Some months in, I experimented with Shifter to try out scenarios. I took breaks to check for impact and integration. I slowly supplemented energetic work with physical actions because my energy was still low but I could see tangible changes. I remained super vigilant about congestion, clashing of beliefs and using too much all at once. With finer and focused prioritisation results came sooner.
So I still use this approach- stay centered, don’t go towards anything that drains you or hooks in or feels like a c*****e high. Do truth testing with body/ pendulum after calibration. Clearing, shielding, healing should come first. Don’t dig multiple shallow holes. Go slower for deeper long term results. Don’t manifest in chaos. Keep rewiring beliefs keep taking consistent disciplined action. Keep moving towards love and compassion with strong boundaries. Defend without negativity. Strong Self love and self worth is one of the best allies in this journey. Understand everything is fluctuating scales in energy. Keep patience, gratitude, faith and also experiment and pivot.
I am deeply happy these days, with restored energy and trust that life is blooming beautifully.
and wow, you’ve tried so many things over the years!
Can’t wait to hear more of your stories. Because now when you slow down, things will boost in all aspects of life.