I need Advice

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I‘ve gotten to a point where I know that something is just not right.

Even after using the full restart DM and also using the Energetic Overload Balance along with a lot of Grounding, I still feel almost no Effects from fields again.

I‘ve decided to turn off all fields for now and i‘m thinking about also using Maitreyas Youtube Video Reverse Effects from All Frequency.

I want to go back to fully before I discovered fields and rn I don‘t care if I also lose some positive results.

I want to advance in this space and to use Mandalas/Audios like the advanced people here aswell.

How can I know what other things I must do, which Clearings I have to undergo.

Is it bad Karma from past lives or did my acenstors do some bad shit, maybe I have tons of Entities attached to me idk? Do I have to retrieve my Soul parts from someone or is there maybe a speficic Person out there who has part of my Energy?

How can i find this out? Can my Higher Self or my Guardian Angel tell me what I must do?

I just want a full clean slate even If I lose all my benefits and then I want to start fresh with more advanced knowledge.

I also have a suspicion that I might be using the Mandala Manager Wrong.
I know the fields work and they work powerfully! The Full Revision DM was so powerful and it was one that I carried with me physically, so maybe I really am using the Manager wrong😅

Thanks for any help :flexed_biceps:t4:

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Do you use close portals field?

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Nope, I haven‘t noticed any specific Problem in my life yet other than wealth Problems and I already got the remove Entities from wealth Mandala.

Maybe there are no Entities at all and my Problems are only Energetic🤷🏾‍♂️

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I would say we all need to deal with a little bit of all. Most people I know have soul fragmented. Especially those who were really powerful. Usually, it was made to sacrifice in order to save someone. Or it was your greed for power. We all have made bad decisions, the Earth is a survival camp, not an oasis.
If you have a potential then I can guarantee that you were born to family with dark magic and owned by demons. Sometimes this is purely a soul’s decision to heal the specific ancestral line. You might have responded to prayers as a light being.

First symptom is when you start clearing journey and your life gets worse. The more you’re using fields the more shit storms happen to you. Demons will try to stop you.
Second is when you stubbornly avoid your soul mission, then your soul activates events to trigger your ego’s death. You simply start to lose people, money, job, status, women’s attention, everything that was built by your ego.

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Hmmm. I don‘t think this applies to me at least not right now.

My teenage life was pretty terrible already.

Bad physical/mental health, no success with women at all, lust, addiction to pornography, being weak, no masculinity, no self Esteem.

And before discovering fields I had started to fix all these things.

Corona was a trigger point for me to start my journey.

My health got better both physically and mentally. I defeated my addiction to PMO one year ago, although I did slip up sometimes and still watched women online without doing the deed.:grimacing:

I‘ve become more masculine, my testosterone has risen drastically and I feel more confident although my subconscious is still a little insecure about some things but I will get to that.

My life wasn‘t that terrible compared to others.

Being this addicted and weak probably was a cause of my past life karma or maybe my soul chose to be this way so it could experience how it feels like to fight these demons lol.

And I also think in this life I will either have no partner at all or only one( my wish). I am still a virgin at 25 and when I remember all the chances I had with women in the past, there was always a higher power that interfered and stopped me from pursuing pleasure with women.

My life is pretty alright for now and I think the worst is over for me. I am probably not like you with all those powers but I want to at least be very strong as a human and be ready for the changes that will occur on earth.

The fields I have chosen are all about strength like Energy Increaser, Mutant Soldier, Ultimate God Body

The only Problems I still have are about my father and wealth Problems.

I will try some more clearing fields on youtube and watch what happens to me.

Thank you for your response👊🏽

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You can talk about your issues with your father, if you feel comfortable doing so, because the father is the figure from whom we receive money, movement, strength — and if there is rejection or lack of acceptance toward him, then these energies get blocked. If you feel okay, go ahead and share — after all, nobody in the forum knows who you are.

How do you feel that the fields have stopped working for you?
How do you know this?

Because not feeling the energy doesn’t always mean that they aren’t working.

Most often, they are felt strongly when a person has blockages and the energy causes movement and discomfort in the body. If there are no such blockages, the energies flow freely through you and you don’t feel them.

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You can say the following:
“I forbid all beings from interfering with my growth, my path, and from hindering my transformation. I forbid any blocking of the fields and energies coming from the Divine Source.”

If you’re a Christian, you can even say: “In the name of Jesus Christ,” and then continue with the rest of the command.

If you feel any effect after doing this, it means there are entities involved. If you feel nothing, then this is probably not the issue.

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I said it out loud but didn‘t feel anything so probably no entities.

And sure I‘ll share:

My father is a rather „special“ person. In my early childhood until 6-8 years I actually really liked/loved him even. I was just a child and he was my dad so it was more of a child to parent love.

But as I got older and as he started to teach me things he quickly started destroying my self esteem. He just wasn‘t a good teacher and never taught me anything valuable my whole life.

I never had a deep conversation with him about anything because he is incapable of leading one.

He and my brother were always at each others throats and in one instance he had an actual knife at my brothers throat which I witnessed at about 12 years old. So yeah he had a crazy way of raising children.

In My Teenage years I just received complaints from him about pretty much everything and we didn‘t spend a lot of time together anyway. So he wasn‘t a big part of my life back then.

When we did spend time together though I was always angry. Furious sometimes because he dimnished me and everything I did in every way possible.

I can only remember some subtle moments where I saw him as an actual father figure, where he really cared.

In 2017 my mother wanted to divorce my father. In that year I saw him the first time for who he really was.

A pathetic man. I always wondered why he didn‘t teach me to be a real man but now I know it‘s because he was never taught to be one. His language is lying, cheating, being falsely arrogant, and always thinking he knows best about everything and everyone else is so stupid.
He begged for my mother to stay with him and after many attempts and also involving the whole family she decided to stay with him for the sake of me and my brother, so the home wouldn‘t be messed up.

Then 2 years ago she boiled up because he had reduced himself to a shell of a man and she also couldn‘t handle his character anymore. She stayed from 2017 till 2023 with him and then decided it was enough for her.

And what did I do?

Did not try to stop her. Maybe even supported her. I can‘t stay with him for more than a few hours and she had to stay with him for 27 years.

After the second break up I was 23 years old and I had seen his real character. What he was really made of.

He wanted to talk to me about it all and then he pulled out all his mental tricks. He lied and deceived me. Without feeling a single bit of shame.

I really wanted to use that break up between my parents to try and connect with him again, because I never gave up on him all that time, even though he made me so mad. I always thought to myself“Hey man, that is still your dad“, and I would try to remember some positive things he did for me as fuel.

I gave him many opportunities to open up to me for real. And he always used that to gaslight and manipulate me into feeling horribly sorry for him.

He cannot be honest, not ever. I can‘t trust a single word he says anymore and I probably never will.

He is a narcissist and has terrible moral values. I do not respect him as an individual as a man and as a father.

How could I? I would have to lie to myself to respect him again. I‘ve tried so many times to fix things between us and whenever he gained my trust, he crushed it just as fast again.

You know why I asked you if a person with a soul can be conceived by a person without? Because I don‘t think there is a soul inside of him. I can‘t see it.

And I feel bad for thinking this way, because he probably has a soul but his soul is so messed up and there might be tons of entities and dark spells cast on him. I always protect myself from his terrible negative energy.

I‘m sorry for the unstructured text but yeah this is a short story of my life with my father thus far.

My brother had it much worse with him and I want to bring him to this field space too but he is deep into religion now :man_shrugging:t5: which I was at first too.

Thank you for letting me share :slightly_smiling_face:

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As for the fields:

I‘m not looking to feel sensations anymore. I‘m more looking at the actual effects of the fields.

When I gave my mother the Arnica Salve for example to heal her legs, she received the fields effect immediately.

I put it on my shoulders but no noticable effect :grimacing:

Then I used to feel my third eye everyday but for about 3 weeks now I haven‘t felt it once.

I‘m not saying that the fields don‘t work, but I think my body is rejecting them.

I‘ve had the pendant for the Gate of Abundance since February now but I don‘t feel abundant :joy: just feeling normal haha

My Energy System in General is a bit messed up even after the Full Restart I did.

I used to feel the Flow of the Universe and my life was just flowing so smoothly but I haven‘t felt that in a while.

For me fields aren‘t supposed to do everything for me. I discovered them first from Sapien Medicine and was amazed about them but quickly realized that I shouldn‘t only count on them to do everything for me.

I use them to become advanced. To do things I couldn‘t do on my own, like 300% strength Increase or a crazy increase in Energy and also opening my gates to wealth so I can enjoy my life and don‘t have to stay in survival mode all the time.

I have scanned through a lot of the forum and the way others use the mandals.

I know they are energetically programmed and don‘t work like sapiens morphix fields.

I first have to carry the mandala or listen to the audio so I can download the software into my system. After the software is downloaded I can keep the mandala or get rid of it.

But many people write that they activate the Mandala through the Mandala Manager and then immediately feel their effects (not talking about energy)

I have tried it out and I kept the Mandalas on for a long time and never felt anything which was absolutely fine because I know that the less I feel the energy the better it is integrated into me.

For now I have not felt effects like Energy Increase or strength Increase or anything😅

My hypothesis is that I use the Manager wrong or that my Energy System can‘t handle the Energy and then blocks it out or I might be impatient lol.

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Delete the Manager and start again. The Manager is the link and assistant; treat it this way. Remove that belief you’re using this wrong and ask the Manager to create a strong, stable connection. This might unlock the flow.

As for life changes, it might take years sometimes. I have over 10 years of practice in various methods. I’ve spent thousands of hours in meditation, working with fields, cleared hundreds of beliefs to get where I am now, so yeah, patience.
And I am not a millionaire :smiley: YET. In fact, finances are still not so amazing for me, because my soul blocked me :joy: I got rid of beliefs, entities, ancestral burden, low self-esteem, etc I wouldn’t do it if I had money. I wouldn’t care.

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Yes I‘ve deleted it and will wait one week to activate it again with the intention for a strong connection.

And yeah life changes take a lot of time. First one has to find out out what is hindering the process forward.

I had so many epiphanies when Corona started and I started seeing through the veil of the Matrix.

I never would have guessed how fked up my mind was back then. My beliefs were terrible and my inner self talk was mostly negative.

Once I started training my awareness to identify these limiting beliefs and negative thoughts, change started happening.

I am so grateful to my younger self who started this journey and kept going. When I am able to I will send him blessings and many thanks for what he has gone through for me. (Kinda weird talking about myself that way😂)

As I said my life isn‘t terrible and I do enjoy it but there is still so much work to do on myself, so many beliefs that need clearing and also some negativity to be cleared.

And yeah the thing with my father is the one that gives me the most negative beliefs. But I know I will conquer those feelings aswell someday.

Today I noticed something, maybe an entity or a demon who tried to sap my negative Energy.

I got stopped by police for speeding 10 km/h too fast (peanuts).
I was a bit nervous but still calm and collected when talking to the police. They had enough proof and I simply accepted the 30€ Fine and went on with my day.

Had some afterthoughts and that‘s it. No Hourlong thinking about why this happened to me and that I‘m a victim etc.
I just went on and didn‘t care anymore. So the Demon or Entity got nothing from me and I told him to suck it😂

And btw I do enjoy your stories about life! Your life does not sound easy but adventurous and cool.:smiling_face_with_sunglasses:

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You know, in spiritual circles, everyone will tell you that you must accept your mother and father, respect them, and many other things. I cannot give you such advice because, first, I have lived in a very bad family, and second, I know the stories of clients who have experienced terrible things in their families.

From the perspective of “Rodology,” we need to be grateful to our parents for giving us life, but we owe them nothing more than that, and they owe us nothing. It’s good that you did not interfere in your mother’s decisions, and that is correct, because otherwise you would be taking the place of her energetic partner. This would lead to many more problems for both of you.

My advice is this: free yourself from all the expectations about what you “should” feel and what society tells you. The truth is that many people are simply “matrix programs,” while others are even pure incarnations of demons, so there is no point in trying to fix your relationships with them.

Acknowledge your true feelings before yourself, just let them out of your body—speak them aloud when you’re alone, or if you have a friend, or even in a forum, but it’s best if they come out through your voice. And then close that door.

Allow yourself to accept your feelings as valid and no longer be attached to that person, so you can live freely and peacefully.

I believe that when the truth is spoken, the soul relaxes and that tension is gone.

You can shift your perspective on your parents and view them as Coaches instead of parents. You could make a list of the things your father taught you or, as a result of his behavior, what you learned, who you became, and what benefits you gained from that.

This also brings a sense of calm and helps you understand the reasons behind some of your thoughts and behaviors. You might even experience significant relief and healing during the process of writing and gaining this awareness.

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I scanned you, and what I saw was that you received a subconscious program from some sort of audio, causing only that creator’s method to work for you. I removed it, since you asked for help in the forum, and replaced it with: “All energetic practices, programs, and energies that are beneficial to me work quickly, easily, instantly, always, and without obstacles.” Let me know after 2-3 days if there’s any change.

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That is such a powerful advice. I learned that I do not want to be like him and it probably has made me a better person in general.

I said to myself many times that I never want to be like him and I adapted moral values that are opposite to his so in a way he did make me a better person bit passively.

I‘ll take this advice to heart. I will nurture my ability to feel other people‘s intent and then decide if they are worth the hassle or not. Because I genuinely like to help others come out of the darkness, especially other men who suffered being weak like me.

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Woooow!!! Can‘t express my gratitude enough!!

Thank you so much! It‘s good to know that there actually was something wrong thank you for fixing it. I will let you know about the results.

Did the full restart DM not remove this? Was it so powerful?

And also I will give you the biggest energetic hug ever when I learn to do so :heart::rofl:

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I don’t remember the name, but I saw a group in America where men come together to heal themselves and their masculinity. They do various practices, meditations, breathing exercises, and I think there’s also a psychologist involved. This is an idea for creating a similar community where men can help one another, because the pressure on them nowadays is really high.

https://www.sacredsons.com/

I’m not sure what their trainings are about; I’ve only seen a few of their ads, but it seems like someone could do something similar in Europe. You could even make an online space for it, like a special category in the forum, so there’s a welcoming place where men can talk and feel good.

Usually, the traumatic things we’ve experienced end up shaping the course of our lives. You could think about ideas in that area, especially since you love helping other people.

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Sure! I‘ve actually had the image in my mind of doing an instagram Page for this topic.

First I have to get my sh*t together of course, because you gotta live what you preach.

The Masculine space is oversaturated with false masculine Role Models right now.

There are really a select few that I respect.

Most ones are all about money status fame and cars. Hypermaterialistic, but I get it. When you are atheistic there just isn‘t anything else that can fill that hole inside of one‘s heart/soul.

Money and fame won‘t fill it aswell and most people will stay empty their whole lifes but they can‘t see that right now.

If one manages to break free from the chains of the Matrix though and see what possibilities lie ahead, then life has a purpose again. It doesn‘t feel that dull anymore.

Men need to know that there is also more out there to discover.

Will be a good project to accomplish

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Thanks for your affirmation. I tried it too. It helps @Maitreya

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I didn’t know this could happen. Can I research this phenomenon anywhere? Any documentary/book/video you would recommend?

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Clairvoyance :slight_smile: Idk, for books.

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