Alright, go find yourself an awesome partner already! 
Can’t wait to see some epic wedding photos! 
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Yes! And I will post it 
As proof lol
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I can picture this wedding… but even more—the table filled with exquisite dishes.
And what’s this? Champagne. It’s infused with unconditional love and irresistible charisma.
These oysters? They’re brimming with total self-acceptance, unshakable confidence, and deep gratitude.
And this whiskey? Oh, this whiskey… It holds the highest aspects of masculinity—strength, courage, and unwavering care for a partner. 
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Thank you 
I can feel a genuine wish, and I truly appreciate that.
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How did you regress to that previous life? How did you remember it? Is there a way to actually know our past lives.
I learnt to access my Akashic Records. Also, I worked extremely hard this year on retrieving my soul fragments. With every piece, I got memories and shadow integration.
The Artz of Utilization also helped me to restore my skills.
The God Series is amazing in that.
But I always integrate my knowledge with my Higher Self, a few times I got memories that weren’t real or even mine. I always feel when something is off.
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That’s incredible. Congratulations. Makes me feel like I should try all these fields one at a time. Awaken the God series is in the plans already.
Do you Astral Travel to consult the Akashic records? I am wondering if there are any resources you would recommend (books, tutorials, etc.). Can Oneira maybe help with that also?
I was an avid lucid dreamer but never managed to astral project willingly out of my body.
My methods are not in any book. I created my own. You can ask Oneira it will help you to find your own way to Akashic Records.
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Yesterday was one of the important thresholds in my life, and I didn’t realise that until the night.
I not only got an extreme healing crisis after another upgrade that was all about choosing myself, loving myself, honouring and nurturing myself to the point where finally my sub mind didn’t fight “Nooooo, this is selfish to love yourself this way”. I became my best friend. Not only. I am my own beloved. I am my own “go-to” person, knowing I can give myself everything that I need. I no longer seek outside love, respect and care, because I can give to myself and it feels like freedom. And that was so weird af.
So I ended the era of sacrificing myself and putting others first because for the first time in ages, I love myself, that real love.
I spent last few days working like a maniac with flu symptoms, feeling so tired, but I pushed myself to finish my first tarot deck. I worked on this for months and it was so heavy. Why? This is deck for shadow work, blockages, darkness, limitations, warnings. So every card represents bad aspects. And with every card I faced, I faced my own demons and weaknesses.
In the last few days, I did more than in the past months. And yesterday I had delays and issues all day. I wanted to go to sleep and rest, but I felt I needed to finish that.
Then I looked at the date and froze. Exactly two years ago, I attempted suicide. It all started to make sense. I was about to close the chapter of healing and rebirth, and I was shocked by how much I had accomplished in just two years. I was genuinely impressed.
So I completed this deck. Went to sleep with the feeling that the storm was over. In order to fully transform, I had to become the storm, and I was as fast as lightning, as strong as an earthquake, but now I can simply start to shine like a sun. The sky is clear, I feel warm and loved. Happy birthday to me 
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It is always a pleasure to hear that someone has survived a suicide attempt.
Bless you for sharing.
Thank you. It was a war between the mind that gave up and the soul that still had stuff to do. It was the first time that my soul showed my human self real power, and it crushed my ego. I had no damage to my organs or physical problems, but my soul warned me: One more time, and there will be consequences.
I had ego death a few times after that to fully align mind, body and soul. The final integration was extremely scary for my mind. It felt like my higher self possessed me. While it was my higher self claiming what belongs to me.
Body and mind are temporary. The soul gets to live in and experience them, not the other way around. Yet the system did everything it could to disconnect humans from their souls because the ego and mind are so easily manipulated. My soul crushed my little human ego to the ground because I didn’t listen. And I am grateful for it. I love to be myself in full.
I see people wandering through life with no purpose, feeling like they miss something. You don’t miss your soulmate, twin flame, whatever, you miss your soul. You know that you are meant to do great things and yet you stay in toxic relationship, shitty job that kills your joy, complain about taxes and governments, worry about money all the time, feel lost, depressed, sad.
If you knew how powerful your soul is, you would never let yourself to be trapped in this system.
My soul pushed me through the extreme so I could reunite with myself. So I could remember who I am. Because once you do, your life starts to make sense. At the same time, the dark side tried to do everything to prevent that. I didn’t have a single attack since I remembered who I am fully. Am I a Zen Master with no flaws? Lol, no. Am I love and light? No, I am light and shadow, and you don’t want to mess with me. AND I feel like a human with 1000x more intensity, I cry like a woman, I laugh, I make mistakes, I learn how to enjoy a simple life, talk to dead people and trapped souls, play with energy, annoy and trigger people. I love wildly and a bit clumsily, lol, one super-stubborn man with an ego to the Moon, and my soul never gives up on him. It is actually funny, considering all my powers, skills, knowledge and achievements on the cosmic level, that I can’t be with a guy I love, lol, because he is disconnected from his soul and running away from his own potential. But I understand. I did the same.
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@Polaris
What happens with the soul if one commits suicide?
What are the consequences?
You will reincarnate in a similar situation to the one (s) caused the suicide or what do you think?
What exactly is the „System“?
And that sounds so cool, I will get there too eventually! I‘ce always wished to have superpowers 
I don’t know if there is a rule for it. If I succeed and die in that low state, poisoned by dark beings, they could get more control over my soul. I think that was their plan. Because they knew that once I remember who I am, they will lose everything.
In many folklores, you can find that how you die is also significant. If someone died in extreme anger, this can block soul from going back to the Source.
Also, we have that reincarnation machine that can force your soul to come back to Earth even when you want to move forward. I recommend this field to get control back Bardo - Liberation from Samsara
I died many times, mostly not peacefully, so I think it had a huge impact on where I was born again. My soul was really fragmented.
I’ve seen many trapped souls in my life. Some of them were here for hundreds of years waiting for someone to help them. Sometimes people can’t cope with death of their loved ones and the connection is so strong that they stay.
The Matrix. The construct was designed by Controllers who used human beings to generate energy and exploit this planet.
We all have superpowers. They just made us to forget and made us to play their rules.
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I am proud to announce that yesterday I finally took my armour off.
@Hero would be proud because I replaced this with ethereal dress. So I am officially entering an era when I will not fight but sit on my ‘throne’ and allow myself to rest and build an empire made with peace and I will let the world protect me. I feel completely exposed and vulnerable but yesterday I received unexpected gift from men who ever loved me. That dress was made from their love not mine.
If feels weird. I need to adjust. My nervous system completely freaked out. I removed Geralttt, all protection fields because I have this DM: Guardian Angel Calling and Protection so I will trust them and also masculine energy that I am surrounded with.
And you know what, yesterday I mentioned my friend that my love language is gifts receiving and I have a huge blockage to accept it. Like I am not materialistic but I would prefer flowers that cost £2 instead of telling me I am pretty because I know I am lol. And I was ashamed of that is my love language.
Bum. Now I am wearing in the astral not katana and armour but dress and it means world to me. I cried 3 times already and I don’t care. I feel soft, gentle and learning to accept that I am safe.
Today I worked with my tarot cards and the Empress archetype. She is exactly I always dreamed of. So I asked my future self to help me to tap into that.
Yesterday, I cried and my soul cried that all we want now is to have a family. Even my soul that was all about mission, helping humanity, teach and evolve is done with that. I don’t want to stay in frontline at the war anymore. I want cook food for my family. I want to clean home and take care of kids not finding lost souls over and over again and get them out of troubles they put themselves to by making bad choices.
I don’t want to be a saviour and heroine. I want to be mum, wife and tarot reader because it gives me fun and I can recommend cosmetics, fields or other stuff.
I want create, take care of people not fight for them. This is what men should do, not women.
And mind that I took my armour off still being single, still with no man willing to protect me in the physical world—the leap of faith. Here I am, soft and open, ready to receive even if shaking a little bit from fear. Well…is not so little if I can be honest because this is on soul level. Thousands of incarnations full of fighting. But no more. And first thing I am dealing with is complete depersonalization feeling. Who am I now?
It will pass, I know. This is just transformation stage, not my first, it’s just usually every upgrade came with more power not more softness so yeah more sleep, more rest, more self-care. I’m a flower right 
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I agree. Men are supposed to be physically strong and take care of their woman.
The woman enhances the man‘s abilities and the man thus protects his woman and makes her feel safe.
Perfect Symbiosis🌸
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It is not about physical strength only. I mean it helps a man when he feels strong physically, but that doesn’t always comes with courage. I lived in Glasgow for many year in the worst area called Govanhill, which had a bad reputation, but I never felt in danger. I’m 5ft5, and my aura makes people think twice before they try to harm me but also at the same time I have strangers approaching me everywhere I go to talk.
So I was seeing men in an excellent muscular shape, that often had internal issues. They go to the gym 7x a week to hide their emotions behind muscles, which is coping mechanism. Bodybuilders with no emotional capacity because they’re suppressed. And this is a mistake many women do. He goes to the gym so he will be consistent with me, and keep me safe. They were first one to run away for the first sight of their own deep feelings.
I don’t need a 7ft grizzly bear by my side to feel safe. I need a man who will be grounded, emotional mature(-ish), consistent and protective. Emotional maturity and consistency are way more attractive than a six pack. Why? Because getting into shape is way easier than getting your inner work done. And this actually can apply to both men and women nowadays because trend is gym rat and gym bunny solely focused on physique, ignoring the fact that you go to the gym so often because you are hurt inside and you push your body to the limits because you need to feel physical pain matching your broken heart. This is very generalizing and won’t apply to everyone, so don’t feel offended.
Train your body as much as you train your mind and spirit.
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I agree with you.
A man who can‘t control his emotions can be as you said a“ 7 Ft grizzly bear“ but could crumble at the sight of someone smaller, who is fully grounded and knows who he is.
And yea it is harder than getting into shape.
I for example still have along way to go.
I have days where I feel so strong both physically and mentally. nothing can trigger my emotions on those days, but on other days I still get triggered.
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There is nothing wrong with triggers. You’re a human being. One day, you might feel centred, and no one would get you out of your peace, while the next day, you might not have good sleep, and someone will irritate you. That doesn’t mean you got weaker.
Those are just emotions, they come and go. People avoid triggers, but this is just a part of the human experience. And sometimes they can lead you to completely unexpected solutions. I was triggered yesterday by one of my exes, and I asked myself, why does this guy always get on my nerves? What is so special about him?
Then suddenly I got a flashback from tarot reading that I watched Idk a few weeks ago. She said that for your special person this love feels forbidden. I remember that I just scrolled, it didn’t resonate. Well… I need to thank this lady. I scanned my energy. I had a super powerful seal in my aura. I was forbidden. Being with me was forbidden. Getting close to me was forbidden. Of course not for everyone, no. It was only directed to most powerful souls, so they could not reunite with me, because my power + their power = darkness is in trouble.
I should really start to write a book 
Every Day is Revelation Day. I’m using End Point mandala but it didn’t slow down my transformations. They happen regardless. I wanna holiday 
I am wondering how many of you were also marked/sealed so you could not match with someone strong. That would also block soulmates, Twin Flames, to get back together.
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You should write a book, i‘d buy it😄
Maybe Maitreya can make a mandala for this 
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