Lately I have been feeling more negative again.
I had a phase where most things didn‘t bother me and I think it was thanks to the Unplug from Egregores Field.
I don‘t have the best relationship with my father due to him being an energysucking Narcissist. But I had been getting along with him lately, because I really tried to.
His behaviour didn‘t bother me anymore.
But now especially this week, I have been getting so angry again. He is such a disgusting human being.
Could his negativity simply be too powerful for me to handle even with fields?
I have Maitreyas Camphor Protection and even Negativity Removal Shower Gel.
How can I defeat this negativity?
Protections do not work if we generate such emotions ourselves—they are only meant to shield us from others and the external world. The most effective way to resolve feelings toward your parents, especially if they are quite negative or even extreme, is to understand why their actions make you so angry. What within you is so enraged that you would say, “He is such a disgusting human being”? You can express these emotions by speaking them out loud or even writing a letter that you may never send to them.
From the perspective of family constellations and ancestral patterns, having a negative opinion about your parents means that you place yourself above them and take on their responsibilities and burdens. The goal is to reach a state where you can live peacefully with yourself without constantly feeling anger toward your parents because this keeps pulling you backward instead of allowing you to move forward—toward your new family, your partner or spouse, and your children.
You can enter meditation, connect with the Field of Truth on YouTube, and call your father to you. Tell him everything you have always wanted to say but never could, and in the end, tell him that you forgive him for everything. Return his responsibilities to him because he is the elder, and you are the younger; he is the father, and you are the child. This will realign the roles within your family lineage and can resolve many issues, potentially even changing him as well.
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Thank you so much Maitreya.
I will take your advice to heart.
It isn‘t really about forgiving him for what he did to me or my sibling and mother.
I forgave him for that already (maybe not fully but I did)
I took responsibility to fix myself from all the personal Damage he did to me.
Self-Esteem, Self-Love, Self-Worth were all so bad.
My Teenage Years were so bad too lol.
He isn‘t the worst father out there, I still have it good, but his Lifestyle his values and the way he behaves towards others is the kind of person I never want to be.
That is my problem. He should be my Role Model, but he is the opposite.
Is it my place to change him? I have tried so much, but he is just like a shell. There is no depth there…
I really had a good phase where I did not get angry at all. But that didn‘t last long 
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The important thing is to not hold onto this anger constantly, but of course, our parents can still make us angry—it’s the easiest thing for them to do.
Try this technique:
When something makes you angry, acknowledge it and tell yourself that you will allow yourself to be fully angry for five minutes, and after that, you will no longer be angry. Then do it. In 99% of cases, this works very well.
The remaining 1% happens when we separate a fragment of our soul/energy and give it to the other person—this is when we can’t calm down for hours or even days. For this, watch this video: https://youtu.be/ovvStbyJUeU?si=Bh4LBhklHDQCcmO8
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This sounds so good.
I think I did it just one hour ago. Felt my blood boiling and just punched my fist on my bed 3 times.
I feel much better😂
will your fields work If i play lowest possible volume in my speakers (one feet away) ?
20 % volume and you need to be in the same room
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