True, many poor people suffer because of wrong judgment of officials appointed. But in today’s world, if you take either route you’ll die. If you take dark route, you’ll die later from government by getting arrested, rip off your dignity in front of whole world. If you take light route, these politicians and Mafia will kill you instead. But since I have Maitreya fields, I will strike fear who will mess with me and will continue to work honestly. I will serve my mother land till my breath cease to exist. Because I feel I do have a purpose getting introduced to Maitreya and others. I was just too dumb to catch upon it, not until now. Also it’s not too late but it’s not early too for me, I’m in a mess right now but I decide to trust the Creator and taking a leap of faith. I completely surrender and will take notes on isights and guidings.
Your comment was excellent. 
I often edit my posts, especially when I find an error in my wording, it’s one of the wonderful options available on the Maitreya forums.
I apologize for responding with question marks…I didn’t mean to offend. 
I understand your fear. This lifetime is revolutionary. We destroy the system; we’re clearing ancestral lines like never before, changing the past, and forging a new future. It won’t happen without Lightworkers in the governments or other systems. We take leadership roles again. In our past lives we failed, we got killed, we got tortured. So here we go again, and again.
I think a lot of your fear is rooted in the past. I feel you. I was the same. I cried my eyes out and wanted to hide.
First of all, ask for protection. Many good beings are willing to help, but they need to be asked for it. Being brave doesn’t mean going and doing things with a smile, in glory and easily. Bravery is when you are afraid, but do it anyway. And you do have this mindset.
They would never send a gentle flower to a dark place. The Creator is love, not cruelty. We are warriors who agreed to help. Trust me, honey, you’ll get all the help you need, people and beings to protect you, and you will succeed because there is no option for us to lose. We’ve won already. I’ll have your back. 
Thank you so much for the love and support you show me @Polaris (っ˘з(˘⌣˘ )
Your words always encourage me. Even if it takes time, I’ll definitely achieve it and walk into my soul path 
Even though the hand of light is above the hand of darkness, there is still darkness.
Sometimes I look at human evil and I am amazed at how far this evil reaches.
Maybe instead of fighting the darkness, we should just turn on the light and the darkness will disappear.
You are right, but I am not sure that war is the solution.
Perhaps the sentence: “With cunning you will wage war” as the writer of the book of Proverbs points out 
Like? Please give me an example how to turn on my light so that the darkness disappears by itself. Darkness as per me, evil people living around us, who will threathen to kill if we do good deed to help people. Or blackmail us to approve or sign the tenders which will ruin many poor people’s lives indirectly. I already see many corrupt officers of government join hands with bad people and sit on throne made up of blood and tears of poor lives.
As much as I enjoy being a saint, I love Justice far more than anything. I’ll be ready to do my part, atleast I’m lucky I know energy workers like Maitreya team and others, and there’s no shame in using all available help, whatever it means to teach evils. If there’s a war ahead, I think I’ll be ready for it too, I have to 
. Untill then I’ll work on myself first and gain clarity, what my purpose exactly is. At what time I’ll be ready, because nothing is easy. I’m still in haze what my occupation will be but atleast I got a clue being an author is not main anymore ( ･ั﹏･ั)…I have to say bye to my introvert and comfort life and step ahead to meet new influential people. Only this much I know, I’ll start working on myself first and gain insights further. I’ll not rush anything but take it slow, Divine will automatically show me route when it’s time.
Also @Polaris yesterday my Higher Self humbled me down or it was another energy audio but I’m sure a inner voice striked in, personally I dont think HS but something divine. It was more like a scolding and showed me my place, where I actually stand in terms of energy work as well as current life. Of course I don’t learn until unless a situation strikes down, I feel now like every turn of events are like Universe is teaching me lesson holding by my ear.
I was being over confident, rushing too much, I thought I could achieve everything in a year but Universe gave me a reality check like a slap when I got a full blueprint of my goal through my brother. I felt like zero and depressed, realized it’s not just 1 year plan. And then I heard inner voice, criticizing me, I’m immature and need to shut my mouth up and not to flap my wings every time I get chance. Start from zero. It told me to work only three things 1. Subconscious blockage works 2. Connection with HS 3. Chakra blockage. for now and drop everything else. Not to poke my nose in everything else at once.
But it did tell me my job is definitely Government job, but first step is I need to work on myself. There are steps to reach that goal career, I have lot of experience to go through.The opportunity will come by when I’ll be ready.
I accept everything came in and I’m happy atleast I get support and right guidance when I get panic attack. I never feel alone anymore since I have started working seriously and actively with energy audios. My panic attack shuts down quickly, voice comes out comforting me but scolding me too but with right guidance, haha. I can’t be grateful enough. I’ll start working on myself and never ignore advices otherwise Universe will strike me with another event, it’s always painful and makes me learn in the hard way but it always matches with the advice that came before in my mind. So I guess I always get a soft warning, but if I don’t learn, Universe strikes me with thunderbolt until I get fried up. Also on the positive side, my plus points are increasing, atleast I’m fortunate enought to be aware of my mistakes and shut my ego down when necessary. I’ll definitely work hard 
Turning on the light is not a physical action.
It means that we need to bring our compassion and love everywhere… the darkness will certainly try to fight
Walking with the light requires a great deal of courage and inner self-confidence, and one must strive for it, and certainly it requires deep and courageous inner work.
Certainly, a person who walks with his light and the darkness does not affect him is a person who has gone through a great many inner processes.
I wish to say that it couldn’t be HS criticizing, but your HS is you, and even mine dropped bombs on my ego. But always be careful with those inner voices. We sometimes can be our most rigid judges. We should also be our best friends. And just like when you see your friend doing stupid things and firmly get them back on track, also we hug them when they cry.
Ask yourself a few questions; you don’t need to answer them publicly. This is for introspection and to work on submind.
How does the country you live in condition kids? What kind of measures are taken to make sure you will obey every rule, and stand in the line? Here might lie your blockages.
How did your parents raise you? Did they put a lot of pressure on you since childhood? Were you able to say your needs out loud? Were your needs met? What happened when you disappointed their expectations? This is also the place where we get most of our blockages.
When your environment puts pressure on you from your early years, you will push yourself to the limits and burn out. Overachieving and the inability to be unproductive are some coping mechanisms people develop during stressful childhood. You feel guilty when you rest so you do more, and more and more.
The Universe can be patient and compassionate, too, but when you have a mindset that you thrive under pressure only, and you can’t do things slow, you send this message to the Universe.
I agree. Some people are born warriors, and they will take this role to protect healers or teachers who came here with different purposes. The thing is to find what feels good for you. I had a time in my life when I didn’t fight. I was so bright that it made dark begins sick; they couldn’t get me. Love and compassion to the point I even loved demons. Really! Stay away. I mean no harm 
I could’ve become a healer in this lifetime. I’ve made the decision to take brutal training in the Abyss and experience pure darkness. I needed to clear every aspect of my soul, and I almost lost my sanity.
I was rewarded with new powers. It’s all about choice. The Creator won’t force you to take any role. You can say no. I could’ve had an easier life. I saw my timeline. Please note that there is no right or wrong. It is what feels right for your soul. What you learn now, will be used in your next lifetimes or even different worlds you might want to visit.
I heard somewhere that many souls come here to experience things the hard way because they want to be able to understand this later when they help humans from spiritual realms. An act of service is a form of love.
I see, thank you for your valuable advice . I guess I have lot to work on myself first, starting from my childhood. I should stop everything and mainly concentrate on my submind work and HS connection.
נכון את צודקת, אני מסכים איתך.
יש נשמות שעוברות את הפעולות כדי לעשות את הדרך קלה יותר
Yeah, sometimes Earth feels like extreme boot camp. Sweat, tears, and you build resilience, lol.
Sorry…I didn’t notice I wrote in Hebrew 
(probably too fast)
And yes I agree with you…how true that is