So im a single dad… i need money… im in desperate need of some women action lol, i was celibate and now im defiantly not…
On top of this ive got bad gut issues…
I was abused as a child and badly neglected and its messed my head uo…
Im doing ok but there is so much to work on… how do you even get that many fields without it being detrimental… everything’s a priority… money, health, women (its sounds bad saying that but im a man.. ) and the abuse etc…
Im a bit lost as i really do qant to hone in on the female.thing, its a balanced energy i need as i give my little girl everything but i need some down time for.me and somw female fun!
Any thoughts friends?
I can’t tell you what to do but these are my two cents:
It seems you have to prioritize, but that does not feel possible because everything may be overwhelming right now.
When that happens, I try to do it like so:
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my subconscious/ clearing blockages
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my energy body
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my physical body
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everything else
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If my subconscious is not in order, my house is not in order. I can use fields for money, health or whatever else, they may not work because fields are tools to help you manifest. You are doing the manifesting, not the fields. If your own mind is blocking it, it defeats the purpose. Same if you have to do some clearing of another nature (get rid of an entity attachment, get rid of karmic bindings etc.)
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as you said, can’t use many fields without a strong aura and tons of energy. Therefore, I address that next.
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your body is the next point of focus. No attracting women eating junk food on the couch. No using many fields if you are in bad shape. Even a 10 minute workout and a decent diet do wonders. Start doing calisthenics while you are watching your child or even while working if possible.
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now you can have fun! Hang on to boosters and a few clearing fuelds but manifest all you want. Take it as a game. Maitreya just put out a field that lets you do just that. 
Congrats on all you are doing. It seems like you are better off than you may think already!