These past few days something inside me has shifted. It feels like the veil ,holding me back, is getting thinner and thinner by the day.
Recently something „wild and free“ has manifested in my behaviour. I feel like my younger self again, BUT without the emotional Damage haha.
I used to be so creative and imaginative. Daydreaming was something I would naturally do and those short daydreams were full of Adventure. I‘ve started doing that again but not naturally for now. It’s more like meditation😄
Then my day to day behavior at work for example has shifted so much. What used to be distance and being a loner has turned into being very playful. I‘m doing whatever I want to do, not in a bad way though.
You know those people that always have to comment on what others are doing. I literally just exist and my coworkers have to whine about something. If I was still carrying my wound, then them ganging up on my behaviour would cause me a lot of „Victim“ feelings. But this is not happening at all.
On the contrary! I‘m turning these situations fully around now. Instead of me getting all sad and hurt, I go along and get everybody to laugh and cause good mood in the room.
I‘m taking all their power away, by not reacting with sad emotions. Nothing they say is touching me deeply anymore🙂 I used to be bullied, so this is a huge win!
I‘m focusing more on having fun than on what others are thinking and it feels so good🙂
I‘ve also cleaned up some bad habits and my perceptions and powers of intuition have increased. My Aura has become magnetic, not only to women but to people in general.
I really like this side of me, because it feels like I am this missing part of me again. The one that likes to explore, play, build and dream. There was something so magical about childhood and I want it back. And I will have it fully!
I know the world can be hard and dark sometimes, but just remember that child inside of you and let it come out and be part of your life. Be silly, have fun, crack stupid Jokes, pull pranks and don‘t get hurt, because some people criticize you.
That‘s where true Joy actually lies😜
Humanity is in the dark right now and it‘s trying to keep itself there.
So become a light so bright, so that even Source says: „Mad respect bro.“
