You are not stupid.
This is a new way of thinking for most of us.
When I first tried out Mandala Manager, I put in a field I know works to check that the Mandala Manager worked for me.
I chose the audio Reduce sweating and odour. I knew that one worked after one day, listening 2-3 times. So stopped listening to lose the positive effect. Then I put it on an USB with MM.
It worked. Then I slowly filled up with new fields, mandalas.
Sometimes when adding a new mandala I start with the audio ( if there is one) to kick it off and then only use the mandala.
Otherwise work on remove blockages.
There are many fields for that. Someone said that working on opening the heart, heart chakra is a good blockage remover. Why? Because oftentimes when we feel that fields don’t work is because we think we don’t deserve it.