I‘ll open a Thread for general Questions.
I‘ really mostly drawing a blank in my mind when trying to enter a session.
My mind is more still in a session than it ever is otherwise 
I can only see black. And it really feels like when I do see something that I‘m doing it on purpose.
It‘s also never a clear picture just very blurry. Guess I‘ll have do Dopamine Detox right?
Try drinking more water with salt and make the Initiation once more.
Tomorrow I will write article about this. I think your mind uses other method for visualization.
Cool Thank you 
And I can visualize past events from my life very easily, in crystal clear picture, even with my eyes open.
Maybe this information helps👍🏽
Hmm, that changes things. I thought you were one of those people for whom visualization doesn’t work, and instead, they receive information through another channel.
If you’re able to visualize, but everything appears black, it could mean two things:
– Either you’re not relaxing enough. Are you playing the music?
– Or you haven’t set a clear enough intention about what you want to happen.
If you’d like, share what you’re experiencing so we can understand where this is coming from.
I’m using the music yes.
I think I’m too fixated on seeing something.
You know that technique to calm the mind by telling it: " Hmm I wonder what I will think about next"
And then the mind becomes totally still and no thought comes in anymore.
It feels like this.
I will try it again today and will Relax for 5 Minutes. Then I will state my intention, which right now is to find out why I have allergies and then clear them.
There’s no problem with expecting to see something – that’s the goal. Give a command to your subconscious to show you the root of the allergy issue and to reveal the symbolism behind it. You can also say: “I want to see the symbol of the allergy.”
Alright so this is what happened:
I wanted to do a 30 Minute Dopamine Detox where I just lie in Bed doing nothing.
And then I wanted to just try it again.
This time no music.
I closed my eyes and told my subconscious to show me anything, i don‘t care what.
„Show me anything I can fix.“
Then I immediately found myself at a dangerous parkour with the possibility of me dying. At the End of the Parkour was a broken Orb.
I fixed that orb and it started to light up. Then I took it and absorbed it into my body.
I could feel it myself.
After that I opened my eyes.
Then closed them again and told my Subconscious to show me what I can do for my inner child.
So I closed my eyes and also immediately saw myself playing that game Hopscotch.
Then a huuuge Monster appeared and I saw my in er child getting scared. So I encoraged him and gave him Armor and a Sword.
He then fought and defeated the monster.
Opened my Eyes again.
Then one more time now with the intention to show me why I have allergies and how to clear them.
I went through a forest and saw a huuuuge Spider, like the one from Harry Potter.
I then summoned an Army of Yellow Minions to go and attack the Spider.
I myself shot a Final Flash Beam at it and defeated it.
Then opened my eyes again.
So in conclusion, I either have insane amounts of creativity locked up inside of me or this really was my subconscious showing me what I wanted😂
I can‘t interpret any of this I just know that every Scene included some fighting.
Tomorrow, or in the coming days, when you’re ready, enter a neo-shamanic journey by giving a clear command and intention:
ask your subconscious to show you why you always feel the need to fight or struggle —
and to guide you to an ancestor in your lineage who also carried this feeling.
When a pattern keeps repeating, it’s a sign that we need to go on a deeper journey — one that reveals where this imprint truly comes from.
Also, in a few days, observe whether your allergies have fully cleared or at least significantly reduced — the shift might be subtle, but real.
Btw, I liked the part with the minions
Well you did give some examples in your descriptions and I liked them:slight_smile:
I can be creative about the things I do and use Powers I like. Like some from Animes and so on.
Will keep you updated👍🏽
This is me, I have aphantasia and don’t see, hear, smell, etc visualizations. This is what is deterring me from enlisting in the course. I can’t focus on guided or self meditations because I don’t see anything. And the weird thing is I’m a visual learner, I need to see something (such as video, images, or in person demonstration) to really learn something.
I use fields like Reality Shifter, Subconscious Connector, etc by reciting affirmations. I don’t feel like I get a strong connection by doing this as sometims I get what I affirm, but not often
This is completely normal — it just means your brain processes things a little differently. It often has to do with how the frontal lobes are wired. There are actually many people who perceive this way, but because most of the talk around inner work focuses on “visualizing,” it can make you feel like something is missing when you don’t see images.
But it’s not wrong at all — you just have a different kind of gift. It’s simply less talked about, so many people don’t even know it’s a valid ability.
For example, when I’m tired, I sometimes don’t “see” anything either. Instead, I’ll just feel the information, or know it all at once, or it comes to me as a thought — and actually, those are three separate channels!
A Simple Way to Discover Your Natural Perception Channel
Here’s a little test you can try right now to find out how you naturally process information:
Imagine you’re at your office or your usual workspace.
Then ask yourself:
“Where do I live?”
“How would I get home from here?”
Now pay attention — not just to the answer, but to how the answer arrives:
Do you see a mental map or images?
Do you hear something guiding you?
Do you just know the way, without needing a picture?
Do you feel the direction or get a physical sense of it?
That’s your perception channel. It’s already working — you’re just learning how to recognize it.
About Initiation and Visual Abilities
In the initiation itself, there is an activation of the visual abilities — but even if that doesn’t happen (which actually isn’t possible), you have another method.
Initiation is something different from energetically programmed fields. Initiation means that, as a teacher of this technique, I give you the energetic ability that you need, and within you, the systems activate that will support this.
It’s not easy to do this as I’m a bit ashamed, but I call for help!
I had very good first sessions with the technique. Vividly and the results were good, some stressors in my relationship were almost instantly resolved. But somehow I must have developed strong blocks inside me.
Since there occured a lot of confusion the last weeks and many old nasty habits to deal with popped up, I wanted to have a fresh start today with the technique.
I dimmed the light, made a relaxed environment with no distractions, did an strong aura clearing this morning and drank a glass of pure water with salt added and did the initiation again for 5 minutes.
I laid down, took many deep breaths and said: I intend to find and fix the rootcause of my cannabis addiction. I breathed and observed and after ca. 15 minutes I gave up, feeling angry and sad, that I can’t bring it to work.
After relaxing and emtying my mind, I stated what sikras did. Show me anything, I can fix. Observed, but the only thing I feel is strong resistance and disbelief in my ability.
Compared to six months ago, where I knew which fields to use and how, to free myself from struggles, today and the last weeks I feel as if I have forgotten everything I know and what helped me in the past.
Eventually I should completely forget about healing myself for now, because I cannot navigate myself in my inner chaos and should start in practicing and helping others. As this is the primary reason for my desire to learn it. For the beginning I want to heal the illnesses my loved one’s have.
I’m feeling sorry for not providing success-stories instead.
Don’t worry about this, and don’t start thinking that something is wrong with you or that you’re not doing well. When it’s hard for you to see something, it’s usually because someone is hiding it from you. It could be an ancestor or lost spirits from your lineage (those who haven’t moved on). There may also be an energy of confusion created in your mind, especially if someone in your family causes this kind of confusion (for example, if you’ve been exposed to manipulation, gaslighting, or other forms of mental distortion). And finally – most of the time, magick or curses are hidden intentionally so that they can’t be removed – but in your case, I don’t sense that this is the third scenario.
When something isn’t working or you can’t access it, don’t get frustrated with yourself – instead, ask right away:
“Whose feeling of confusion is this?”
“Who is preventing me from seeing the truth?”
“If I look back and see my ancestors – is there someone who doesn’t want me to see this?”
Not being able to “see” has nothing to do with our ability to perceive, and everything to do with our ability to distinguish our own emotions and energy from those of others (external influence).
Try again with that, and don’t allow any blame to enter your mind – because it’s not yours.
I’d love it if you try and share how it goes.
I did another session on this. Started with stating, I intend to find and fix the root cause of my cannabis addiction.
After nothing happened, I asked, whose feeling of confusion is this. Who prevents me from seeing the truth?
Nothing happened, except a thought occured.
It was faint.
So I asked: if I look back at my ancestors, whose feeling of faint is this?
I felt itching pain in my backhead, but saw nothing. I asked a few questions in that manner, but nothing more happened.
It’s hard to imagine for me, but possibly there is truly an influence, that prevents me from doing practices, that could lead me in my full potential. It’s that way with every course i took till now. First rounds are wonderful, and then blocked.
I will test the process with different intentions, btw when I don’t see anything, when should I move on and ask another question, give another command? Is there a timeframe?
Thanks in advance
I think you and I share the same problems here, but here is my take on it:
It feels like a blockage to me that arose from my past life (this one).
I remember for example how many times in school there was a project of some sort or even a sports class where everyone had to do the same thing.
And i remember how I was one of the few ones who never got it right.
I failed.
It engrained the belief in me that things just don‘t work for me. And I think this belief is still 30% active.
30% because I did eventually succed in some areas of my life like my health and my self esteem.
But I still feel that blockage that I‘m not good enough so many times, even though I know I‘m more than good enough😄
Probably a blockage I received as a child.
I have leveled up so much but still have that feeling that people don‘t want me around, because that‘s how most of my life went like.
So Plan of action is to have another paradigm shift.
I am not such an advocate for affirmations but they are quite effective. So whenever I have that feeling of something not working for me I will turn it around and say that I does work for me 100%.
I will reprogram my subconscious. It would of course be easier to do this using a Neoshamanic journey but that would be too easy
I will also use Maitreyas Limitless Good Karma Booster from youtube and the most important thing is that I will be patient.
So many things that I started in the past have worked out, because I sticked to them.
The ones I failed at were the ones I didn‘t stick to.
Let me know what you think about this and if you can relate👍🏽
Do you have any servitors?