I don’t use any servitors, I created a few a long time ago from sapien medicine, light and dark servitor and a dragon golem. But wasn’t able to connect well and stopped using them years ago.
@sikras67 what you say resonates in parts. I couldn’t clearly remember my childhood, but not so much from this time. When it comes to spiritual things, I have this feeling, I couldn’t do it right often.
Did you disconnect yourself from it? Released it?
One thing that helps facilitate shamanic journeys is releasing expectations. Approach this with curiosity not pressure. It takes practice.
I’ve done 11 journeys so far, and every single one was completely different. Let go, relax, don’t force it. Play with it.
No one is going to give you grades for that “Oh you ride a dragon, well done A+” or “Oh well, you lost in the sea, not impressive I give you weak C”
You create an intimate relationship between the mind, subconscious and soul. It will be unique as you and it takes time like with every relationship, to align, harmonize and get to know each other 
Did you ride a Dragon though? 
Beatiful said! For sure I’m truly a bit under pressure instead of playing around.
Did a short session with the intention to do something for my inner child. This time a bit more playful and curious. Saw nothing, but felt tingling all over my body, due to super relaxation I think 
I try to approach this more playful and don’t lose my faith.
Just for clarification, using other words as in the book and asking questions, how I would ask them a friend is fine? For example, I asked is there anything, I can help my inner child with.
And shall 15 minutes try and error sessions and going on if something occures are fine as well, or should I take more time? Because taking more will not be easy in my situation.
And no, I didn’t released the servitors.
Shall I simply state, that I set them free or what do you think?
In the Exercises you say
„Imagine you are moving inward — perhaps walking down stairs, descending into a cave, or entering a forest or dreamlike world. Let your inner mind show you the way.“
Does that mean that I habe to actively imagine things?
Maybe that‘s what I‘m doing wrong, because I can imagine things .
Till now I have only been passive about this, because I thought the Images just pop up into my Head without any conscious effort on my side.
Did I get it right?
It’s best if the symbolism starts appearing to you directly. This paragraph is for people who find it a bit harder to get into the experience, because when you tell them — go through this meadow, those stairs, this portal — they begin to visualize things, and that opens up their inner vision, making it easier for them to continue from there.
If symbols start coming to you right away, there’s no need to visualize anything. It’s more important that once you’re already in the journey, you start asking questions so things can be shown to you. If a journey ends too quickly, ask more questions while you’re still inside — about things that interest you — especially if you haven’t yet felt a shift.
My last journey was almost no visuals but I had pure download of “aha that’s why” moments and explanations of the problem. It was as if someone explained my patterns to me, like a teacher. So I just listened.
Also, it gets better with each session.
Why were you asking?
I did another journey, but was a little bit chaotic. I started with the Intention to find the root of my anger and inner Arguments regarding a dpecific person and observed. I saw nothing, except colors(blue and violet) behind closed eyes, but felt pressure on my chest.
How would one go on, if we don’t see, but feel something?
I imagined( am able to visualize to an extent with closed and opened eyes) a sponge and watered my chest to wash it of. Then I imagined showering und rosa water to also wash it, (imagined as black smoke) of, but nothing changed. Then imagined breathing in golden light into the center of my chest and while breathing out, the smoke was sent into clouds. After that I felt a bit lighter.
Then it went a bit chaotic, I stated I want to find the root of my cannabis cravings, but nothing occured. After a few minutes I stated I want to find the root cause that blocks my shamanic journeys, but also nothing happened.
I will do another session on these cannabis cravings and report back
And another question, may I ask my subconcious like how my mouth is grown? Because I have a dirty speech normally, but try hard to speak and think in friendly, good thought about words.
[For example what is the root cause for these fcking arguments?] I feel like adding fcking, but I don’t do this, because it also feel not correct:see_no_evil_monkey:
Oneira told me to tap into the Emperor’s energy, so I asked why I needed to tap into it.
It showed me that I am rejecting masculine energy in me. My love for swords, my fire, my great ability to plan, and I am also energetic architect (masculine energy is all about contains - feminine expansion).
And by rejecting my masculine aspect the Emperor - leader and protector I was trying to become as feminine as possible. And by rejecting this part of me I unconsciously rejected me.
This is the same for a man who is not willing to tap into his softer side. You will reject feminine women even when consciously this is your type.
During session I completed and balanced my inner masculine and feminine.
I feel much better accepting that I can be my own protector guilt-free. If a man will want to do it for me, I will let him but my life without him can be also safe.
Ask what you want. Sometimes, small or trivial things lead to huge discoveries.
Sometimes, you need to repeat the same top to get to the root. I am dancing around self-love from all various angles. Each journey brings more clarity.
As for cannabis, I would ask when was the first time when you decided to smoke and what you wanted to mask?
Might not be applicable to you, but helps me generally. I call forth/ summon the root causes to appear and sacrifice them in a roaring fire. Sometimes I feel a tug, like a root is stuck somewhere, there I would go and cut cords/ burn contracts/ free exchanges, reclaim power and burn things down. Then it takes some time to get released from body, but follows in a few days.
Thanks for your answers! After a dispute with my partner and a (successful?!) shamanic journey, I was able to don’t smoke yesterday and being confident, to stay abstinent.
@Polaris Imeant why maitreya asked after servitors but your answer was also helpful. And with your post in another thread you pinpointed selflove topics, and so when I struggle to decide for an intention, I choose self love
Nati, your tip is also super helpful! Will give it a try!
Because they can fck up your journey. Not only about this tehnique, but make other mess too like making your energy system in stress, get your prana energy, and stop you from getting good results for your evolution, etc
Ohh I didn’t knew about, thanks. Then I will release them, simply asking the creator to remove the connection I think?
Yes, you can ask for it to be dissolved in the Creator’s Love, and for your energy—if any was taken—to be returned purified, while the rest can be scattered into particles and disappear.
Thank you! I played the audio and asked the creator with almost your words, recognized nothing, but who knows. Right after I started a session with the intention to show me what blocks my shamanic journeys. I got a thought, it was a chain.
I visualized a metal chain and asked where does this chain come from. No answer, but then I imagined myself, spraing an ice spray and freezed the chain. Then I summoned thor and he flew down to the chain and hit it hard with his hammer. It breaks in thousand pieces.
Then I asked, if there is something more and I got the thought, selfdoubt. Asked if it can show me the symbol regarding self doubt and I saw( not like with open eyes) a dove.
I imagined a magicstick and tranformed the dove into a golden phoenix and placed him on my shoulders. Then I asked again is there something more.
And the thought fear of change occured. I asked for the symbol and got the “Hakenkreuz” strange..
I summoned a unicorn and it licked the cross with rainbow-colored spit, wich transformed it into a smiling rosa heart smiley. Then I got nothing new and ended the journey. It was short, like 15 minutes.
Now I have a bit itching in my chest and ringing in my ears. Don’t really know what to think about, it feels a bit unreal, but I label it as a succesful journey:)
That really sounds like a journey great!!