I have severe OCD and many intrusive thoughts and sometimes (despite knowing a lot about manifestation) I end up dwelling in very bad states. I’m kind of used to it and nothing bad has ever happened as a result of it (after years and years), I’m just mentally ill and want to get better and prevent myself from manifesting the terrible things I latch onto. I’m very interested in SBR No More for this reason, or potentially the mystery box, but I was wondering if anyone has thoughts on what could help?
Also vaguely considering the shadow work field. I think it may be a good fix for my self-sabotage.
I currently own the boosted versions of Energy Increaser, Subconscious Matrix Removal, Trauma and Incident Clearing, Grounding and Earthing, Brain Reset, and Eternal Cleaner.
I tend to gravitate towards things that clean out my subconscious mind, or positively effect my consciousness.
I wouldn’t dare to give advice about OCD specifically as I lack experience and knowledge about it.
Still, I’m thinking that OCD has something to to with fear. Fear of not being in control? The best remedy for fear is always love. So any field that contains love, unconditional love could be of help.
A couple years ago I got interested in Bradley Nelson’s work ” The Emotion Code”. When I started clearing blocked emotions, I got very aware of how much we carry that really comes from ancestors and our surroundings. With that said, fields that clear things like that ( Maitreya has a lot to choose from) is a good choice for the most of us.
I think your intuition is guiding you very well to what you need.
And of course, as you mentioned, shadow work. Goes for all of us too.
I agree that it stems from a fear of not being in control, but I think there’s more to it than that. For example I suspect mine came as a result of brain damage and a lot of isolation during childhood. I also think trauma tends to compound so more than a sense of not being in control, there’s a sense of not being safe anywhere I go, if that makes sense.
I explained it to my friend once that while I would never have any desire to do it, consciously I’m aware that I physically could do certain things which would harm me or end my life at any moment, but I would never do those things. With my OCD, it’s as if my brain is going, I can do those things all the time, and you can’t stop me.
I think there ends up being several main components of what I’m trying to heal which all revolve around this general theme.
Trauma.
Removing unwanted things I’ve potentially impressed on my subconscious.
Brain health overall.
Self Sabotage (probably stems from trauma)
Obsessions. Things that I latch onto and struggle to let go of.
Compulsions. Things that I do to “prevent” something bad from happening because of my obsessions.
I mention all this to you just because I think it would be really interesting if someone came up with an OCD field that really takes all of those sorts of things into account someday. Perhaps it will one day be me.
