Hi everyone.
(this will be lengthy. apologizes…)
soooo… :
I have been using fields for 2-3 years, (on and off, mostly on, but lately I have had a long break from all of it.) I have used Maitreyas fields for a while already, and recently purchased several fields on gumroad, it was right time getting back into the frequency game. I am experimenting with the 30-day field storage, and I instantly felt the energy working. I made a couple of storage items with basic energy frequencies I want to carry (Grounding&earthing, 7 chakras, restore etheric body + closing aura gaps, divine protection, + a few physical fields.)
After a few days this happened:
I had gone to bed, and after falling asleep I became “lucid”.
(I become consious, find myself in a liminal space. not a dream, not awake, but energetically and consiously aware. It has happened several times before, and I have regarded this as interaction with the spiritual realms before, without putting a lot of weight on these experiences, and I often forget about it)
So what happened this time was I became aware of a being that was present working on me. It felt like it was inside of me, but like it was there for a relatively brief time, while I was unconscious (only I woke up). I Instantly felt like it was meddling with energetic structures that was in place in my body. I felt one part from behind/above one ear to the other in the back of my skull, like a tight band/ribbon ca. 2 cm wide. I felt a small part placed inside my lower arm, just below the elbow. I felt also something in place in my neck, and I think other places in the body were affected too, like parts of the pelvis and possibly back and legs, but this was more diffuse. Then and there I sort of realized that this being(s) have been messing around with me for a loooong time (and I also suddenly remembered other times I have sort of become conscious of something unnatural going on with me, like clearly hearing a sound one time that made me wonder what it was, and a while back I had a very VERY disturbing dream that I instantly felt was something “wrong” with it. It felt like it was planted in my mind, somehow. Also something that was said to me in a reading once. made sense. All these dots connected to the presence of these beings. So I managed to sort of tell the being to fuck off, and it felt like it vanished. And I was left with this burning rage against these beings, for messing with my energybody this way, and putting this unnatural energetic structure inside my body, trying to imprison me. I was furious, and at the same time I felt blessed for becoming aware, because I knew that this was the end of their manipulation of my system.
Gaining awareness of this felt very significant, cause I have experienced managing to get rid of/resolving a very intrusive/abusive situation that I had going on energetically a few years ago. It didn’t start to clear up until I had a similar situation where I realized what was going on, and could take the necessary steps to clear it.
My recent situation instantly felt very, “ailien/A.I”-type vibe. Although I have some basic understanding, this has not been a field of interest for me, so I am not familiar at all with that energy, or have any sort of in-depth knowledge of what might be going on with this.
I know there are very skilled and experienced energy workers in this forum, I would appreciate your response. Is this my own crazymaking or have you come across similar situations before? Any advice on what I should do? I got the A.I Protection field, because it just felt like the right thing to do, and have been wearing it since.
I would warmly welcome any thoughts or input towards this situation. Even if you think I am loosing it, I guess I would want someone to tell me…
Thanks