When I found Maitreya I was quite a mess. I have a great amount of energy sensitivity, probably due to the fact that I have done lots of energy work and meditation over the course of the past ten years or so. I had tried other subliminal and morphic field creators in the past and that made me very sick. I had an entity attached to me from it and could not use fields at all.
With the help of @Maitreya, Nymtaar and @Genius I healed from the damage that was done. The entity is gone, my nervous system is no longer a mess and I can use fields again. God bless them for all they do to help us live better lives.
I am still very sensitive though and overload very easily. I am still not able to use physical fields consistently or keep a mandala on me 24/7, and I really need that as I am looking to use fields to heal from some injuries in my body. @Polaris , who is another amazing team member and takes the time to answer all of us consistently, recommended I use the Subconscious Connector as she suspects that the root of my issue is in my subconscious. I can only use that DM for about 2 hours a day for the reasons I explained. @Polaris expressed the wish that I post my progress publicly so that my experience may help others. So here we go, day 1 is today. Wish me luck guys 
Good luck! May all necessary clearings be thorough and quick. I used Fohat and Sub Connector extensively and they have been deeply transformative for me.
We wish you success and good fortune in the work you are doing for yourself! We would be happy to help if needed and to follow your progress.
Nice to read! Congrats 
it’s a good place to be… Here
Thank you so much! I love you guys!
Thank you for your words of encouragement! I am so glad it was such a positive experience for you!
Fingers crossed 
I think your consistency will motivate many people here! You are very self-disciplined, and I personally believe that the Subconscious Connector is a game-changer. We are here anytime you hit the wall, have doubts, or congratulate another step. And what is the most important we can learn with you.
Thank you so much! Day two is going as expected. Faitgue, stomach upset, headaches in various parts of the brain. Drinking water by the gallon and napping any chance I get. Slept 10 hours at night.
Gonna keep monitoring to see if the adverse symtoms let on. If they do I will increase exposure to the DM. If they don’t it will be a long month lol.
What command did you use to remove your physical response? Or not yet
I would try to present this in the form of the concept “Connector, please remove the program in my subconscious mind that is causing a strong physical reaction to this fields”.
I did it once when I wanted to speed up synch with one of the fields, and I knew it would hit badly. So I said, “Integrate me with this field but minimize physical response to the minimum.” And it worked.
Thank you for the suggestion. I have a feeling that command is gold! I did not give connector any commands this time around. Last time (I had tried it for 4 days) I asked it to remove any subconscious resistance to fields as well as any fear/negative thought attached to them. As it is right now, I can use most non physical fields for 3-4 hours a day with no issue (grounding, copier, light quotient). Anything that increases energy (e.g. three treasures, limit breaker etc.) is troublesome as well as anything that builds muscle. Most importantly I really want to try medicine man for some injuries but I am holding off until I see that I can use at least one physical field consistently and without overload.
My plan was to wait until connector was integrated before I asked it to do stuff. What are your thoughts? I had no idea I could give connector commands to help integrate a specific field. That is awesome.
It is up to you.
To fully integrate with fields, some people need weeks or even months. Active work with any mandala, especially this one, might reduce this drastically.
So it is now Day 10. It looks like the worst is behind me. For the first week I experienced pretty much every healing crisis symptom that I know of. It was not pleasant but it wasn’t horrible either. I was still able to function.
Now I have a feeling of relief and greater mental clarity, but I do feel however a very light but persistent headache.
I had to dial the field down to one hour daily during the healing crisis, now I have worked it up to two hours again. Not sure what a good goal would be but I am shooting for 4-5 hours daily by the end of this 30 days.
I really hope this is what I need to start using the fields I listed in the original post. Either way there was definitely some junk that needed to be flushed out of my system and I am glad it’s gone.
Yayyy! Very happy for you.
Well done! By continuing, you teach your mind that it’s ok to use this field.
Did you feel a wall inside of your mind?
It’s hard to say. I felt various sensations inside different parts of my brain. Little aches, pressure or tension. There was definite resistance being removed. What do you think that is?
It’s hitting me hard again today (maybe because I increased it back to 2 hours). I mostly feel tired and a little dizzy. I am getting that achy sensation in the back of my skull.
Sometimes, blockages in the mind form walls that need to be literally destroyed. If this is the same place where you feel tension. You might use visualisation. Open the Connector and try to see the light spreading inside your head. And focus on this place.
Thank you so much!!
Day 19 - I am using this 4 hours a day now. Negative effects have faded. It just makes me a little tired. I am hopeful I will progress faster hereafter. No rush though.
My original plan was to try this for 30 days and then try one of the fields I haven’t been able to use. I may actually go longer than 30 days. However long it takes to see if I can keep it on 24/7.