Wanted to share more findings from today, for instance I couldn’t say about hunger yesterday. I won’t be doing long daily updates here, just this one :).
Field haven’t affected me much in the morning, morning is the worst part of the day for me, especially on work-days.
It seems my body/brain need some time (and things done) before it can start to be sensitive to energy.
There was no gel-feeling in mouth, I wasn’t laughing much, but it made me a little happier.
Then when around 13:30 I became hungry, I decided to play the field, even though I had many thoughts about not doing so. I was a little scared that if it did not work well in the morning, it won’t work now as well, because I’m at work, cannot fully relax, and some parts of me will program themselves that “this doesn’t work, it will never work again” etc.
Decided to not be driven by fear, so I played the field (two times, but I think one would suffice too).
New effects:
- Hunger disappeared, for 2-3 hours
- Strong urge to contract my muscles in upper body and arms, so I was doing that for some time after listen
Yesterday effects appeared again:
- Gel-feeling in mouth
- “Tickling” energy during listening together with that “automatic” laughter, it’s really pleasant energy I feel from this field
- 2-3 hours of smiling
- 2-3 hours of feeling emotionally indestructible (a little “tested” when postman came and he dropped my package with delicate electronics - zero negative emotional reaction to that, I feel wonderful and wish for him (in my mind) to not feel worried or guilty; normally I would not be angry maybe, but probably sad, stressed out, “why this always happen to me” etc.)
- I’m not just feeling good, I’m feeling hypomania-like good and I love it
So again - for me this field is a masterpiece, it works wonderfully. Last years I was very interested in diets, vitamins, minerals, supplements, nootropics, so I’m thinking this may be the reason my body reacts so well to this particular field. But as there are many more subfields, I may be completely wrong here.
It seems the only problem here is me not feeling/reacting to fields all the time, like in the morning, I’ll need to find solution for that. (It’s not only mornings, sometimes it’s months).
@Maitreya - I wanted to deeply thank you for this field :).
