If this topic is so meaningful to you, check out the Clearing Relationship Blocks mandala as well. Knowing your story and your parents’ relationship, I really feel like it will make a huge contribution to your life.
I’ve only been using it for a few days, but I’m already noticing it working - and I’m noticing it through my partner.
And you’ll actually be able to start relationships with a clean slate and avoid a huge number of problems in relationships… a huge number.