Wanting to integrate this archetype, I had the goal of removing the shadow aspects of my Uranus.
At some point I realized that during my career I suddenly quit everything and destroyed what I had built for years because I was just tired of it.
When I started to learn about astrology, I understood that Uranus acts this way, and it really scared not only me but also the people close to me. For example, I had an amazing career at an international consulting firm. I was moving up incredibly fast. But then I just quit everything and left with no plan, making up an excuse for myself. Then another company and the same thing happened.
Then my friend and I started a business. I also quit everything and left everything to him.
Then I had my own consulting practice. I transformed companies and helped them increase their profits. Everything was great. The income was good. At some point I would realize that I did not want to work with these clients anymore because I was bored and not interested.
I would simply leave with no plan again, even though I had income and stability.
In general, stability was not my thing. But later I understood that this is exactly how Uranus works. You make sudden decisions. Or some sudden events or changes happen that can either bring you to the bottom or lift you up in a snap.
I always protested against rules. Not because they were bad, but just to prove to myself that I am free. This led to conflicts with bosses, authorities, and systems, even when it was not good for me. Also, it was incredibly hard for me to work under someone. Any boss felt like a threat to my freedom. I felt that I either had to be my own boss or constantly fight with systems.
In my career there were also incredible bursts of activity that faded just as incredibly. For example, I would get excited about a project and work on it 24/7, seven days a week, for several months. I would put in a ton of energy. But then I would lose interest overnight. And this stopped me from finishing things.
I also often noticed that I would get brilliant ideas that were ahead of their time.
For example, inside a client’s company I suggested creating a company that would run itself with no direct hierarchy. I suggested giving power to the employees, letting them set their own schedules, choose their own managers, and even decide their own salaries.
Management and business experts said this was impossible. No one supported me. Instead, everyone started talking based on their own internal beliefs and limitations.
But in a fe years I came across a book called “Maverick” by Ricardo Semler. It describes the story of the Brazilian company Semco. Despite the skepticism of the business community, they implemented all of this. They achieved incredible growth and became a world example of democratic management.
Do you understand? I suggested a brilliant idea that no one took seriously, but that had already been implemented in the 1980s.
So someone else had thought of this idea and made it happen much earlier. How stupid must this idea have seemed then, not just not brilliant but actually stupid?
And Uranus allows you to generate such ideas.
Next.
Often people did not understand what I was offering or explaining to them. They would wave their finger at their temple like I was crazy. This made me feel lonely and rejected.
But when I got feedback from people one or two years later, they told me that now they understood me because they had reached that level of understanding. And this happened many times. It actually felt nice.
I understand that having a very charged eighth house (the house of crises) where both the Sun and Saturn are, and Uranus in the tenth house, I understand that crises are the foundation of my career. I live through what I teach others. I created crises for myself, or Uranus created them, and then I got out of them and helped others get out of similar crises.
The first thing that integrating this field gave me was that I stopped being afraid of my strangeness. I realized that my uniqueness is my main asset, not a flaw.
I began to notice that a huge number of insights started coming to me. It is as if this knowledge comes exactly when I need it for myself and for my work. So these are flashes of inspiration that you put into practice immediately. There are many insights even for small things. In fact, all the ideas for the field suggestion v3 thread were implemented based on the first impulse or insight. So I am doing something, and at that moment an idea comes. I put aside what I am doing and I act on the impulse. And I absolutely love this. Maitreya has already implemented two ideas. For the other two, I am sure they will be implemented too because they are great.
If before I chose freedom as a rebellion that destroyed things, now I do not need to fight for freedom because inside I feel free, and this freedom is a tool for my creativity.
I also noticed that I started to combine uniqueness with discipline.
Integrating the Saturn archetype gave me structure, and Uranus added more wildness, creativity, and brilliance.
Overall, I understand that archetypes like Uranus or Mercury must be harmonized with Saturn. Otherwise, you will be flying in the clouds and coming up with brilliant ideas, and people will admire you, but you will not be able to bring them into reality.
For all air signs, integrating the Saturn archetype is a must have. If you have strong air in your chart, you definitely need earth. Without Saturn, nothing will work.
By the way, I noticed that after using this archetype for a month, fewer people try to put me in a box. What is more, people appear who do not limit me but instead give me complete freedom.
Also, a deeper understanding of things began to open up both in small matters and on a global scale.
Some kind of knowing appeared.
A feeling appeared that you see several levels deeper into how something is structured or how it works, and why certain things or events happen.
A depth appeared in understanding why I or certain other people react to something in a certain way.
An even deeper understanding appeared that nothing is random.
Connections started to form in my deep understanding of how the world works and what is happening in the world. How much lies, manipulation, deception, and dishonesty there is. How people are made to do certain things, which is essentially being manipulated for someone else’s benefit.
If before, a phrase like “we live in a matrix” was just a phrase for me, I understood that it was true but there was no depth. Now I can break this matrix into parts and see how it all works, how everything is connected and intertwined. And that the processes happening in the world now are not random either. They are a continuation of other processes. And all of this was, if not inevitable, then at least designed. And it is connected by threads of a single mechanism.
A simple example related to the war in Ukraine.
In the eighties and nineties, hereditary midwives who had been delivering babies their whole lives noticed that many more boys were being born. So for every one girl, about five boys were born. And they all said that there would be a war. Their grandmothers told them there would be a war. The same thing happened before World War Two. And this depth opens up in many topics.
Another example: you see an injustice on the street. Someone is badly beating or killing someone. And you believe in karma. So the question is: will karma catch up to the one who is doing the beating and killing, or is karma catching up right now to the one being killed?
At first, such understandings made me sad. I even thought at some point that maybe it was easier to just go with the flow and give in to all these influences so I would not have to be aware or think or suffer. But later I understood that life is a game anyway, even if it is a Matrix. And either you create the rules of the game, or others create the rules that you play by.
Essentially, now I see my task as this: to create my own rules of the game and fit into the collective rules, into the rules of the egregors, by finding gaps there so that I can function comfortably within systems and egregors, because it is impossible to function outside them.
Overall, I am more convinced than ever that nothing is random and that every answer you get, every request you make, is only the visible part of something bigger that functions together and simultaneously.
For example, you ask a question on some forum. The person who answers you is not random. It is someone who resonated for some reason. If we continue with the concept that everything is one, then you created a request, and some part of this single mechanism or consciousness gave you an answer in the form of a specific person. And it is not by chance, because this person resonates, and by answering they are also fulfilling some of their own needs and giving answers that you need.
I also noticed that when a person tells me about their problem, sometimes clear insights come about why they have this issue. It is some kind of intuitive sensing.
For example, last summer a woman came to me for coaching. A couple of weeks ago I congratulated her on a holiday. She replied that she annoys her mother because her mother told her that. And I got an intuitive response: it is obvious you got married specifically because of this person to annoy your mother. Where does this knowing come from? Is it reading? Is it sensing? Or is it just knowing?
And with Uranus, I have had many such things appear.
A stronger feeling of some kind of matrix appears. A sensing of how certain mechanisms work, like the mechanism of the army or the mechanism of how the state functions. That we will be included in these mechanisms regardless. We just need to choose how we want to function comfortably within these mechanisms and systems.
Even before, I could connect things that do not usually go together, but now insights and realizations appear at the most unexpected moment. I see non obvious connections and solutions that others do not see.
Another truth is that in the last month, I have never been more myself than I am now. So you say what you think, you express what you think, and you do not worry about whether this person will like you or not. The Sun archetype gave this, but in the description of the Uranus archetype it says that there is an alignment with the future self and you become who you were always meant to be. And this is exactly how I feel.
Also, the word freedom always triggered me. So I always protested against lack of freedom. I always wanted freedom to be my value. I always tried to prove to others that I did not owe anything to anyone. This created tension and attracted corresponding events. But the principle of the subconscious mind is that if we constantly prove something, it means we have an internal belief that is the opposite of what we are trying to prove. In my context, this means that I did not feel free, and I used all my strength, means, and words to prove that I was free, that I did not owe anyone anything, and that I was independent.
So now I have stopped clinging to this freedom. An inner feeling of freedom has appeared, as if the duality of freedom versus lack of freedom has stopped existing. I no longer need to prove that my main value is freedom. I stopped clinging to people, to relationships, and to the fear of loneliness. I feel 100 percent comfortable with myself, even if this seems strange or unusual to others.
I have probably stopped being a prisoner of my inner lack of freedom, and I am becoming more and more the author of my reality, which I shape within the matrix I live in. Well, I adjust everything so that I can live how I want and like.
One more time for those who want to have strong Uranus and Mercury. These energies need to be grounded. They are grounded in Saturn. Uranus and Mercury do not provide stability. Saturn provides stability. If you choose the first planet to integrate, it should be Saturn, especially if it is problematic, because it gives you many benefits. You will stop constantly being in the clouds. You will gain energy and discipline to finish things. You will gain the endurance to do what you do not like for the long term, but what is necessary to get what you want.
God bless me, Maitreya, Saturn, Uranus, and other amazing fields 
And how can this be even better?
P.S. If anything, the question “how can this be even better” is a question that you should learn and use in practice hundreds of times a day. When something is going badly or when something is going well.
This is already off topic, but oh well, I will write it anyway. This question is one of those questions that changes life into before and after.
When you judge something or state that something is a certain way, for example “I cannot do anything” or “I do not know where to get money,” you are kind of cementing this in your reality, and you will see confirmation of these statements.
When you ask a question instead, you are requesting this from the universe, and ideas and solutions come to you both for difficult situations and for how something can be even better. Never stop the flow. Even if something is going perfectly, it can always be better. And from this new better, it can be even better again, and so on to infinity.
“Ask and it will be given to you” is the first law you need to learn and apply. But it is hard to ask for something when you do not even know what you want.
Be inspired and be authentic.
