The first thing I felt upon starting to use this field was a thirst for scale, a feeling as if I were being gripped by some inner sense of scale. You know, that sensation after the rain, when the air clears, humidity rises, atmospheric pressure drops, and you want to greedily breathe with a full chest? The same was with this archetype - i wanted to breath deep but it was difficult for me to do so because i am accustomed to interacting with completely different energies. I was really lacking air to inhale. It was a feeling at the energy level; the Jupiter energy felt that powerful.
Over a week and a half, I felt a desire for the most powerful expansion in all areas. In recent years, I had shrunk myself to the level of a small personality, and it became incredibly cramped… A feeling that I had been locked in a small room, I thought it was the whole world, but then someone appeared who told me that there are seas and oceans, dozens of cultures, countries… Where and how I locked myself in the present moment seemed incredibly cramped to me. Absolutely everything became cramped: activity, the scale of people, income, the interactions I have. An unreal desire for expansion appeared. If before this I had a habit of shrinking and making myself small, then during the work with the field, a desire appeared to expand to the size of a city, to the size of a country, to the size of the Universe-that’s how massive, how big I wanted to feel.
As soon as I started thinking about this, realizing this, wanting something new, I started to notice internal limitations; I began to realize and notice them. Literally from the first days, I was drawn to working through the theme related to dignity. I felt a calling that it is important and necessary for me to work through the quality of dignity, because dignity, likely, along with generosity, is a key quality of Jupiter. The first thing that began was the integration of the virtue of dignity. I have already written a review about it and why it is important, but in the aspect of Jupiter, my dignity was felt not just as a self-perception, but as an instrument of power and transformation of reality. My Jupiter is in Scorpio in the 9th house, and I started to feel that I have the right to know more than others, to see through people, to manage processes hidden from the eyes of the majority-that this concerns influencing the fates of people.
The ninth house is the house of expanding the horizon, philosophy, and higher meaning. In essence, by integrating this archetype, I am stepping into my path as an expert or mentor who transmits knowledge. And I understand that all this is definitely connected with the astrological processes that are happening at the present moment, with all my planetary energies, and even with the sequence of archetypes that I am working through.
And I understand that everything is happening at its own and absolutely right time. Even the Pluto Archetype, which I began to integrate a couple of weeks after starting work with the Jupiter archetype, raised in me huge unprocessed layers of what seemed to be a completed stage, or something that didn’t concern me at all. Plus the scale-Pluto began to bring to the surface everywhere I was limiting myself.
Working through Pluto, know that it is guaranteed to launch processes of transformation not only in you, but in those with whom you communicate, and I think it will not depend on whether they are ready for this or not.
The theme that I have been working through in myself for a very long time is pride. Pride is the opposite side of dignity, that is, the shadow side of an unworked Jupiter. Dignity in the context of Jupiter is when Jupiter is harmonious, and you are so strong that you don’t need to suppress anyone to feel your power and significance. A damaged Jupiter, however, gives pride-this is when you assert yourself through control and violence over the will of others. Previously, I felt a large number of temptations to play god or use people as a resource. But a certain dignity appeared, with the help of which this desire for dictatorship is removed and only authority remains. It is difficult to formulate, but I cannot describe it in any other way.
People started to perceive me a little differently: they began to perceive me as a charismatic person from whom it is impossible to turn away. And the attention I wanted to have earlier, the attention I wanted to receive because of inflated pride, I stopped not just wanting, but started to realize that it is often excessive and uncomfortable. People liked this Jupiterian energy of mine, and they wanted to communicate with me, to be with me, but I wasn’t used to such intrusiveness, yet at the same time, it was difficult to refuse. And I don’t fully understand why it was difficult to refuse with Jupiter, although it actually was always simple for me to do. If anything, I always knew how to cut things off.
I also noticed that many are either drawn to this energy or are afraid of this energy, the energy of expansion. It is, of course, not perceived like the energy of Saturn, for example. If Saturn gives unappealable authority, then the Jupiter archetype gives something else: people feel this powerful energy and subconsciously either look for approval or fear judgment.
I had a feeling that with the help of the Jupiter archetype, you don’t just fill the room with yourself, but you occupy psychological space. That is, being in the room and just being yourself, you invisibly establish rules of behavior. Just by your presence. And there is no pride in this, no desire to control or rule; it simply becomes your state, and people just start to perceive you that way.
Moreover, even after a month, I am still not fully used to this energy, as if it had been completely turned off in me earlier and I am starting to get acquainted with this energy from the very basics.
I still haven’t fully understood how the Jupiter archetype influences money, but a certain generosity has appeared in everything: generosity with money, with the information I give, with help. I consciously give more than is expected of me, and in doing so, I don’t imply that I am owed in return. Meaning, there is no such exchange regime-you to me, I to you. There is something that resembles the mode of existence taught in Access Consciousness-the mode of gifting and receiving. I simply share knowledge, information, I sincerely want to help. There is no expectation of receiving something from another person in this, for example, a reaction or gratitude-I often just wanted to help generously and realized this desire. At the same time, I do not (subconsciously) make them a debtor and do not oblige them to me.
Resources haven’t increased yet, but I noticed that if I need help, those who can help appear and help: without unnecessary words, without manipulations and demands-but simply out of their own generosity and simply because they can help. That is, I began to manifest generosity, and generosity poured to me in response.
An even greater desire to transmit knowledge appeared. A softness appeared, a lack of imposing my principles-I wanted to simply share wisdom and energy and through this energy transform people. An effect appeared when you enter a room and there is “a lot” of you: people notice this. A palpable weight of presence appeared, specifically an energetic one, and it is unreal to move me energetically from my place. If Mercury gave phenomenal lightness and mobility, and Saturn gave stability, then Jupiter fills the space with your powerful energy. Once again, I am still getting used to this energy; it is not familiar to me, for example, as the energies of Mars, Saturn, and Pluto are familiar-there I am like a fish in water, but Jupiter is definitely bringing new energies into my life, and I definitely need more time for unpacking and integration-I will definitely be working with it for another couple of months.
It was interesting. A family friend stopped by for a visit, having arrived from another country. She is a financial director of a large company; her model of behavior is directive, commanding, suppressing, imposing. But she moved away from the topic of conversation because her model of domination did not work. Moreover, I conveyed my point of view in an incredibly calm voice, and she tried to push energetically, but nothing came of it for her. Then she tried to say with sarcasm something like: “I still have to understand sometime what you mean.” Earlier, I would have reacted differently, for example, by feeling awkward, shrinking (especially considering that she is a strong and powerful woman-and I have always had very special relationships with this category of women). It was incredibly noticeable how, possessing the energy of Jupiter, I did not enter into a struggle, was in a state of expansion, not resistance; I did not need to prove anything, and her sarcasm could not grab onto anything.
Further. A real desire for big projects appeared, a desire to manage something big, perhaps other people’s structures, or to transform these structures in accordance with the vision I have regarding ethics, scale, speed, and contribution to people’s lives.
As I wrote a little above, I had a feeling that it is impossible to suppress me with authority, energy, or pressure. One can discuss and cooperate, but I perceive all “higher” positions as equal. After a month of working with the archetype, I understand that the new internal state requires greater ethical responsibility, and there is a feeling that there cannot even be a thought in the plans about engaging in things in which there is no ethics. Just exactly such a feeling. Perhaps because of the virtues, of which I already have three dozen, but the fact remains a fact.
I also noticed that working through this archetype removes the armor for me-the desire to live in expectation of protection, a dirty trick, or rigid control. Instead of suspicion, insight appears. I see people’s hidden motives even more, but I am not afraid of them, but use them for creation. I liked an answer once in an Access Consciousness training to the question: what to do when you know that you are being manipulated right now? Stay aware of this, calm, but continue to behave the same way, only taking this knowledge into account. That is exactly how everything is happening.
I also noticed that with this archetype I started to press on people less emotionally and mentally. I think this happens due to the fact that the changed, expanded aura dictates the conditions itself. That is, I am simply present, and I do not need to exert effort; people’s energies react to me themselves. For example, there is no need to exert effort (and I don’t want to) so that people listen to you.
But as soon as my Mars turns on, the pressure resumes. If I’m honest, I have no idea how I lived earlier with an unworked Mars, reacting instantly to every trigger, to every irritant, and getting into conflicts with or without a reason.
By the way, with the Jupiter archetype, I noticed changes in my voice: any notes of tension disappeared, and a vibration of power appeared that does not need to be proven by shouting or raising one’s voice.
It is interesting that space is opening up more and more. I am increasingly turning into someone who does not just give knowledge, but changes fates-that is, I change a person’s life. I can even just talk, and then the person has some of their own processes starting that should change a lot in their life.
More desire and abilities appeared to transmit higher truths of how I understand this through the prism of personal experience and overcoming crises.
And one more interesting thing I noticed is that I stopped looking for external support in the form of authorities and am increasingly becoming a source of law, ethics, and well-being for myself, my family, and my circle of people. If someone asked me right now, “Which of the great people do you look up to?”, I wouldn’t even know what to answer, although earlier there were definitely those I wanted to be like.
That is my experience of working with archetype