Is this permanent if after a while I dont wear or use the mandala?
Does this free me from fear or should I get Fearlessness State too? Does FS cover more fears than ED?
Dealing with a lot of fear and really want to detach from all that doesn’t serve my highest good.
Fear its just a feeling, like any feeling you can give it too much importance or be careless about it (if u do the second as habit it can become permanent). It can help ego detachment to dont take this feeling too serious.
For let go have the abrakadabra mandala.
For highest good have the higher purpose mandala.
I got both today! I also got the Ego Detachment 2 days ago and it has done wonders! Thanks.
Is asking for financial security and good health for old age is ego?
So this dissolves ego?
Yes.
My Experience
DM Ego detachment is an instrument that instantly shuts down the mind, allowing you to see your beliefs and understand others’ programs. After wearing it for a few days, you become aware that other people no longer irritate or trigger you, and external events don’t evoke strong emotions. It’s like you merge with the external world, becoming one with it. You genuinely switch into an observer mode. You remain calm no matter what happens externally.
However, compared to how you were before, you become someone who simply observes, going with the flow, not wanting anything, losing the motivation to achieve or do anything. If you had a goal and took active steps toward it, waking up for it, pushing yourself for the goal, stepping out of your comfort zone, all these processes fade away.
The main question that arises is, why? Why do anything, why bother? I’m already feeling good, calm, not reacting to external irritants. Why do I need what I wanted before?
In short, you really shift into an observer mode of external reality. You just exist, the world just exists, you are one, and there’s inner silence. No ambitions, no desires, everything seems frozen, no rush.
As soon as you remove the mandala, the mind immediately turns on, internal dialogues emerge, movement and drive arise during the day, ambitions return, you start doing something again, striving for something, returning to your unmarked goals…
In general, it’s a really cool tool for self-work in short periods of time. With the mandala, I completely lost all senses and turned into an observer. By analogy, I turned into an elder watching children of all ages: they discuss something, fuss around, play made-up games, compete with each other… and you just sit and watch.
With an active ego, I feel alive, energetic, strong, vibrant… I want to express myself in the world, express my true nature, create, make, express my true essence in the world…
Maybe I just haven’t had enough of playing games yet, but I’m not ready to be in such a state of contemplation and observation constantly.
I’ve had the mandala for almost a year. All the conclusions and observations above are based on wearing it continuously for several periods of 15-30 days.
Maybe it will work perfectly together with the Field Optimizer (by the way, Maitreya mentioned Ego Detachment Field in the description), when you feel some blocks and want to work on them, and your higher self will automatically activate the mandala.
Good Luck 
I love to read your posts. I had a similar experience. Sometimes, it is good to step back from your ego, analyze things from a neutral perspective without all the chaos. And then feel that fire inside again.
This DM is doing something different for me.
I’ve experienced something unsavory when i was younger and i didn’t process it properly. I was feeling apathetic by that time because i need to be strong and prove that i can achieve my dreams..…And also i believed that no one’s gonna back me up.
Now with this DM i am feeling it. After all these years the younger me was actually scared and offended when those incidents happened.
It isn’t good that it happened to me and i hated it and wished i could’ve done something.
So, Ego can make you feel numb about injustice being done to you?
Today I was confronted with something that stirred up some anxiety in me.
I started to go into classic pattern of overthinking, but this time after a short while, I became aware.
Just aware.
And then I told myself that this isn‘t even me thinking this, it‘s my Ego/ Body. I am something different, so just chill.
And then I was able to chill haha 
Yes — emotional numbness can absolutely appear as a protective mechanism.
When a person experiences something overwhelming, unfair, or painful and does not feel safe, supported, or able to respond at that time, the psyche often chooses numbing as a form of self-protection. It is not weakness and it is not a flaw — it is the nervous system saying “this hurts too much to feel right now.” By shutting down emotions, the person protects themselves from being hurt in the same way again.
Ego plays a role here in the sense that it helps the person survive and function. It creates distance from the pain so the person can keep going, stay strong, pursue goals, and maintain control. In that state, injustice may feel muted or distant — not because it wasn’t wrong, but because fully feeling it at the time would have been too destabilizing.
The important part is this: numbness is not the true state — it is a temporary adaptation. When the trauma is finally processed in a safe way, the nervous system no longer needs that defense. The suppressed emotions begin to surface, not to harm the person, but to be acknowledged, validated, and released. That’s why feelings can suddenly return years later — fear, anger, sadness, or grief that were never allowed expression.
Once the experience is consciously processed and integrated, the protective numbness naturally dissolves. Emotional sensitivity returns in a healthy way, without overwhelming pain. The person becomes capable of feeling again without being re-traumatized, and the ego no longer needs to block awareness of injustice to keep the system safe.
So yes — numbness exists to prevent repeated suffering. But when healing happens, it resolves on its own, and what remains is clarity, self-respect, and emotional freedom rather than pain.
That’s a really healthy shift. You noticed the pattern without getting pulled into it, recognized it as an automatic ego/body response, and stayed in awareness instead of identification. That moment of “just aware” is exactly where regulation happens, which is why you were able to relax so quickly