Hey guys, I want to know if some of you red the conversations with god from N.D. Walsch? What do you think about that? Read it the second time and it clicks. Got really a better understanding if what is written.
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Iām just now learning about this book thanks to your post 
. The complete audiobook series is on YouTube, and I gave the first book a short listen. So far, I get the sense heās speaking to his higher self rather than God. Still curious. What insights have you had from it?
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I didnāt red the whole book now, the first 100 pages. And Iām working with a different project, that (for the information that I now have, trough the book) is almost exactly about what is written in the book. Could be a coincidence, but Iām curious that I want to read the book again, after starting the project.
I ārealizedā that there are no lessons, no paths, nothing really matters as everything is an real expierenced illusion, as everything is a story born in Godās mind to help god expierence itself. What you expierence and if you donāt enjoy it, itās there to remind you where you give your power away. And if you stick to a story, you expierence it until you let go and surrender. If you truly let go and choose what to expierence (inside), than eventually it shows up in the outer world. But it doesnāt matter, it only matters who you be inside and that you realize what you are.
Itās a learning process, so donāt believe blindly.
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I canāt get this jesus out of my head 
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This is so beautiful. I Love the way youāve expressed yourself here
Gosh we do undergo so many ārealā (felt, lived) processes and challenges, huh, but it does boil down to this.
All I truly have to say to this is, 
Whether or not heās accessing G O D, as I mused about before, it sounds like the book stimulates and triggers deep awareness and clarity
PS, Jesus where? Lol
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Yesterday I finished the book and you know what, I was really soaked into the book at a specific passage. Never expierenced this before like this, but it was like god is talking to me directly. That was the feeling.
And it was about the body, how I care and it is true. My will for life isnāt what it should be in my opinion. I mean I overcame the decade of repeated suicidal ideations and thoughts this summer. Thanks to myself, you and the fields! A big heartwarming thank you hereā¤ļø @Maitreya @Polaris and the members here <3
Iām very engaged to align my mind with my highest state of being. But when I look how I live, I give a shit on my body. Sure there is this knowing, this isnāt good for me, but I donāt care. I smoke tobacco, cannabis, drink a lot of coffee, eat sweets, a bit more than good, have pain in almost every area in my body due to hard work and lack of stretching and so on.
So I lost my will to die, but I also did not found my will to live. If I would die in 5 minutes, sure I would panic, but in the end, I donāt care. Not because Iām happy and satisfied and lived to the fullest every moment, no. Iām not sure what Iām missing, but there must this true desire to live my best life. What am I missing? Probably god?!
What is your biggest dream? Put every logical reasoning right now on the side. Imagine I am a fairy, and I can make one wish come true, anything, what that would be?
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Didnāt thought to much about, my almost instant wish is: I accept everything I expierence, understand and change what I donāt prefer anymore and enjoy every moment really, while feeling love, bliss and gratitude. Resistance is gone completely
Thatās my biggest wish
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There is something deeper. This is your surface wish. What is that you want that youāre afraid that it will never come true? This is a wish that you left behind a long time ago. Maybe something from your childhood. Because this
comes from exhaustion and being disconnected. There is no passion in it, just tiredness. You donāt have to write it here in forum, once you discover what you burried. I get a feeling that you were ashamed of this.
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Thank you. I asked myself, what this wish is.
I only got the song https://youtu.be/kOnde5c7OG8?si=eFhUXH0bFwZOxIsj
Lyrics:
I could feel at the time
There was no way of knowing
Fallen leaves in the night
Who can say where theyāre blowing
As free as the wind
Hopefully learning
Why the sea on the tide
Has no way of turning
More than this
You know thereās nothing
More than this
Tell me one thing
More than this
Thereās nothing
It was fun for a while
There was no way of knowing
Like a dream in the night
Who can say where weāre going
No care in the world
Maybe Iām learning
Why the sea on the tide
Has no way of turning
More than this
You know thereās nothing
More than this
Tell me one thing
More than this
No, thereās nothing
More than this
Nothing
More than this
More than this
Nothing
Singing in my head, wich I didnāt heard for months.
Hahaā:thinking: what will that meanā:see_no_evil_monkey:
I will investigate deeper.
I asked tarot and got the card the loversš¤
And now Iām thinking about the veil of venus
Edit: Oh my, I get completely crisis with this question. Could cry..
That was the intention for it Veil of Venus brings a lot of ease. Youāll start to see more beauty in everything. Those who wanted to experience love but were hurt in life for it, often buried this.
Not everyone here came to teach or to fight. Some souls want family, love, and a simple, warm life. And this is possible despite the chaos in the world.
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Sorry for the dramaš there was some clearing active, there my mind goes crazy out of control..
Today Iām much more relaxed. Even with this question. For the veil of venus, I donāt want to become more feminine as I already am, I want to be more masculine. But somehow more love and ease are much more important than this for me. I think I will use the veil of venus, altough I didnāt finished my month of shadow crown of pluto
Theyāre different types of masculinity, but mainstream media teaches only one. Not every man is an alpha; we would have zero population in a very short time if every man wanted to lead.
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