What word describes you this year?
I asked GPT “What word describes me this year?” and got the answer
Wnat about you?
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In healing there are layers upon layers in our subconscious that peel away over time, one by one.
This year I feel like I’ve peeled off the last of those around a long‑standing problem, so I’ll use the word “Disperse”. 
Very cool idea for a topic!
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Acceptance of Endings
I have been changing a lot over the past few years, and it has been hard to maintain facades in old relationships. There has been friction, disbelief, accusations at changes and I have slowly walked through. For a while I tried to hold both together because after all both are identities resonating with other identities. But it got a bit difficult after a while and I could feel my consciousness collapsing over and over again in deeper discussions. I was walking a tightrope. So, I accepted myself, my new identities and the fact that I couldn’t hold it all together. Trying to hold it together is a joke in itself. I lost intimacy in older circles and didn’t become as intimate in the newer ones, but I am getting closer towards my folks.
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My word for this year is „Human“.
It describes this year perfectly.
I started it off, trying to transcend being human. I found all this new information about spirituality and got sucked in so deep.
I wanted to stop being human and be something else.
I stopped doing everyday human things. I suppressed my emotions and I valued morals very highly.
People who were in my view „morally rotten“ were judged harshly by me. After I received the information that half the population has no Souls I thought “damn, I‘m the only one at my spot with a soul“. That‘s how big my spiritual Ego was. I felt superior to everyone and stopped listening to others. Everything they said to me was wrong.
I became lonely and I thought this is the price to pay.
I could be talking a lot more about this year, but this is most important for me.
I found my human side again.
I talk to people again and I listen. I don‘t just shrug them off without a second thought.
I show my emotions be they positive or negative. I don‘t mind the occasional aggression or scream, because it feels so fu**ing liberating to do so. I don‘t mind sharing my personal story and vulnerabilities anymore( not showing everything yet though).
I use some bad words when I want to, fuck Karma haha.
I still want to become superhuman though haha, I‘ve just accepted that I am human right now and this is totally OKAY!
It‘s all about finding balance in life and I‘m trying my best to come close to it 
Today is also my Anniversary in this forum. 
I want to thank everyone who has helped me through this year. I spent a lot of time on this forum and I‘ve read so many posts.
The people here are very knowledgeable and kind. I applied a lot of information I received here to my life and it worked wonders!
This year has been very transformative for me and I feel it was the groundwork for my next decade.
I will reach my goals and help to change the world to the better, so we can finally enjoy what this place was meant to be.
A place of joy and creation.
A special thanks to the Maitreya team❤️ and in my case especially to Maitreya!
Her fields and her advice helped me through so much.
She is a kind and loving soul who has the best intentions and she is by far not some weak spiritual new age guru.
You are the real deal Maitreya and we all thank you so much for your service and dedication to humanity.
May your soul be blessed for eternity❤️
And may we all find our purpose in this life and look back at this place as souls in the Afterlife 
And my personal advice for everyone to get through hardship: Don‘t lose your humor. Laughing is the best medicine against sadness 
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Aww, thank you for your kind words. We’re happy to be of service.
Today is your forum birthday — on this day you registered on the forum. haha
Many people fall into this spiritual trap of superiority and spiritual ego and remain there their whole lives. Well done to you for the progress and the realizations!
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Happy forum bday man and congrats for your development
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