Thank you for sharing something so real. What you’ve lived through and how you’ve pulled yourself up — inch by inch, as you said — shows a deep, quiet kind of strength that deserves huge respect.
It’s not easy to keep going when everything feels broken, but you did.
Last post without derailing the topic- my well being comes as a result of your creations Maitreya and it remains my prayer every day may all those who need your work find it in a timely manner. 
Absolutely 
That makes you indestructible. This is not just about surviving, it is about winning the war for yourself. You’ve won yourself. You’re your own precious treasure.
And you never will. That’s the thing, imagine how much resources and people dark side used to drag you down, to destroy you from the first breath, and you showed them that you can beat the whole army, because the Divine supports you.
Forged in fire. I bow to you, and I am proud of you.
On a related note, I recently heard a podcast guest mention that certain traumas can be stored in the fascia, and that releasing them may have a significant impact.
@Maitreya, considering the “Body Cleanse with Golden Light” & “Remove Negative Cellular Memory” fields, perhaps you could explore creating a field specifically aimed at releasing stored trauma from the fascia as well.
This is the best for that Arnica Rubbing Salve - The Medicine Man – Maitreya Cosmetics combination of fields and frequencies of oils (yes, it is significant for energy, too) would win with every field.