Im in a very desperate situation. For a bit of background, I listened to subliminals and morphic fields from the year 2019 to the year 2021. Ever since then, ive been suffering from bad results. When i noticed the negative results, I completely stopped listening to all kind of subliminals and fields. Guess what? The results didn’t go. They stayed with me. I am unable to function because the results that I got are basically a constant headaches and the inabillity to properly communicate with people. Also, add derelization and the complete limitations of some of my senses (for ex, smelling). I simply do not feel like I used to before listening to all of this. All I want now is some help on how to get rid of this. Ive been suffering for years now.
So far, the only thing that have been helpful is the “DM full revision” mandala. But even this mandala seems to be working very slowly. I know that its possble to remove these results. This is going to sound weird, but after deep some of my deep meditation practices (which is very hard for me to do), for 30min, I manage to remove a huge weight from myself. Then the results comes back. Im at a stage where im wondering what did I ever do to deserve this torture. If theres anyone who has any idea how to help, please say so. Anyone who was in a similar situatiion, and managed to return back to normal, I would appreaciate some guidance. (English isn’t my fisrt language, I apologize)