Around the age of 4–5–6, I started seeing different beings that would come to me — sometimes during the day, sometimes in my dreams. Back then, I told my parents about it, and they became very worried and even considered taking me to a psychologist to check if I was mentally okay. That scared me, and I ended up developing a severe problem with my tonsils — a lot of pus and strong inflammation — which shifted their attention away from the spiritual topic.
My parents are atheists and have a hard time understanding anything spiritual. At that point, I almost completely blocked this ability to see and communicate with those beings, but I began having astral travels and seeing different worlds while I slept. At the time, I thought these were just fantasies, but I still found it very interesting to observe.
When I was around 11–12 years old, I went through a deep depression and lost my desire to live. During that time, I started seeing how the “Matrix” is structured — behaviors within it, people, and things beyond the physical world. I felt that this life was completely meaningless and was very angry that I was here. I began treating my close ones badly, stopped socializing at school, and even had a short period where I smoked weed, but I quickly quit. I couldn’t stand the world to the point where I thought about — and was ready — to end my life.
Because of the isolation I created — living in the same house as my parents but on a different floor — I had a lot of time alone. I started meditating because I couldn’t handle things anymore, and for me, meditation was an escape from reality.
When I began meditating, at first things got even worse because I was, without realizing it, experiencing attacks that would implant thoughts and emotions in me and amplify them. For the first time during meditation, I saw this clearly. When I said for these things to leave me, I immediately felt relief and better. That was my first true spiritual experience — realizing that the thoughts and emotions I was having were not actually mine.
I started observing every single thought and emotion in my body and choosing the ones I liked, while ignoring the others — not giving them attention.
This created a large amount of energy within me and raised my vibration to the point where I began to sense other dimensions and a very powerful love — something I had been searching for but couldn’t find in this world. Around that time, I began having visions which I now believe came from God, where I could see the lives of different people and what they needed. When I prayed for them to improve, I would see energies coming from other dimensions and their stories changing.
I did this for several years, along with seeing past lives. I wanted to understand who I was, why I came here, and whether this existence had any real meaning or if everything was pointless — as sikras hinted in that topic. This is a stage of spiritual awakening, right before a person awakens on a much higher level.
After that, I went to university, started working, and so on. During that time, I continued understanding different energetic concepts, and at one point I even opened a spiritual center where I began actively working with people for a few years. I gained a lot of experience with energy and received significant feedback. At the same time, I had another business with physical products, and managing both became too much. I also had other challenges in my life, so I closed the center. Back then, I had many misunderstandings about healing and attracted people who drained me completely, and I still had many things within myself that needed to be refined and cleared.
Shortly after that, while meditating, I received a message that my life was about to change and that I needed to fully dedicate myself to spiritual work. At that moment, a strong blue energy entered me, and I heard the name Maitreya Fields. I was told that I should be a friend to people — what they need — and that I would bring through knowledge I didn’t even have yet, and that little by little, whatever was needed would come.
I had made a few videos on my YouTube channel at that time, but I dismissed it as nonsense and doubted that this was my path, so I left the project for about a year. During that time, I experienced many shocks and signs pushing me back to this path, confirming that it was indeed the right one.
And so, here we are now — 7 years with Maitreya Fields. 
Overall, two of my past lives have a strong influence on my present — one is my most recent life, where I was a monk in Tibet, and another where I had various cool psychic abilities.
Curious if anyone else has had similar experiences? And what were they?