I don’t know if Saturn is the Cause, but these past days my Self Worth has dramatically increased.
NVM Here it is written 
Looking at other People and seeing for example their nice Car has become so uninteresting.
And in general I m no longer impressed by these people. I have to be careful not to become arrogant, because it feels like I’m going in that Direction. I really feel worthy.
I’m more impressed by Personality now. And also by looks. And this is not about beauty but about Energy. The type of Energy someone emits. This is the only thing that impresses me.
Together with the Courage Virtue, I seem different once again. More ready to Action.
The material World does not impress me anymore. I do not feel attached to it. But I’m not denying it.
It’s just a new feeling, but I like it. It feels like no one can even touch me anymore, because all others do is being part of the material world.
Social Status, Career, Fake Relationship, material goods.
I don’t give a fuck anymore 
No one can touch me lol! And the urge to make myself small is getting very quiet, because I have realized the manipulation of others. The only reason to make someone feel small, is so you can feel better about yourself. I never do it to others.
I can be harsh yes, but the intention is to lift up, not drag back down. When someone has an addiction, I can make them feel bad about the addiction and cause them to stop. I don’t try to seduce them into getting back into that addiction, like many so called Friends do.
And my AURA. It hits People.
I will continue to Observe, but I like this very much.
Thanks for the recommendation guys!!
I’m also reading the Book The Courage to be disliked right now. What a GEM! Highly recommend.