So, just for a bit of background, I listened to subliminal audio, binaural beats, frequencies, and morphic fields for about 1–2 years, starting around 2019 and continuing into 2020–2021. During that time, I listened to hundreds of different audios.
As a result, I developed the effects below:
- My mind constantly feels overwhelmed.
- I have frequent, sometimes constant, headaches.
- My original personality feels “blocked,” as if Im not the person I ised to be
- I struggle to communicate normally.
- Before all of this, I could talk to anyone for hours without even thinking about it. Conversation came naturally to me. Now, I sometimes struggle just to put a sentence together.
- I used to be able to carry conversations effortlessly. Now, after 1–2 minutes, I often feel like my mind goes blank and I don’t know what to say.
- My senses also feel “distorted.” I don’t experience smells, sensations, or even the world around me in quite the same way anymore. It’s extremely difficult to put into words.
- Most importantly, I simply don’t feel like myself anymore.
That last part is probably the hardest thing to explain.
Before I started listening to subliminals and these other audios, everything felt normal and real. My mind felt calm. I felt “normal”, and I could simply exist without constantly feeling overwhelmed.
There are many more symptoms I could describe, but these are some of the main ones. I’ve been dealing with this since 2021, and honestly, it’s exhausting.
I’m wondering if anyone else has experienced something similar.
For context, most of the subliminals and morphic fields I listened to were supposed to “boost” my confidence or improve different aspects of myself. I never expected that I would end up feeling like that. It had the opposite reaction.
All I want is to feel like my original self again, the person I was before I started listening to all of this.
Before anyone says anything, I genuinely feel that some kind of “energy” is constantly affecting my mind. That’s the best way I can describe the sensation. To me, it feels artificial and different from anything I experienced before.
I also had an experience that made me believe there may be a way out of this. I actually managed to feel somewhat better after using the “DM Full Revision Mandala.” Because of that, I’m now planning to try another DM that was recommended to me.
If anyone has experienced something similar, I would genuinely appreciate hearing about your experience. And if anyone has any advice, ideas, or anything that might help me get back to feeling like myself again, I would be incredibly grateful.
I just want my old self back.