Collaboration
I’ve noticed clear changes here.
My nature is Scorpio, Pluto, and the 8th house (the house of life and death), so I’ve always been deeply distrustful. I’m used to controlling everything, double-checking everything, keeping everything under my supervision… like, “if you want something done right, do it yourself.” Other people and partners always seemed either unreliable or dangerous.
Now I’m starting to realize more and more that control is an illusion, and trust is actually what I need.
I feel like some kind of shift has happened inside me - now I can delegate not just tasks, but responsibility and even power. I’m starting to see allies not as threats, but as something that makes me stronger.
Before, I always had this background feeling of betrayal - like someone would betray me. Now I’m starting to stop being afraid of that, and I’m beginning to trust people.
Even though I had already put this virtue into my ancestral system through ancestral transmitting, I still got the idea to work on this through a course about working with the family line: to give back everything that doesn’t belong to me, and to acknowledge those who betrayed, and those who were betrayed. I don’t think it’s a coincidence that this idea came while I was writing this.
Another thing I’ve noticed - I’m leaning more toward living not in a “you give to me, I give to you” way, but in a “giving - receiving” kind of way… where you give from the heart, without calculating the benefit, without worrying about injustice or whether you’ll get less, but just give because you want to contribute to someone’s life. And somehow in this way, it feels like you get more - because everything comes back multiplied, even if it’s not obvious right away.
I’ve always been self-sufficient and tended to be alone. I was used to relying only on myself and carrying all the responsibility alone. But now I’m starting to understand that 1+1 can equal 11.
In short, I feel like something collective is coming - something big, connected to collaboration. I’m not sure what exactly yet.
But actually, collaboration is exactly the path to my North Node in Cancer in the 6th house, which means building my own family, team, and community through care and service. I’ve definitely become softer in this area. I’ve even started seeing my family as a partnership - a process where both people learn, adapt, and grow together.
Maybe eventually this will lead to me no longer being the one who does everything on their own - and instead becoming someone who inspires and brings people together. And not through dominance, but through the ability to start a process and create a movement where people can feel joy and pleasure in their own creativity and in the process itself.
