This field turned out to be incredibly useful and impressive for me. I’ve been using it since it came out, and with its help, I managed to uncover several deeply important stories that were literally poisoning my life.
A couple of months ago, I wrote that my mother’s motivation for having a second child (me) was to make sure at least one child would survive if something happened to the first one.
Back then, Maitreya wrote that this could create a kind of program where ancestral energies get distorted. This program could potentially create conditions for the scenario to play out: if the first brother died, only then would the second child take his place.
So, while exploring topics around money and self-realization, I suddenly felt a deep sense of guilt toward my brother. This field brought that incredible guilt up from my subconscious - I don’t even remember the last time I felt something so strong. Honestly, I was surprised where it even came from. Then things started to unravel. I began to receive more and more information, and it turned out that the ancestral system was suppressing my brother, pushing him out to fulfill my mother’s program. At the same time, it wouldn’t let me take my own place in life. I could only become successful in what I truly wanted to do if I waited for my brother to be pushed out of the system - which essentially meant waiting for his death.
Because of all this, I felt an overwhelming sense of guilt toward him. Every effort I made hit a wall. The stronger ancestral energies seemed to keep putting obstacles in my way and made everything harder.
I didn’t listen to Maitreya’s advice back then and didn’t start working on this right away. But eventually, I had to dive deeper - first, because I could feel the energy of guilt, and second, because the whole picture suddenly became crystal clear.
After I worked through it, the guilt disappeared. I felt lighter. My attention shifted away from my brother. Before, I had always felt this guilt, always took care of my older brother as if he were the younger one, breaking the natural hierarchy. I kept giving him advice, wanting him to listen to the fields, to improve his life - which wasn’t going well at all. My personal motivation was all about helping him: improving his living conditions, fixing his teeth, buying him a car… And all of it came from that messed-up program and my incredibly deep guilt toward him.
The next poisonous thing I discovered was that I was energetically married to my mother. We had an eternal marriage vow. I even had to use the Eternal Marriage Vow Dissolution field. I’d never paid attention to this before and couldn’t imagine it was something I actually needed, because it was ruining my life.
About 5-6 years ago, a healer told me something that caught my attention. He said that things with my wife weren’t that simple: she loved me, and she radiated positive energy toward me, but on an energetic level, she wasn’t standing next to me - she was off to the side. I didn’t think much of it back then, but the words stuck in my memory. My wife and I have no children after 15 years of marriage. Now I finally understand why. I also understand why our relationship was strained, even though everything seemed fine on the surface. It was because she never felt like she was in her rightful place - next to me. And now I also see why the relationship between my wife and my mother, which always seemed fine but felt complicated energetically, was the way it was. It’s simply because my mother was occupying my wife’s energetic place, and my wife couldn’t break through all those tangled energies. My relationship with my mother has always been incredibly complex, carrying over through lifetimes. You can read a lot about my deep work with my mother in my other reviews, but even I couldn’t have imagined this one.
Now I understand even more why I felt so strongly drawn to use the field for dissolving karmic ties.
I don’t remember exactly which emotions came up from my subconscious - toward my mother and toward the whole situation - but there was some aggression mixed with hatred and anger, and it felt so vivid… Good thing I was at home, and even better that I had a workout scheduled five minutes later - I was able to release all that energy there.
So all this time, those emotions had been sitting in my subconscious, and only thanks to this field did they become conscious. The whole situation unfolded like a map in front of me. Wow…
This field also helped me recognize and resolve a few other situations, but they weren’t as striking as these two.
It also worked differently than I expected. I thought I’d just sit with the field, meditate a bit, tune into my issues, and the results would show up right away. In reality, it was similar, but the results didn’t come during or right after meditation - they came over time, like a click, like an insight. And I’d be like, “Wow!”
The information unfolded so clearly, and everything became as obvious as it could possibly be.
Maitreya, I’m incredibly grateful to you for this field. Honestly, I was a little shocked by how everything unfolded and what it revealed for me. I felt like I had been tied hand and foot - both in my career and in my family life. But now it feels like I’ve walked out of a prison cell after 15 years.
Thank you for your contribution to my life and for your contribution to the lives of millions of people 