After using it for 10 days, I noticed that I can truly relax.
I can just close my eyes and be calm.
I also found that I can focus on one thing better. For example, when practicing Neville Goddard’s technique before bed, I need to focus on one object. Before, I couldn’t do this, but now I can concentrate on an object for at least 15 minutes without distruction. My thoughts don’t race around anymore.
I don‘t wonder about those little insignificant things anymore.
For example:
In my past when I texted a girl, I would wait all day for her to answer. And if she didn‘t I would start to picture all kinda of reasons in my mind and worry all day. It was killing me
But this time was different. I mean I did change a lot in the past years bit was still prone to overthinking.
I texted an old childhood girlfriend of mine and this time I really felt very masculine about it.
I didn‘t get obsessed at all and even though it didn‘t work out I was still fine and my world didn‘t break down
I just moved on and didn‘t spend any further thoughts!
And here I am thinking I don’t need it which is propably the opposite. Ohhhhh see this is the impact of sharing experiences. Even when someone is “naaaah, I’ll pass” it will eventually guide to do the job
I gotta sincerely thank you for this, my ocd is literally at 10 out of 10 scale if i’m being honest along with bipolar, which isn’t good in my case since i’m in university and while working simultaneously, noticed it getting sublety more worse as time goes, bit more aggressive and compulsion of organizaning and hyper focused on things that aren’t necessary i always had to ground myself almost 24/7 to even stay at clarity without drafting into wonderment or imagination.
Maitreya you’re the coolest person ever! It’s a god send right now for fight or flight! Thank you so much! Hope to post more in future! Have a great day!
My results after using this field for more than 2 months. The racing thoughts are vanished. I am able to concentrate and focus. My body has less reaction to the events. I used only the mandala. It is been great gift. Thanks Mai.