This week’s journey is simple.
Set your intention: “Show me what my life needs most right now.”
Look for what’s out of place in the scene and fix it.
Then share here:
the stories that inspire you. Hearts decide the 10 community prizes. The Grand Prize, Neoshamanica™ Level 2 Practitioner, is chosen personally by Maitreya.
A new journey every Friday. 
Let’s go. 
And Good luck!
I had such a beautiful and unexpected experience with this journey!
As I got deeper into meditation and allowed the music to guide me, I found myself underwater. There were enormous fish swimming around me. They didn’t seem particularly friendly, but they weren’t hostile either. They seemed somewhat disturbed, though.
As the images became more vivid, I noticed a beautiful grand piano resting at the bottom of the ocean. It reminded me of the piano we had in the place where I grew up, and how much I used to enjoy sitting down and playing it.
Out of curiosity, I started playing, but no sound came out. Upon closer inspection, I realized that the piano was damaged on the inside. Somehow, I immediately understood that this was what needed fixing.
I asked God to please help me repair it, and suddenly the entire scenery changed. The piano and I were now on the surface, out of the water. It could make sound again, but I could still hear that something wasn’t quite right, so I asked for it to be repaired once more.
This time, the music was absolutely beautiful, even though I’ve never been much of a pianist!
I looked around and realized that I was in the most gorgeous bay. I began watching the waves and simply allowing their movement to guide my fingers across the keys. The music became more and more beautiful, and as I continued playing, the bright sky slowly transformed into a magnificent starry night.
I felt completely at peace.
I asked whether there was anything else that needed fixing, but instead of being shown something else that was broken, I suddenly found myself lying on the sand, gazing up at the stars.
I couldn’t recognize any familiar constellations, but there were shooting stars everywhere, and some of them took the shape of crosses made of light.
I thanked the Creator for everything I had just experienced, and somehow I knew that the healing was complete.
Reflecting on the journey afterward, I think I understood its message.
What my life needs most right now is more playfulness.
Less discipline, fewer goals, less striving to accomplish something. Not because those things are bad, but because perhaps I’ve allowed them to take up too much space.
I need to remember the joy of doing something simply for the love of doing it. To create without worrying about the outcome, to let myself be guided by the moment, and to rediscover that childlike sense of wonder that makes everything feel magical.
Just being completely in love with the present moment and finding joy in a state of play.
Thank you so much Maitreya, for this wonderful experience!
I sat with this intention, expecting to discover something missing from my life. Perhaps there was something I needed to change, something I needed to release, or something new I needed to bring into my world.
But the deeper I looked, the more I began to question my original assumption.
What if the thing that was out of place wasn’t something in my life at all?
What if it was the way I had learned to look at my life?
For a long time, I believed that growth meant constantly working on myself.
There was always something more to understand, something more to practice, something more to heal, something more to become.
Every answer opened the door to another question. Every improvement revealed another area that could be improved.
Even when I was doing everything I could to become a better version of myself, there was a quiet feeling that I wasn’t quite there yet.
I didn’t always recognize it for what it was.
Sometimes it looked like ambition. Sometimes it looked like discipline. Sometimes it even looked like dedication to my own transformation.
But beneath it all, I began to notice a familiar pattern:
The belief that I needed to become someone else before I could fully relax into being myself.
And suddenly, I could see what was out of place.
I had turned my own life into a project that was never allowed to be complete.
I was so accustomed to looking for what needed to change that I had forgotten how to simply experience what was already here.
I imagined removing one thing from that scene: the constant pressure to fix everything.
Not my dreams.
Not my desire to grow.
Not my willingness to learn.
Just the pressure.
I didn’t need to throw away everything I had learned. I didn’t need to reject the practices that had helped me. I simply needed to change the place from which I approached them.
Instead of asking, “What else do I need to do to become enough?”
I began making room for a different question:
“What if I could meet myself exactly where I am, without treating this moment as a problem to solve?”
I began allowing myself to pause without feeling that I was falling behind.
To experience quiet moments without immediately searching for the next answer.
To let a thought pass without turning it into a problem that required my attention.
To appreciate a peaceful moment without wondering whether I was doing enough to make it last.
The change was subtle, but meaningful.
I wasn’t giving up on my life. I was letting go of the idea that I had to fight my way into a better one.
I began to understand that growth doesn’t always have to feel like effort. Sometimes growth is recognizing an old pattern and choosing not to participate in it again.
Sometimes the most important correction is the smallest one: a little less pressure, a little more space, and a little more kindness toward yourself.
As I reflected on the scene, the answer became simpler than I expected.
My life doesn’t need another endless search for what is wrong with me.
It needs inner safety, stillness, trust, and room to breathe.
It needs me to stop measuring every moment against the person I think I should become.
It needs me to remember that I can have dreams without living in a state of urgency. I can desire change without rejecting the present. I can continue growing without making my current self the enemy of my future self.
And perhaps most importantly, it needs me to understand the difference between choosing growth and believing I am not enough.
Those two things may look similar from the outside, but they feel very different on the inside.
One comes from curiosity and possibility.
The other comes from the exhausting belief that something about me must always be corrected.
I want my next chapter to come from the first place.
Perhaps the scene was never asking me to add something new.
Perhaps it was asking me to put something back where it belonged.
My own attention.
My own peace.
My permission to be a human being who is still learning, still discovering, and still becoming — without needing to apologize for not having everything figured out.
I used to think that once I had fixed enough things, I would finally feel at peace.
Now I am beginning to wonder whether peace is also what allows me to see my life more clearly in the first place.
I can still have beautiful dreams. I can still welcome unexpected possibilities. I can still work toward a life that feels more expansive, more loving, and more fulfilling.
But I don’t want to postpone my peace until every desire has been fulfilled or every question has been answered.
I don’t want to spend my life preparing to live it. I want to be present for the life that is already unfolding.
So, if I could leave one thing in its proper place this week, it would be this:
My growth belongs beside self-acceptance, not in opposition to it.
My dreams belong beside peace, not in opposition to it.
And my future belongs beside the present, not somewhere beyond it, waiting for me to become worthy of arriving there.
What does my life need most right now?
Perhaps it needs me to stop treating myself as the unfinished part of my life.
Perhaps it needs less force and more trust.
Less searching for what is missing and more awareness of what is here.
Less pressure to become.
And more permission to be.
This week, I am not giving up on becoming.
I am simply learning that I don’t have to abandon myself to get there.
It sounds like we are both putting too much pressure on ourselves lol. Thank you so much for sharing that, that was a lot of insight! I am definitely going to be re-reading your post. There is plenty that I found very relatable and that can help guide me in my journey as well. 
Yes, I was, Hero from this forum helped me to relax in his message and deeply took it myself and found out this is what causing me to put a wall on my self. Thanks for sharing your story too. I took a deep cleansing bath after this realization and slept like a baby.
Hello! I would like to share my first experience during a session as part of the Neoshamanica 7-Week Journey Challenge
When I started the session, I unexpectedly began seeing images resembling Telegram stickers, particularly a little bunny and some other similar images. After that, I found myself walking through a very dark forest.
At one point, I heard an inner voice telling me that I needed to return to the period of my life before the age of 15. This period turned out to be very significant to me.
My father worked as an agronomist, so we had many books at home about farming, plants, and domestic animals. I also independently bought books and encyclopedias on these subjects. When I was a child, I had ideas about modernizing agriculture and using technology to improve farming.
However, after finishing school, at the age of 16, I entered an academic lyceum because that was what my parents wanted. They wanted me to become a doctor because they believed that this profession would allow me to earn a good income. Eventually, I did become a doctor, but over time, I realized that this profession does not fully align with my personal interests.
Almost every day, I think about leaving my current job and pursuing something different, such as artificial intelligence, programming, and technology. I also dream of eventually living in the mountains, having my own farmhouse, working in agriculture, and living a freer and more independent life away from the constant stress and routine of clinics and hospitals.
During the session, I asked God, the archangels, and higher powers for help and guidance. After that, the imagery suddenly changed. I saw what appeared to be a flower accompanied by a yellow light. At the same time, my emotional state also changed, and I noticed a shift in my mood
After my most recent session, which I described in my previous post, I felt a strong urge to do another session. This time, I would like to set an intention to release any unwanted influences or imagery that may be causing me discomfort.
Several months ago, I performed a Neoshamanica session with the intention of strengthening my intuition. During that practice, I experienced an unusual image of a creature resembling the large spider from the movie Spaceman.
In this mental image, I was inside my uncle’s house. It was an old house that no longer exists. I was approximately five or six years old at the time represented in the image. Inside the house, there was a creature in the form of a spider.
Initially, I interpreted it as some kind of wise inner adviser. However, later, after remembering the atmosphere of Spaceman, I began to interpret the image differently and wondered whether it might represent something unwanted.
I developed the thought that I needed to get rid of this image. After mentally visualizing its removal, I felt more alert and energetic.
My main question is:
From the perspective of Neoshamanica framework, could such an image represent an energetic parasite, a demonic entity, or another form of unwanted energetic presence? Alternatively, would it be more appropriate to interpret it as an archetypal image, an expression of the subconscious, or a symbol of my inner world?
I can not tell you for a fact if it is one or the other. I would imagine your intuition and inner guidance would be the best to make a call on that.
What I do feel like sharing with you is that most of my Neoshamanica jorneys are full of animals, not just the fishes I mentioned above. I find it helpful to research everything I see using the “Example of Symbols” from the course and every other resource I resonate with as far as symbolism and interpretation of dreams goes. At the end of the day it is important to understand what that specific symbol or being means for you on a subconscious level. Usually the first answer that comes to mind when you ask yourself that is the correct one, as long as you don’t try to force it and let it arise on its own. The fact that it was in a place from your early childhood would corroborate the theory that it has to do with your subconscious, but please don’t let me sway you in a possibly wrong direction by saying so.
After some initial random images, i was able to see a person sitting with a cup collecting some pearls . I asked how does that connect to my life - It said pearls are my gifts or hidden talents that i need to collect…
But then i saw the cup was too small and the gems were a lot to collect and fill. So i decided to make something larger - like an infinite space container where i can collect as many pearls as i wish.
This gives me a mindset to not limit myself and explore my potential! 
I was very excited at the beginning and confident that it would be a powerful experience. Then an attack occurred on me or on my thoughts and my brain. Doubtful thoughts began to come and that I was under attack and that I would not be allowed to do the exercises. So I used anti-entity and anti-magic fields (I did not use neo-shamanica on the basis that I wanted my mind and thoughts to calm down first). Then I felt calm and stable. Then when I started the neo-shamanica session, frustration and doubts attacked me, so I turned the intention into (reveal to me what is attacking me). Then something with snake skin and a shape close to the symbol of the heart came out of my head through my forehead, not a tube like the snake. I began pulling it out; after a while, it transformed into various types of ropes, followed by bags of sand, and then an iron chain. This went on for some time, yet I felt neither boredom nor the sense that I was merely imagining it. I tried to speed up the process of pulling out this rope, and finally, a circular spool emerged—with everything that had come before wrapped around it.
After the session ended, I used different fields and practices with the aim of cleansing the brain. I felt an imbalance in the brain and head, the chakras and all that area in, around and inside the head. I felt a big difference afterward, a breakthrough and the removal of congestion, and calmness and stability returned, and the functioning of a number of fields improved… I feel that a number of my previous problems were due to strange negative energies in my head that I did not pay good attention to because I had been used to them since childhood…
Also, when I repeated the Neoshamanica exercise, a snake appeared wrapped around eggs, so I took it out. I repeated the exercise more than once, and additional things similar to the previous ones came out, but only this white snake that was wrapped around the eggs was different. The rest were ropes, rocks, and concrete blocks like those found in old construction sites or sometimes next to the breakwater on the sea.
While writing this, I felt a movement of energy at the top of my scalp, which I believe is most likely the crown chakra. Perhaps something negative is resisting my participation or continuation in this series, but I did not feel afraid…
I felt this experience was very important, even though I changed the origin intention so I could later use the intention of “What is the most important thing in my life right now?” I feel that this discovery and cleansing is one of the most important things right now. Nevertheless, I will have more sessions with the same intention.
I used to take the things that came out and put them into the sun to melt, or sometimes into a volcano.
Before this challenge began, I had started using the Mandala Manager. It was amazing; every file I added, I felt its effect immediately. Even the people around me changed their reactions to me. Then I noticed I wasn’t sleeping well anymore, maybe two to three hours a day, and it was shallow sleep, but I didn’t feel exactly tired. I was focused and understood what was happening, but I felt movement inside my head. I could feel all the fields working. It wasn’t like the pain, fatigue, lack of focus, or confusion that result from staying up late and only getting a few hours of sleep. I even thought maybe I needed more grounding, so I added all my grounding fields to the Mandala Manager, but the feeling in my head hasn’t changed.. I think now that maybe it was these snakes and dirt resisting 
For that reason, I used to deactivate all the fields in the Mandala Manager as a form of relief—thinking that perhaps if I reactivated them later, the sensation in my head would vanish and I’d sleep better… sort of like a system reboot 
Before the challenge, I had deactivated the fields—including the shielding ones. Perhaps something was watching and seized the opportunity when the shields were down
… but in any case, there had been nonsense going on inside my head for a long time…
I see a beautiful woman. She has an harp and her hands are in position to play. However, she is completely paralyzed, like frozen in place.
After investigating the scene I could not really find anything out of place except for her lack of movement. I decided to plug her to my heart, so I pulled a cord out of my chest and plugged it in to her back.
Not much happed at the beginning, but once the energy was flowing to her, she started moving, but didn’t play yet. By the expression on her face I felt she was uncomfortable. I allowed the energy to keep going until she eventually started to cry and scream. I felt release at this point.
Once she was done, she finally started to play the harp, although there was still something lacking, she seemed bored, uninspired. It came to mind to bring some dancers to follow her music. She loved this and I got the message that this was good enough for now.
What do I need the most? I feel this is telling me to take action towards an artistic goal. The more I work on my inner world, the more obvious it is to me all I’ve been suppressing and hiding, specially in my physical expression. Lately I’ve seen how frightened I’ve been of making noise and calling other’s attention to myself. Music seems like the perfect answer as it covers expressing my emotions and expressing through sound. I just happen to have an electronic piano keyboard that a friend lend to me lying around.
I suddenly find myself surrounded by complete darkness. After a while, I begin to notice a tiny point of light in the center of the darkness. Slowly, the light starts to expand, forming a narrow sliver that stretches toward the right edge. I ask God to transform the darkness into light.
The small sliver of light begins to change. Gradually, it shifts in color, radiating all the colors of the rainbow. Suddenly, I find myself out in the galaxy, surrounded by the vastness of the cosmos.
At this point, I begin to experience distinct physical sensations, particularly feelings of pressure around my intestines, heart, and throat. I decide to begin with the healing of my heart and ask God to take over the process.
I see my heart being lifted out of my body and surrounded by an intense, radiant light. At first, the heart appears dark and gloomy, but gradually its color begins to change into a brilliant shade of orange, almost as though it is on fire.
During this transformation, I ask God to balance and heal my heart. At the same time, I ask for all energetic cords and attachments that drain my energy and personal power to be cut and dissolved, whether they are connected to people, situations, or other attachments, across all dimensions, realities, and timelines.
I also perform a forgiveness ritual, extending forgiveness to both myself and others.
It is at this very moment that my heart suddenly undergoes another transformation. First, it turns into a radiant golden color, before transforming into a shimmering, pure white light.
When I attempt to place my heart back into my body, I discover something extraordinary. I can no longer perceive my own existence. There is no body and no recognizable sense of self to return to.
I therefore decide to let my heart rest on a platform somewhere in the cosmos. On this platform, there is a square, right-angled space surrounded by a soft green glow. I allow my heart to remain there and rest.
I then turn my attention to my intestines and ask God to heal and cleanse them as well. I repeat the same process as before, asking for energetic cords and attachments to be dissolved while also going through a process of forgiveness.
This time, however, I sense that the process needs to go further. I also ask for all energetic cords and attachments connected to entities, negative beings, and any other energies or connections that drain my power to be cut and dissolved.
Once my intestines have been cleansed, I allow them to rest on the same cosmic platform, but in a separate square compartment, this time illuminated by a yellow glow.
When I finally turn my attention to my throat, the entire scene changes once again.
Suddenly, I find myself lying on an operating table aboard a spaceship somewhere in the galaxy. I have a strong sense that extraterrestrial beings are working on me, performing some kind of treatment.
Once again, I ask God for the same cleansing, healing, and release as before. However, this time another element emerges: I ask for all energetic cords, attachments, vows, and binding agreements associated with negative extraterrestrial beings to be cut, broken, and dissolved.
The moment I make this request, something powerful happens. An intense explosion of brilliant white light surrounds me, filling my entire awareness.
I then enter a state of pure being.
In this state, I ask the question once again: “What does my life need most right now?”
Suddenly, an image appears before me.
I see a little girl sitting curled up outside an operating room in a hospital. The corridor is dark, and the little girl is alone and frightened. Her mother is inside the operating room, undergoing surgery.
I ask God to transform the scene unfolding before me.
The scene begins to change. Her mother emerges from the operating room, completely healthy. She takes her little girl by the hand, and the girl’s fear disappears. Together, they begin walking toward me.
As they approach, something truly remarkable happens. The mother and daughter merge into one, transforming into a single, large, radiant red heart.
This time, I am able to place the heart inside my body.
I ask for love to fill my entire being and flow through all my bodies – my physical, etheric, astral, mental, and causal bodies.
And it is in this very moment that a profound realization comes to me with absolute clarity.
What I need most in my life right now is love for myself.
For me, this journey was not only about cleansing and release, but also about finding a sense of safety, reconciliation, and love. It also brought me a deeper understanding of one of the greatest fears I have carried throughout my life: the fear of losing my mother.
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Continuing the discussion from Neoshamanica™ Challenge — Week 1: What Does My Life Need Most Right Now?:
Hi Maitreya, I tried to change my username in my profile and not be anonymous, but didnt manage. How do I do your request?
Send me PM how you want your profile to be named.
I checked and you are in Level 1 participant.
With the recent session of neoshaminca I got a revelation which I never had and Its been a rough constant battle for 2 years.
And it is a problem that my guru created constant blockage in me.that blocks the fields to work on me and I have tried almost everything thing I could and. with a conversation I had with him inperson last year during March of 2025 he said these are false and everything i.e every change should come from within.now I tried various things nothing worked out and at last weapon neoshaminca and prayer to God and first I prayed god on last week Thursday and last week Friday I saw him in person and he is near me and he is also disturbed. fields are in defence mode I was been also offended since from 2 years and more recently in this year’s beginning month and from that I have constant irritation over my head and pain and burning sensation over my scalp but my hair was alright till now and at the moment when I was near him(last week Friday) I just prayed god in my mind that please make him stop for a while and then something happened to him he was frightened and the he had something some change of state in him and later I came home and I have been thinking in my mind for months which was also the idea that a person from this forum gave me and I haven’t tried that and later now I thought of trying it and then booted up neoshaminca’s journey to the spirit guide and I connected to him and we talked many stuff and now he agreed to use fields because he was frightened that how this is possible and then I made my guide wrong of what he claimed and told. and I finally won the long held battle and many things were related to fields had in conversation and I can’t share it here but he told me one thing that I can use this and I won’t disturb you and asked apology for the distress that happened to me and he was confused about these in the first place and thought that I was in danger and was trying to save me from this fields and later found he found from the conversation that these are from the higher realm of light and finally I am experiencing freedom and sovereignty and new normal. And fields started to integrate faster and which I haven’t experienced ever before.
I am now in 
Thank you @Maitreya for everything
And thank you @NatiNati and @sikras67 or your support.
Continuing the discussion from Neoshamanica™ Challenge — Week 1: What Does My Life Need Most Right Now?:
A little late posting this, but I wanted to keep the momentum going.
I am lying on a warm, sandy beach, with the sun’s rays gently caressing my relaxed body and face. I feel the warmth of the sun and the sand beneath me, simply resting there and enjoying the peacefulness of the moment.
After a while, I begin to feel a distinct pressure around my intestines, in the area of my sacral chakra. I ask God to show me what lies behind this sensation and to help me heal its underlying causes. Suddenly, I receive an image of myself inside my mother’s womb. I remain with the experience, and after a while, the pressure gradually begins to dissolve.
The pressure then moves to my heart. At the same time, I see a beach where gentle waves are washing onto the shore. I follow the movement of the water with my eyes, listening to the soothing sound of the waves.
From this point onward, it becomes increasingly difficult to remember the exact sequence of all the images and physical sensations. The experiences begin to flow into one another, with some moments remaining clearer in my memory than others. At one point, I experience a sharp pain in my head, one of several similar pains I have experienced throughout this challenge. This time, however, the pain is accompanied by a powerful and disturbing vision. I see myself as a prisoner in a jail. Someone is applying strong pressure to the back of my neck, forcing my neck and part of my head downward. I ask God to transform and heal all the underlying causes of what I am experiencing.
The physical sensations continue to follow one another. At certain moments, I experience being immersed in a warm, golden light, as though my entire being is surrounded by it and undergoing a healing process. At another point, an intense turquoise light washes through me, followed by a green light. It feels like a quick, cleansing bath of light, beginning at my head and flowing down through my entire body.
One of the most powerful moments occurs when I suddenly scream out loud. It is a deep, heartbreaking cry of grief, the kind of scream that comes from losing someone you deeply love. At the same time, I have a strong feeling that such a loss has taken place within the vision.
Images, physical sensations, and experiences of cleansing and release continue to arise and fade. It feels as though different layers of emotions and experiences are moving through me, one after another. Eventually, everything begins to settle. And all that remains is a profound sense of calm.
As I reflect on the experience afterward, I interpret it as a sign that several aspects of my life are calling for healing. I feel that my heart needs to heal, particularly from the pain and betrayal I have experienced from the greatest love of my life. I also realize that, in many ways, I have been living in a mental prison, where my own thoughts, worries, and stress have restricted my sense of inner freedom. At the same time, I sense that the experience touches upon a deeper grief that I still carry within me, especially the loss of my grandfather.
