I have been actively using this field for over five months. At first, it was located in my Mandala Manager folder, but then I got an intuitive urge to use it much more often and actively.
Given that I use other fields to restore and boost energy at different levels - like Ojas, Increase Shen Jing, and Qi Life Force - and I started using all of them at the same time, my energy system went through some serious overloads initially. I felt it especially around my head, where energy rushed up and stayed there in huge amounts. It felt like a jet plane taking off right next to me, the movement of prana inside was that strong, and I could actually hear the sound of it moving.
After a week of using it passively, there was so much energy that it started causing discomfort in my head, and I had to turn off the Microcosmic Orbit and Shen fields. It felt like a better idea to fill my lower Tan Tien with energy first, so it would naturally start rising up to the upper part and turn into Shen. That felt way more comfortable for my energy system.
The first few months I even tried sleeping with this field. It often made it hard to fall asleep, but at the same time, because of the constant energetic charge, my sleep duration got shorter. Still, trying to sleep with that much energy was tough. So, I started running this field in cycles.
Almost right away, this field started working on my energy channels, releasing stuck energy. For me, it always worked best when I turned it on from time to time and it instantly started working actively with my body, releasing muscle tension. Often I work on some topic consciously, and this field quickly picks up whatever is left unresolved in the body and releases those energies.
Sometimes this release is very intense and hits all my problem areas, usually the lower back, pelvis, and spine. Though it really clears out stagnant energy all over the body. The back of the body, as we know, symbolizes the past and what we carry from the past, so this field kept clearing out all those blocks I had. And honestly, a huge amount of them has piled up in my body over time. It is not just tension, it is like a frozen framework of stress holding onto all past experiences and negative emotions in the body. A few years ago I even felt the need for body flexibility after realizing how stiff and inflexible my body was. Wooden, I would say.
For some reason, every time this field clears out some new zone - the Muladhara and Svadhisthana zones on the back of the body were released very intensely. Even now, five months later, deep body work is happening and some very deep stuff is being released. The released energy is so intense that it changes my inner state and sometimes leads to apathy, some kind of swampy feeling. Like, I had a joyful state, knowing what to do and where to go, and then suddenly feelings like self-doubt, apathy, and hopelessness show up. And I realized that these exact energies are being released and entering my field, and I am starting to feel them. This was especially noticeable when I was working through tough personal topics.
This is probably the coolest part of this field, that it lets you clear out information stuck in the body. You can work through something consciously, but if blocks stay in the body, the body will react; for example, you want to do something, but there is a block in the body that affects how you see the situation and make decisions. When it is released, action happens instantly or with zero resistance.
Our body has consciousness. Moreover, maybe it even controls the brain, that is kind of how I see it all. It comes first, it knows what will happen to us, and the body reacts first followed by the brain. Sometimes I even feel like cleansing the body of blocks and negative energy is even more important than cleansing the subconscious.
After five months, I like my energetic state and my body much better. Less body spasms, more mobility, more lightness. I do not know how to explain it, but it feels like all this energetic load in the body actually carries extra weight and feels like extra baggage. One hundred kilograms can feel light or heavy. Right now, it feels lighter. ))
The field is constantly in my Mandala Manager folder now, plus I actively use it one or two times during the day, and I always keep it as my phone wallpaper because I love its cleansing effect. Incredibly deep.
Now I can handle higher energy loads, the pressure on my head is gone, I feel like energy flows much freer through my body overall, and the ringing in my ears has decreased. I also got more psychic energy. When I use this energy, my Ajna chakra turns on instantly. I also have observations regarding my abilities, sensitivity, sensuality, and intuition, but I will not write about them yet because other fields influence this too, and I want to draw more global and long-term conclusions about it.
More Shen energy makes it easier to digest incoming information: it is easier to absorb the books I upload, information, skills, knowledge, learning, and so on. The more energy you have, the faster you absorb the information you feed yourself.
I really like the effect of this field, I am impressed by how it breaks up blocks inside the body, working through the energy channels.
Also, I had this one tension spot in my back that made itself known for a decade. I keep hammering it with different tools, like Neoshamanica. But I could not clear it, only reduce the tension. After I started working with this field, this block started to weaken, but somehow another block surfaced that was much stronger and which I had not felt before. It is felt around the solar plexus, just a bit to the right. Sometimes, tuning into the topic of money and self-worth, I felt like a literal stone in my chest and even thought it was some separate energy structure inside me, like an implant, because it felt unbelievably hard.
Let me put it this way. It feels like this field keeps chipping away at these exact two most problematic areas of mine, but from different sides, removing tension in the area itself and to the left, right, above, and below. The tensions look like a big inkblot with a central tension zone and smaller zones, and they are all somehow connected.
If you draw an analogy, imagine pouring a big truckload of sand into a fast-flowing river. Sooner or later the river will wash away this sand, but it breaks it down gradually, not the whole pile at once: first it takes away grains of sand on the left, then further right, the structure changes, and it cleans, cleans, cleans. That is exactly the feeling I get when working with this field, which is why I work with it so intensely, because I want to clear out these exact two very strong blocks.
Well, basically, that’s all for now
