Anytime I use chameleon protection or mirror of phantasms I feel like I’m putting people in a genjutsu 
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This field has started to make me feel very lonely, is this normal? 
I’ve been in solitude for over a decade not having any real friend or family so it actually made me feel a lot better lol I don’t mind solitude at all, although I am autistic as well as having adhd so I get overstimulated around most people and need my solitude 
coming to terms with being alone is an important part of spiritual awakening and in being completely sovereign
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It doesn’t install loneliness, but the top is usually a lonely place. 
Rather, it should help people who are already alone feel at peace with it and discover the strength and benefits that solitude can provide.
Use it for a few more days, and if this effect continues and you don’t like it, you can simply tell the field to block that effect for you.
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Epic music, epic field
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When Goku taught Gohan, how to go Super Sayian, he said:
„The Power comes in response to a need, not a desire"
What do you think about this?
In Animes the Protagonists usually awaken immense Power, right when they need it. Dragonball is perfect for that 
Desire usually isn’t enough
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There are always two ways to grow: by choice or by force.
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But do some People just have to Force it? Or just accept that the desire is not strong enough
Is Forcing smart?
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By force, I mean that something external will come into your life and push you to grow in an unpleasant way — through stress, challenges, difficult emotions, and experiences. If you don’t choose to grow willingly and voluntarily, life often finds its own way to teach the lesson and make you grow. 
And does it make sense to push yourself?
If you had a son and you knew that when he turns 30, someone would attack him on the street and he would need to defend himself, would you enroll him in martial arts from the age of 3?
Or would you do nothing about it and just see what happens?
If you keep having thoughts that you should do something, they are not random. They may be nudges guiding you toward actions that will prepare you for the next stage of your life.
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Well It feels like I can only move, when my butt is on fire.
When I’m tested I can perform and grow.
When I’m not, I have no Energy. No freaking Energy to do anything it’s so strange.
It’s like I want to feel miserable to then ascend
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Energy comes from goals
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Last week I got A ticket for driving over red lights.
240€ 1 month of no driving allowed and 2 points in the register.
That felt like a push
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The government is pleased.
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For 2 years my goal has been to get my health back.
To go to the Level I had when I did Semen Retention properly for the first time.
I felt so so amazing it’s indescribable. Literally indestructible. The best I felt my in my entire life. Then came Kundalini and f*ed me. And also bad fields creators possibly
So subconsciously this has been my only goal. And all the other goals weren’t real.
And it is still my goal
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Well, after it happened I immediately used Reality Shifter, so let’s see
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If you’re already following your purpose, then why are you asking for even more growth? And why do you say you have no energy? Maybe you’re already doing what you’re meant to be doing.
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I’m comparing in my mind. How I used to be. What I was able to do.
It’s like I’m mourning the loss of my stronger Self. And I’m trying all I can to get that back.
Back then I was ignorant though, not knowing much about the world. So my Energy could flow freely to the things I enjoyed doing and to the Goals I set.
Now I’m just trying to regain that, but I see now that it is impossible! My Energy is focused on my spiritual path now. It’s not available only for my physical needs anymore.
I would have to become ignorant again
So I guess I’m supposed to let go of becoming so strong physically for now and concentrate on becoming strong spiritually.
But I don’t want to lose my strength
Or it’s about Patience. I’m finding out about my physical issues rn and could fix them.
Maybe I have to accept that the Human Body is vulnerable. I’m living in a Phantasy that my body can be invincible.
Maybe I shouldn’t be doing that.
I should concentrate on my Soul being invincible. I think I’m too attached to my body.
(This is another example of thinking while writing)
In this post, as well as in others, I notice a mental block that shows up as feeling like you have to choose between two things — the body or the spirit (before was something else).
You can develop both at the same time; there’s no need to choose one over the other.
Read the description and use it.
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Oh that sounds good! Thank you Maitreya 
feels very fitting for my situation
Now I will stop spamming this Thread, let’s back to Gojo, he is super cool
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