Yeah. I literally have no idea. I’m not shitting you when I say it was channeled. Spirit guide guardian angel or something. I feel really good right now wearing it though. Like, happy. It’s much easier for me to laugh right now. I’m not laughing uncontrollably. I’m not even actually laughing, it just feels easier to access that.
I think it’s going to undo a certain mind trick that a certain type of person tends to play. That’s one thing.
I need some time with it to see how it works with people. I get the feeling this is like some kind of self help mode from another dimension. Like in a parallel world these are recognized tenets of wisdom and success but here it’s just like Huh?
I feel a mild euphoria with it now. Not normal for me at all. No substances involved.
I keep editing this because more is coming to me.
I realize part of this euphoria is the reversal of how I have viewed the “tragedies” of my past. I literally feel endorphins running through my head and arms. It’s gone from this constant low level background feeling of direness and loss to this. Not neutralized. Reversed.
It’s wild. Because I expected this one to be something I could hardly notice, not that stands out this strong.
That’s touches on a third of this field. I think I’ll have to wait and see what the other parts of it are like.
So I went outside. Encountered a couple of people and some animals. I live in a weird place. I normally feel at least a mild fear of people. But not this time. Felt happy to see them. Still too early to say much about this. But after tomorrow I should have plenty to add. I get lots of interaction on the job.
Saw this possum. Normally I think they are gross looking. They kind of freak me out. For some reason this time I felt like the possum was the cutest animal I had ever seen. I just watched it for a half minute. Normally they see me and run quickly away. It was maybe 15 feet away and could clearly see me but completely acted like I wasn’t there. For the first time in my life I saw a possum show no fear of human presence. It just slowly walked around like I was another possum or something.
Then I got kind of the same reaction from a couple of cats. Yes, this is all right outside my front door. Lol. They looked like they were about to make a dash for escape as is typical but then they just became calm and watched me.
I don’t know what this field is doing really but it’s interesting. I still feel almost high.