No, not exactly. But this is exactly what I feel like writing after using this mandala.
In my previous review about DM Receiving the Land, the effect of that specific mandala could be clearly separated from others (although it still overlapped with the DM Restoring the Sense of Belonging).
Also, at that time I was working with three mandalas simultaneously. I wrote about it here:
[Receiving the Land and Country You Are in [DM+Audio] - #9 by Hero]
Overall, I have done a huge amount of conscious work on myself for many years - healing my relationships with my parents, my wife, and my ancestral system. What I am experiencing now is the result of this long work, and these fields are a part of that process.
Every time, something new opens up.
When I use a mandala, I clearly feel changes happening: changes in relationships, in my reactions, in my thoughts. I listen to my body, I feel emotions being released and the body being cleansed. My level of awareness and self-observation is already very high, so I can notice even very subtle changes.
I often write down these sensations and insights, and later they become texts like this one.
You wrote this, and I immediately remembered that I hadn’t mentioned something else in my review - during the first two or three days of using this mandala, a huge amount of negative energy came up. I felt strong anger, and there was a clear release of blocks on both sides of the kidney area. I know that ancestral channels pass through this zone.
It required a lot of effort to contain myself. It felt like deeply blocked hatred and anger coming to the surface. Even though I had previously worked with Maitreya fields and PU to clear hatred, this mandala brought that layer up again.
I also didn’t mention that I’ve noticed improvements in my relationship as a couple. I wrote before that for more than 10 years it was difficult, then it became something others could only dream of. And now, after about a month of using these fields, I notice even subtler changes - especially in my reactions. These changes are very delicate, but they are real. At the same time, I have been working on relationships for a very long time, so this field is not the only factor - but it definitely influenced them. That’s why I describe exactly where I feel improvements.
My work with ancestral healing has been going on for many years. But these mandalas - especially this latest series - feel more powerful. I also worked with older fields, and with some of them I didn’t notice a clear effect (for example, SBR Part 1 Ancestral + DNA Cleaning or Wealth - Release Subconscious Blockages).
Does this mean there was no effect? Probably not. Most likely, the issue I wanted to solve was hidden behind deeper or different layers.