# Downloading own knowledge

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**Created:** [March 28, 2025, 7:12am UTC](https://forum.maitreyafields.com/t/downloading-own-knowledge/10426 "2025-03-28T07:12:22Z")\
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**Post date:** [April 1, 2025, 6:11am UTC](https://forum.maitreyafields.com/t/downloading-own-knowledge/10426/13 "2025-04-01T06:11:30Z")

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> 1.I need advices one for the higher self that is in form of optimiser is in my folder should i use optimiser ,I am using in every folder they contains  
> Without optimiser I becomes ungrounded and other issues  
> Is my higher self slowly working or what

Your HS might have different priorities than you as a human. If you want fields works 24/7 then you need to create separate folder.  
When it comes to health and clearing then it is normal to have a healing crisis [12 Essential Tips to Gracefully Move Through Your Healing Crisis](https://forum.maitreyafields.com/t/12-essential-tips-to-gracefully-move-through-your-healing-crisis/7154)

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> 1. Are these above stated protections enough for what I stated

I was loaded with protections and yet I got attacked. Not because they didn’t work, but because I had beliefs that allowed them to attack me. I had weak self-worth, didn’t trust the Creator, was full of fear. It’s like invitation, opening doors.  
Fields do what they can to protect you but will not override your free will. If you have contracts with entities they can slow down your process, cut you off from energy because they own you.

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> 1. I am using universal clearing, eternal clearing to clear everything with again optimizer

Clearing takes time. The more stuff you brought from past lives and your ancestors then it can take years.

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> 1. I don’t know if there is any entity or not I just want my life to be free from every external influence

You’re on the right path but I would really work with a connection to the Divine and restore your soul completely. Again, it is ongoing process and might take time.

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> 1. As my parents and sisters used to take decisions for my entire life now even with right decisions, energetic life coach,the finder I still thinks to add vegvisir to be safe still my decisions aren’t that good agar this section is with optimizer

Optimizer gives permission to your HS. If you want to have fields on your own, you can remove the Optimizer and see how you feel.  
I used to have folder for my humans needs and one with the Optimizer. Then we got Higher Self Series that helped me a lot to become my own HS instead of treating this as something external.

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> 1. I feel extremely anxiety during conversation, making friends and having a girlfriend with whom I can make love ( I feel god gonna leave me forever if I made relationship before marriage),I just can’t have those good times 😭

Heal your childhood, as this is where those blocks are often create.  
Work on your beliefs, be kind to yourself.

See the more you heal your inner world the less demons can influence you because you don’t have weak spots. And I don’t mean be love and light. I mean being complete, integrated with your shadow self and accepting every laugh but also tears as a part of human experience.

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