Wow. I’ve never noticed that emotional symbol, going in. Just out.
They say that the brain experiences emotional and mental abuse the same way as physical abuse. This adds meaning to it.
Perhaps being quick to forgive means not inspecting the damage done. Wild.
Does seeing it change your response?
It is not a heavy feeling, like it used to be. Definitely feel lighter . Feels I can move forward finally.
The stabbing gives confirmation of where it is coming from
I am still using this, I realized that my ability to feel music, express love, connect and create beauty had got diminished over the years with accumulated heart break. I looped this and I could feel a chained ball being dragged out from my higher heart. I saw how many excuses I made and how much I overlooked. I would still continue understanding people and not blame them, but I will not allow myself to be betrayed again.
Using the heart center restoration and the Pink Flame of Divine Love would make the process easier. I wish for all of us to have, feel and appreciate love in their lives. It is the greatest gift and fundamental nature of existence and however much we have been broken God has a way of taking care and pouring in love. Remain open fellas, Love is and will remain your greatest weapon against everything that wishes to tear you apart. Love gives you hope, courage, inspiration, strength like nothing ever would.
I agree. I started to love myself the way I love others. It changed a lot.
It is possible, and I wish this to us all, too. 
One thing that came out of this was my ability to immerse myself in the experience of love without being pained by the memories of betrayal, anger, hurt, resentment, failure, disappointment. I could recall the love I felt and not feel bad about anything else. I didn’t shrink or close my heart off as the memories of love flooded back again. Slowly the memories, images and words were gone and just the radiant crystal of the purity of that state remained.
I have read many times and felt in moments that when we love someone completely we are actually just experiencing God’s love flowing through us and them. It is not personal, but rather a universal feeling that gets circulated and spread through souls who are aligned to God and thus themselves.
I have been doing this healing, forgiving for a while now but this was a very gentle soft shift that caught me by surprise and helped me reframe. Love is both a flow and a practice to be chosen daily. Love stories fade, but love remains.
Maybe this is the hill I will die on. Choose Love. 
Coming to love was a lesson my soul chose. And when it’s a lesson, you can bet that you would be tested and tested hard if your awareness is not raised. This is also why I don’t have any issues in getting connected to Christ consciousness because it is fundamentally one of love.
This and Eternal Marriage Vow Dissolution is making my head clearer.
But oh wow so heavy.
After my chest it goes up to my head, felt like the beginning of nausea.
These are good signs of clearing.